close my eyes.
i just came out from my shower.
is there gonna be help?
okay, im bored.
333th post!
tell me how can i help u. how?
i spent some time thinking.
im so fulfilled. hahas.
I WANT TO PRAWN!!
FED-UP NESS
moving on is simple, it's what u leave behind that makes it so difficult.
http://www.service-with-passion.blogspot.com/
things arent smooth recently.
sometimes, its really seems i waste 19 years of oxygen.
ups and downs.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
11:46 PM
i smell better than u!
hahas.
alrites. actually im not happy at all. :(
and my hand feels ssoooo rough. =x
had a nice 'workout' at the bball court just now.
but competitive game still not really for me. hmmm.
i have lessons at 8am tmr! and i haven done the 'hmwk' for the lessons. both of the lessons! zzz
sighs.
i have hard time recalling wat i did for each day, seriously.
and i dont really remember which day is which. from fridays onwards.
i think i slept whole of friday since i reach home. and out for the whole of sat till today morning. and sleep again. then ball-ed just now. is the sleeping that messes up my time-consciousness bah. nvr slp when i shud and slp when i shuden. hais.
HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE THE REMAINING DAYS?!
before this sem ends, dont worry, im not saying im gg to die.
omg?distance.
does that make fond?Friday, June 27, 2008
11:02 PM'idk' how many times.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
11:57 PM
and i cant slp.
becuz i slpt too much jus now i think.
just tired.
tot tmr dun have to go sch, can rest or wat.
in the end, must go. and its not gg to end early!.
gotta do BN and AE somemore. sighs..
zzzzzzzzz.
so bored, so tired.
of these.
seriously i need a job also.
to get money and my time spent properly.
but. hard. hard.
hahahas.
WHEN ARE MY HOLIDAYS COMING?!
.... i know the break just ended.
but i want holidays!! sian-ed.
i feel so much like staying at home lately. just to slp or wat i dun care.
and go out still alrite, but go sch.... :(
hais hais hais.
wat's the use.....i hope u'll be not so busy soon
cuz u're really cold.Wednesday, June 25, 2008
11:53 PMshe who misses me when she's lonely.
she who i misses and feels lonely.
she who never misses me and never seems lonely.
=(
i gg crazy.
i survived my sch so far.
but i noe white flag is soon to be up.
tmr, perhaps another.
im tired.
been pretty strong in my tots recently,
no worry frens, im not changing my stand.
just felt dishearted. maybe. ahhhhhhh.
i just need a good long rest.
and things shud stop getting messier.
i need understandings.
im 'annoyed'
那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后要怎么去拼凑
只怪那一刻话说得太重
所有的情节都失控
怎么也戒不掉你独特的笑容:baby
love can be so beautiful
of all the things that are amazing,
you have it; in ur smiles.
everything.
babyTuesday, June 24, 2008
4:22 PM
listening to: lu tai wan by wilbur
okay random.
im so bored!
glad im home early.
but i noe tmr sure die, esp thurs.
but im soooo tired to care.
later still gotta go clarke quay.
tired!!!
i'll come back later. hahahas.
sleepy
Monday, June 23, 2008
12:18 AM
cuz apparently, seeing things this way is really making me 'annoyed'.
i shud leave u alone, some space. or perhaps plenty.
then how i do prove it?. i need alot of tots, again.
i miss you without any intention other than realizing your importance.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
9:29 PM
seriously. that it seems ive never been that serious for sooo long.
im thinking abt so much thing, that i think the burden is too much.
but, its working. perhaps even better this way.
almost overslept and to forget today's gathering.
i seriously forgot. from ytd tiring day =x
went to fish & co.
nth much for today except things kept running thru my mind.
someone. and not that one.
plans are coming up in my life.
lets see how it will go.
nth to change on other's tots.
just mine, totally.
we cant force sths isn't it?.
and. its time for change.
again.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
11:01 PM
cuz i completed the race.
the only 3 teams who completed.
and i lost my place at the last min. suppose to come in 2nd!
angry can. but. nvm.
trying hard to get over it.
anyway we were last few at 1st.
really chiong. zzz
hais.
and its the last day left.
im left with script breakdown. like wtf.
bluenose editing. OMG. hais
motiongraphic storyboard.
MAYA! faints.
die lo. i better stick my ass at home tmr.
and my leg is aching.
like hell.
but its been long i done so much exercise.
good thing!
somethings.well.
somethings.
hmmmm!
ssssshhhh
Friday, June 20, 2008
8:55 PM
HAIS!
Thursday, June 19, 2008
11:26 PM
life~
school is so gg to start.
and i really slack my two weeks away.
i managed to skip sch again.
my post production= 20% done.
DIE PRETTY PRETTY UGLY UGLY
overslpt for discussion day also. =x
hais.
but shall not think abt it. tmr then think.
monday then think.
gg prawning later.
and tmr gotta reach sch at 9am.
so means. ive decid that i shall not slp.
how u think it's possible?. LOL.
but tmr diedie gotta go la.
then saturday is the amazing race thingy.
then sunday got some gathering i think.
gosh. my work really very not done lehs. =x
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
3:05 PM
do visit and JOIN if possible.
just a few days away from the event.
okay. shud be 4 days. totally.... hais.
ppl join pls! hahas.
not bad mah.
still got goodie bag to go along.
consider and accept the challenge okay. lol
THANKS ALOT if anyone do join it.
cuz i nver promo sth like this before.
hmmm.i just realise year by year,
my life is getting worse.
yes, bad to worse. from sec life.
its not like i made it so either.
it just happens this way.
and sometimes im thinking,
do i want to change it.
and seriously i think its just my willingness.
or tough hearted-ness.
hmmmm. forget it.
so funny for me to share these here.
hahas.
another thing, i realise my life recently is late night life, mahjong, 'work', schwork (im lying. lol. i nvr do more than half of it), slack.
realise i nvr put in eat slp and drink. and fact is i slp very little, eat very litte, drink very little!
so unhealthy!
and yes, i fell sick liao. :(
'all of a sudden' i miss my ciggs.
i know its good im not with it.
u see, i have stop for erm.. days.. hahas.
was trying to stop for long.
let see who will win.!
im a loser i think. oops
but trust me when i want to do it. ;)
Friday, June 13, 2008
11:44 PM
or maybe just me.
some times im glad i got this bunch of classmates,
sometimes not but u know i wun rmb.
im glad there soo much ppl ard me sometimes, not gonna name them,
though they can doo nth, at least their presence is felt.
and now, i think i got sth to last me for sometime before i die off again, very complexed but meant to be. im doing it.
just hope it will turn out fine,
but as said,
every other situation is better than what im in now.
perhaps i got nth to lose.
meanwhile, the homework are piling up.
and i have no time for it.
a 2 choose 1. u noe me. u noe me not.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
3:15 AMWednesday, June 11, 2008
1:28 AM
