bloggggggggggggggg.
lazy + tired.
last date 24th.
no work. but busy day.
shall not elaborate.
25th.tues.
mulan birthday.
went over in the morn and left for home to prepare for work in the noon.
hope she enjoys the surprises. =)
super tired. thus slept before the clock even struck 12.
zzzzz.
wed no work le.
wanhui's birthday.
slp till 12 plus.
how tireddd im...
slack till evening then went out.
zuo bo.
slack and chat.
haiz. so sian..
its the things..
thurs. ytd.
went work again.
energtic le. morn went bbdc somemore.
then dad came fetch me after work again. =)
is tired de lo..
then today went work again..
my shoulders are like gg to dislocate..
zzzzz. back cracking.
hahaa. sound so old man.
pooorrrr me.. lonely for these days.
zzzz. haaa.
kkx. tmr not working.
so gooooooodddddd rite.
cuz.. tmr cousin getting married.
request from my mother.
haiz.
gotta wake early.
and dinner at expo.
god damn farrr..
sunday working.
till then. =)
be back next time when im not lazy.
LOL.
another day at work.
i sooooooooo wanana die agains.
i shall be kind to my blog and update.
LONG TIME NO UPDATE.
yawns.
250th post.
hmm.wenta work today.
its alrdy past midnight.
the longest time i stayed at my own hse for this few weeks/month?
yawns.
feel so nice to listen to my blog song.
okay. the time now is 12.43am.
invrknewitculdbesoinfinitesincethedayimetuandfellforuitotallwasjustskindeepnthmuchtofeeltoostrongaseveryoneforgetsbutyesushowmeallofitthatnomatterhowmanyroundsiturnardplayardfoolardurestillmydestinationinoeeverybignsmallreasonbehinditbuticuldntsayassthsweshudjustforgetabtitevenifitsjustalieandyesitsalieperhapsitsnolongerabtwaitingbuttheworthlesswartogifightumightnoemydecisioneventhoughidinnameittoucuzicanthurtmyselfanymorebutwateverhappensunoeimalwaysgonnabehere2w4uandnooneelseforgivemywanderingeyesandimsrythatidinmakethingshappendespiteseeingthemagicofuforgivemeimu.
alrite, i have decided that this shall be a emo post.
yawns.
Monday, September 24, 2007
12:07 AM
toooooo many stuffs today
or rather recently.
nvm.
sometimes, vision is just blurred.
sometimes i dun want to see clearly.
sometimes, its not wats on the surface.
sometimes, i culdnt feel wats inside too.
sometimes, its just me and myself.
im driven crazy.
the things u did.
the stuffs u did not.
the past.
the present.
the future.
im sooo tireddd.
its not you.
because soda is not alcohol.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
11:53 PM I'll lock up my heart
and throw away the key
if thats what it takes
To keep your love with me
You open the door
To all thats good in me
I cant deny the truth
That I could never be without uSaturday, September 22, 2007
11:54 PM
haizzz.
another busy day at work.
damn it.
tmr toooooo.
today woke up quite late?.
ard 11. haiz. tooo tired.
then went to work after eating.
tmr aunt coming my hse.
DIE. haizzzzz.
super bored day.
get easily sian nowadays.
just feel like sleeping and rotting.
but still times that i hope time stop la.
zzzzzzz.
i need alot of time to think.
but i dun even have enough for slping.
haiz.because "im possible",
makes me "im-possible".
so DEAD.Friday, September 21, 2007
11:57 PMyawns. damn busy day at work today..
and lonelyy. cuz liying off, candy off, peiling till 6pm nia.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
haiz.
morn went sch wait for sn..
then write the card.
then went her house.
then went work.
boredddd.
tmr, work lo.
haizzzzzz.
u drove me nuts with the things u do..
