thank god there's you.
although unknown.
im glad it happened.
lit up my life.
ahhhhhhhh. i gotta send email to my lecturer.
stressed out...
seriously,
arghhhhhhhhhh.
19..
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house,
one hour left.
*clear spider webs*
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
11:29 PM
but im so reluctant to do the stuffs.
feeling damn slpy...
that is for writcom..
then tmr guili say want do 3d art. final project.
then still must do iphoto thingy.
my armature still lying there haven paste..
sians~~
then tmr do animation?.
then still needa shoot for photography..
then storyboarding de assignment i haven do! tmr hand in.
damn de lo..
5 modules all attack me at once. =(
30jan- writcom consult 1 results; consult 2 preparation/research; anifdn; photography; 3dart ;storyboard
31jan- writcom consult 2; 3dart; anifdn; photogrphy
1 feb- 3d art presentation; photo
2 feb- 3d art; photo final editing.
3 feb- work.
4 feb photography DEADLINE. anifdn/writcom
5 feb- new year eve's eve. anifn/writcom
6 feb- new year eve.
7 & 8 feb- new year
9/10 feb- work?
11feb- writcom DEADLINE
12 feb- Storyboard DEADLINE; 3d art presentation
15 feb- anifdn deadline
so far, thats what i noe i will be occupied.
and i have excluded writcom and other unknown situations.
sighs.
year 1 liddat.
year 2?
dun think...
i dun even have time for cny.. =(
with all the assignments.
and the deadline coming.
even when i chiong and chiong.. =(
hais.
cannnnottttt...am i important?.
Monday, January 28, 2008
1:15 AM
i hope u can be different.
hais.
fated.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
1:50 AM
i........
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
11:40 PM
last teenage.
dunno this year will how.
but, not a bad start.
gotta admit..
i changed too much.
but yet.. changes.
inevitable.
growing = learning.
this sem is ending too..
last lap of many of my stuffs for 2007.
chiong over. thats it.
but im tired.
i dunno whats wrong man.
hais. dunno wat i talking.
too long no blog.
forgot how to write down.
anyway,
i hope im turning into a better man.
as in i noe im not, so i hope.
cuz i think i getting more and more rotten.
seriously!
but.. dunno leh.
play play only.
when not supposed to..
That don’t bother me..
like an empty heart, i'm already used to it.
I can take a few tears every now and then,
and just let them out if i could, yet i cant.
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while,
but even when i try and try to take it off.
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me,
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok..
But that’s not what gets me,
with all these pretense.
so what hurts the most is being so close,
and having so much to say yet watching you walk away from beside..
and never knowing what could have been,
if i hadn't did those that way.
And i'm sorry for not seeing that loving you
Is what all I was trying to do..
it’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doing It and doing it..
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends
and I’m alone when you're not..
Still Harder, Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
all the times when things were wrong.
i would learn to be strong and keep us going
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
just to keep u and myself company..
sorry..
Monday, January 21, 2008
11:00 PM
thanks to all that wished, that msged, that called, that celebrated, and forgot.
....
hmmmm.
i dunno why im here either.
jumping ard webpages...
haissss.
ure gaining..
keepiton?..
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
11:03 PM
this time is really must clear alot..
gg 2 months nv blog.
is my longest record liao.
but.. aint free and dun feel like writing stuffs down.
maybe is good to earn concern. for wat i need.
but, still.. im stubborn and im taking down my pride to admit it today.
and since today is such a nice date.
hmmmm.
so.. bid good bye to 2007.
hope things will go better in 2008.
but. i doubt so.. and im not pessimistic!
just that.. strong feeling.
hmmmm.
so. what will i achieve in 2008?
license(s).. which, i half doubt it.
19yrold.. which, last teenage. =(
complete my year 1.. which, all projects stacking like mountain.
i dunno wat else. wat i will achieve and want achieve are like heaven and earth.
and i not gg to write down, not gg to tell.
oh. need to say sth, thanks tian and lihua and company for that celebration, though still early and shud be tian and lihua one more prominent, thanks alot for that effort, every year.. thanks everyone who was involved and had to bear with my nonsense. i know im irritating but dont think im that bad to not appreciate it. =)
then.. i also dunno write wat.
but this year gonna be alot different for me le bah.
for all the changes i undergo..
sigh~ hahaas.
for this two months, priority wuld be studies than work. so quitting work, so i can be more free. and also have more times for my frens and to rest more, slp more for a slping monster like me. i been slping only few hours a day lo. which i think adds up to my weird behavior. hmmm...
then feb will be cny and valentine's day. which both contradicts with me. tsk.
-trying hard to find a someone. x=
