you know exactly how free i am when i blog everyday.
dunno how long such thing never happen already..
this freedom is killinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
actually i shud just go work.
i dont know what's stoping me seriously.
arghhhhhhhh. siannn siannn siannnn!!!
see i dont even have anything interesting thing to blog!!!
arghhhhhhhhhhh.. hais.
i need someone. :(
sigh.
im here becuz....
weak.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i need to find thing to do.
i swear.
1:22 PM
seriously i feel my life very boring.
guess its the holidays.
plus consecutively 2days i 4am then reach home or sure also is late late one.
really abit sian. my mama also nag nag.
wanna go work. but then think think le, sian again.
now caught in the middle. how middle i dunno. but i not gg move le.
whatever you all want. just take. until i cant take it ba.
hmm. realise my driving really dangerous these days somehow. guess cuz...
but anyway still safe enough to keep the lives la. if anyone after reading this still wanna sit my car, feel free. lol.
hais. im really bored!
i got events lined up during holidays le. but then like all sticking together de timing. will tired me out.
i wanna get tired so i wont have time to think, but i hate it when im tired and dont get enough sleep. how ironic.
HAIS~~
12:59 AM
instant noodles sucks.
hahaha.
i think my mouth become more and more picky le.
damn. having too much good food lately.
hahaa.
basically.
TOMORROW IS MY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR THIS SEMESTER!
and im here to haolian.
no lah.
but i realise i haven been working.
and the balance in my bank is depleting. hahaha.
i gonna find a way to lock it. LOL.
i haven been staying at home long.
i haven watch many shows.
i haven slack enough.
i haven many many things!!!!
so.... stop saying i very busy...
and once i stop busying,
its gonna be harder to find me.
haha.
seriously. how can instant noodle taste so bad to me now when its like one of the best food 10 years ago?.
hahahaha.
dunno why my itunes shuffling keep playing those high high or hip hop song. haha.
2:38 AM
dont guess
7:47 PM
tiredddddddddddddd.
yawnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
boreddddddddddddd.
haissssssssssssssssss.
my brain is not functioninggggggggggggg.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
3:31 PM
seriously.
but i got many many many thing to do.
but..
dont have the thing i want to do.
unspoken.
10:38 PM
i want to have more fun.
i want to have more time.
i want to have more rest.
i want feel better.
i want more life.
i dislike many many pple.
i have bad temper.
i have attitude problem at times.
i hate my life.
i'm weak; physically, mentally.
i want to think in the correct way.
i want to be happier happy.
i want to be able to be happy
i want to work harder.
i want to change.
i want to be a better person.
i want to show more emotions.
i want to close my eyes and forget abt all this...
just that bit. i lack.