*Blurrrrrred..Thursday, September 20, 2007
11:49 PM
a lil.. haaas.
today morn wake up le jiu draw the chip n dale for yingsui's card.
cuz i was too tired and lazy yest nite. =x haha.
then 1 plus went yhss there meet sn,
then off to huayi meet kelly them.
then they go jp look for present,
me go off from there to work.
zzzz.
quite alrite bah. feeling very slacky today.
so slack slack slack.
tmr gotta work too.
and the weekends. =(
take care peeps!i wonder what those actions meant.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
11:20 PM
haaas.
was not in mood and the stuffs were repeat-ive lah. hahas.
four or five days?. haas.
weekends busy working.
monday no work then meet euneve and a guy go pool since ning them haven release.
then after that i went js find them, eat le then to jp find slacker them.. went home quite early.
tues was working day lo. met ayngi early in the morn.
and go work after that. nth much iguess. =x
then today also no work, but still went out early in the morn and reach home only a few moments ago.
haas. recently always liddat. sooo tired.
not enough slp alrdy.
ohhhhhhh. bored.
i gonna slp early tonight.
i shall try.
hahas.
nites.
do miss me everyone. =)
Saturday, September 15, 2007
11:52 PMI SO WANT TO BID GOODBYE TO THIS WORLD.
haiz.
but no worries, im still gg to live..
just bottled.
IRONIC.
th.Friday, September 14, 2007
11:51 PM
finally, im at this page.
ahhhhhhhhhh. as predicted,
i died pretty. =x
nvm. shall talk abt other stuffs.
hmm.
tues working. nth much i think. abit too long i also cant recall.
=x
hees.
then wed i no work. but i forgot where i go le.
or did i stayed at home?. zzz. been busy liddat. ha.
esp cuz my brother.
but i think i went balling. in the evening. =)
thurs working day again. =(
okok lo. just went work and nth else.
then fri, today no work, but also no time rest.
morn went bbdc, finally, then meet jb, reach home to change then go out ler.
balling. then slacking. and eating. haha.
weekends gonna be work work and work. =(
i want play!
and next week, i got 5 working days, and is 4 days in a row, thurs,fri,sat,sun. gosh. the busiest days. zzzz.
but.. suan le. nvm then.
but wed maybe gg hosp visit lightning. =)
hope she fine =)
hmm. kkx. and my results are like shit.
Cs and Ds and gpa = 1.3
can bang wall le.
but.. predicted la. somehow.
shall see open.
bo bian.
haha. IS time table out. is on wed again. SW at 8am. morning exercise sehs. =x
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. feeling soooo tired but so not tired.
wat am i talking.zzzzzzzz
nites world.
Monday, September 10, 2007
10:14 PM
WOW.
haha..
hmmms. nth much to blog.
today went baibai at dover agains.
then evening went js.
boring day. zzzz.
so went slack awhile jiu went back le.
mission failed. =x
hahas.
hmm. tmr must go work le.
so sians. but.. maybe wun also.
see how.
haven even slp, i alrdy lazy to wake up tmr le.
hees. im gg to bath and find food. =)
sooo hungry.
oh, and that sunshine better cheer up.
make me feel so weird. LOLS.
i feeling kind recently, as in, im 'caring' for most ppl ard me.
haaa.
soooooo tired.
off i go~
take care everyone. =)
before that went balling.
in long black pants and black shirt.
totally black. under the big sun.
HOT~
then at work, burnt my fingers.
no mood today.
somethings are just gg so weird/ so wrong.
nvm.
at least i think i solved sths.
or.. lets not try to solve sths too.
let everyone be happier that way.ilu.
if its the last thing i'll do.Saturday, September 08, 2007
11:59 PM
but i just got home a moment ago.
ben lai got quite some good mood to blog de.
but now, its all taken away.
haiz.
anyway. went clementi for dinner just now.
nth much.
stay at home today.
mahjong-ed with brother.
bored. sianed.
but.. liddat lor.
hmmmmm.
tmr gotta work le.
maybe gg hke before that.
see how bahs.
Friday, September 07, 2007
10:59 PM
but i was slping. =x
since they also somewhat ignore me at 1st
when my bro's gf still ard.
she say i look thinner le.
so sad. wei qing xiao shou. =x
but i having supper recently. haaa.
and, they ate everything. nvr leave food for me.
so, i cook for myself and shun bian for my brother,
he easily hungry.. and miss my cooking. LOL.
nth much for today lehs.
morn went meet gi rick and jacky as promised, but din pei them for long cuz, my brother. in the end. he also nvr care me.
but nvm, shall let my mother see me and not think that i dun care abt her.
heard that many things happen to her abt me. =x
feel so bad?. ehhs. hmmm.
kkx. tmr also no work. cuz of the dinner at night.
i still haven do head count. ha. but i noe not much ppl.
anyway my brother is going.
haiz. he just gave up and says im a zi bi er.
ask me see doctor.
and he cant stop crapping.
haiz.
im sooo bored.
i dunno wat i doing alrdy.
zzzzzzz.u'renvrforgotten.
