. and time cant heal this damage anymore

Tuesday, March 31, 2009
12:41 AM

argh.
CRAP!
damn CRAP!!!!

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

its.me.alone.
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12:41 AM

life is getting sucky..
very..

and this post.

its.me.alone.
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12:09 AM

Sunday, March 29, 2009
12:26 AM

my life would suck without you.
but now it leaves me in pain too.

i know i would still be that loser.
its the date

its.me.alone.
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12:26 AM

Friday, March 27, 2009
11:56 PM

hais.
basically, down with sickness for past few days and din go out..
but still it din recover and got worse!!
but today.. still okay la. seem to be better. seem to be. dammmmnnnnn.
hais.

and my macbook died!!!
:( x 10000000000000000000000
everything confirm chop chop will be gone after i send for service. arghhhhhhh.

hais.
haircut soon. actually i tues want go. then drag, wed. then drag, thurs. then today, nv go still. tmr and sun working. maybe monday. so sick of my hair. haisssssssssss.

damn sian. i prefer weekdays more. minus my mom's nagging pls of cuz. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i like quiet and peace.

its.me.alone.
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11:56 PM

Monday, March 23, 2009
10:53 AM

i need more than just some motivations.
damn it. life is damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn boring.
i need to find some healthy things to do man..

arghhhhhssss.
go cook breakfast le. bye.

its.me.alone.
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10:53 AM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009
2:00 PM

unlike me.

its.me.alone.
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2:00 PM

Sunday, March 15, 2009
12:29 AM

is a change coming in me?.
is it?.

arghhhhhh.
my voice is bad.
i cant slp.
im tired.
im thinking of alot alot alot things.
i need some understanding.
i wanna slp..
i thinking is what i thinking others thinking.
i wonder wat can i do.
i fuckingggggggggggg siannnnnnnnnnn.
i need a long long resttttt...
i ...
and i ...

i think i can get really random.
as in reallyyy random.
zzzz

i need some help here.
who?
anyone?

call me.
but not tmr. not the day after tmr. not the day the day...

arghhhhhhhhh.
needa close my eyes.

its.me.alone.
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12:29 AM

Saturday, March 14, 2009
8:38 AM

did this again since im bored.
and thinking.
why is this time round so hard..

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx if u all like anyway.

its.me.alone.
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8:38 AM

i dunno why i so no mood. seriously.
like fuck only..
i think i lack sleep. damn it.

its.me.alone.
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8:23 AM

Thursday, March 05, 2009
12:55 PM

mistakes is common in life.
for me, its a everyday thing.

its.me.alone.
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12:55 PM

Wednesday, March 04, 2009
3:51 AM

my blog is back!
im happy, i know some ppl are happy with me as well.. but idk who either. =/

i dont know what to write also.
had alot to write few days back, but this blog got 'frozen'.

this minute, i guess i just wanna get drunk.
recently booze is everything on my mind.
or perhaps not. cuz i know after i wake up,
everything is not gonna change.

and getting drunk might leave me worse.
since its not courage i lack, its time, its opportunity, or it just me.
i need you, but how?
.. to make myself happier?

in any case, i wanna get drunk at a safe place, as in i can sleep peacefully. hahaha. very annoying if i know people is watching me or sth you know.. tsk.
but firstly please all help to drunk me. zzz.

i'm slacking everyday. dont bother asking me out, cuz im pure lazy, or i dunno why. just take it as im lazy. only have to meet those i alrdy gave my word to that i meeting them.

hais. i think im gg to sleep. or i shud get more from my fridge. =/

well, i think this is not getting me anywhere.
good night everyone, or good morning if u like.

its.me.alone.
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3:51 AM