Thursday, September 06, 2007
11:21 PM
so tired.
can say that i left very irresponsibly for work today. =x
haa. bo bians.
hmmm. anyway next week de weekends all must work.
sians. sure busy like hell. and tired..
plans are coming on.
but im thinking.
haiyo.
so many stuffs.
hmmm....takecarekays.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
10:50 PM
speaks my mind.
welcome to my world.
haiz.
i just dun feel like talking to anyone.
about anything.
sry gi, i try my best to say wat i thinking le.
but.. ya, that the best i can express myself.
and ying, dun tink too much.
nth to do with u and of cuz wun be regarding work.
just hope for things to happen ba.
and stop happening.
im tired.
hmm. so today woke up damn early. 7 plus. still late. cuz gotta reach bbdc by 8.
anyway passed the damn test.
guess i only can do theory more than practical.
but i must work for it too. hmm.
then didnt have time to rest.
though i was dying to close my eyes.
then went work in the noon.
nvr late today le.
saw many ppl today.
just work. nth to share.
then here im.
so sick of my life.when the standards and aims didnt work.
and dreams are opposite of reality.
let those
perfectionists commit suicide.Tuesday, September 04, 2007
11:59 PM
but i dun wanna confuse my blog entries.
lols.
tmr gotta wake up damn early.
hafta reach bbdc at 8am.
and i haven slp!.
though is very tired le for today.
i forgot tell my grandpa to wake me too. =x
jialat.
haiz.
recently busy with work mah.
then today no work ben lai gg out with family eat dinner de.
in the end went play bball. =x
long time no play le.
everything was quite ok.
wat to say?.
even if is a fake smile or wat.
life goes on. =)
hmmm. and tmr my bro is coming back home to stay.
maybe for one week. if i not wrong.
he gonna be damn naggy. and very demanding.
and i sure gotta stay at home pei him mahjong or wat.
haizz. but.. gotta sacrifice de. ? hmm.
so sian. i shud go to slp alrdy.
tmr will be damn busy..
from morn till night.hope everything just goes as fine as they can possibly get.
and a smile for everyone..
开心就好Monday, September 03, 2007
11:00 PMSunday, September 02, 2007
11:15 PM
much due to the rain.
which came at the correct time.
and i walked into it.
it poured on me,
but din manage to wash away anything.
a useless rain.
in fact, it makes those stuffs vivid.
........
super sian-ed.
went work today.
damn busy.. cuz its a sunday.
tmr gg work too. Zzzzz.
hmmm. quite bored nowadays.
no interesting stuffs.
and i dunno where im gg nowadays.
but, nvm. doesnt really matters.
im tired of thinking.
anyway, i realise everyone most pple have this perception of me that i cant change, so nvm too. suan le.
the rain haven stop.
i feel so much like gg downstairs and get drenched again. =x
wat a cold night.
and i've got many MANY plans to accomplish.
all i need is the hardest ingredient,
TIME.
haiz.
life is gettting.........
you can run away but you can't hide
through a storm and through a lonely night
then i show you there's a destiny
the best things in life
they're free
imu.Saturday, September 01, 2007
10:32 PM
i just woke up.
hahaaa.
not gg to jp meet slacker them le. cuz too late le. hees.
cuz im slping just now. hahaaha.
today is just so eventless.
shud have went work. zzzz.
next week is sch holi for sec.
think will be busy le.
and.. after that day's balling.
i've decided that..
i shud go back balling. lols.
when i not working la. then go.
im sooooo tired still.
even though i slpt from ard 6 to just a few moments ago.
tmr gg workingg.
haiz. hope things go fine.
got liying with me tmr.
and i realise i haven seen hs and ml for a longgggg time.
haiz.
gg to find food le.
haha. byes.stepping into september.
