ur beautiful eyes.
haiz.
this min.
im sure i love u more.
haiz.
went to her hse just now.
abit dumb. cuz she say cant late.
in the end. till now her parents not back!
i shud have stayed.
but suan le. she wun let also.
nvr keep me and we stunning there.
DUMB DUMB DUMB!
mama de.
hmmm. then here i am.
waiting for 12am.
3rd year le.
so many difference.
in between.
do i really stay the same?.
haiz.
hmmm.
waiting for time to pass...
dunno how to react.
guess im more ok le.
at least.
more stable than just now evening time.
hmm.
AND JUST NOW WHEN I WALKING TO BUS STOP TO GO HER HOUSE,
GOT A ASSHOLE THROW A LIGHTED CIGARETTE BUTT DOWN FROM DUNNO HOW HIGH DE STOREY!
ALMOST KANNA MY FACE/HAIR.
INFRONT OF ME!
WAH KAO!.
IMAGINE IT BURN MY HAIR!
AND THE THING IS I MEETING HER.
WEAR TILL NICE NICE AND HAIR NICE NICE.
THAT CIGARETTE BUTT WILL SPOIL ME!!
FUCK SIA.
HOW CAN LIDDAT!
SOMEMORE IF KANNA A SUAY SUAY DE KID HOW?.
ZHEN SHI DE!!
liews...........
i did loved her.
i still live better alone.
haahah. im eating now. =)
i dun wanna speak.
aiya.
ai hai tao tao.
feeling sleepy and sticky.
ahhhhhh. went sch today.
sianz..
haiz.
ma de.
was still thinking of to blog or not to blog.
very very firstly,
ben lai dun wanna blog de.
hmm. blogging time.
obviously enough,
perfect.
FEELING SO SO FULL NOW!.
shall blog then go ZzzZzz.
haha. guess why i am back mah?.
ben lai decided to a quick blog then go slp de.
ben lai dun wanna blog today de.
haha. i came to blog cuz...
haha. blogging at 1 plus am again.
decided to blog. hmm. at 1.15am.
haiz.
39.3 de fever.
look at the time. 7.30am.
IM IN SCH!. when i dismiss at 12.
shud i go sch?.
haha. i just woke up at 12.
haha. im home early today. =)
START OF JUNE. hais.
i did.
i did.
i did drift.
i did.
i was torn apart.
i was.
i wanted to be happy.
i cant.
i am borned to be alone.
i will.
wishuallthehappiness.
iDo.
i still.
-
think gonna stay home all the way.
hmm.
nth much today.
met up hs and ml just now.
walked ard vivo.
ate. then went home. since they're busy also.
somethingscantbesaid.
or maybe yet.
Friday, June 29, 2007
10:37 PM
so happy.
haha
okok lah.
hmm. tmr my mei mei de bday.
yawnss.
no school day. so
today went sentosa with hs.
haha. HAHA.
hmmm.
then.. ehs.
lidat lor. hehes.
nth muchie.
wanna continue eating le.
OMG!
ironical disaster.
haiz.
tired.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
5:29 PM
today chiong cab down to sch again. ZzzZZzz.
then ng yong seng less than a hour jiu release.
wah lao!
but then. do the test lor.
the test i also dunno how do.
fill in the blanks.
i got many many blanks.
fill in some craps nia.
hahhaa. die =x
and due to he so early release.
got 4 hr de break!
so... i went ml hse.
in the end i lazy go le.
decided to slp. haha.
siao liao lor.
2nd time absent with mc and reason. =x
hmmm. today friday!
no school.
god. i got soo many things to accomplish.
24 hrs not enough again.
if only can pause the time some how in the day for sometime.
ha. dreaming.
still feel like slping.
dunno why.
yawnss.
sick of this life man...
grrrr.
watarethethings.
0529
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
11:21 PM
blog time. though abit reluctant.
hmm. din go for IS today.
no mood.
but still went sch.
and till 3 then leave.
machem i got iac.
haiz.
tmr typo got test.
but locpro starts at 2pm.
all the way till 6pm.
can die. die of sian-ness
ha. ZzZzzzZz.
damn sians abt sch.
but liddat jiu ending my week tmr le.
most likely meeting undergrd lover on sat.
miss her sehs.haha.
but we might not meet AGAIN.
i just got a strong feeling that we nvr meet.
but just take it as set.
ha.
ytd ben lai meeting slacker.
in the end nvr. =x
today ben lai meeting angie.
in the end also nvr. =X
tmr. SCHOOL!
SUPER SICK. but cant pon le.
ma de. i got str feeling i will fail the attendance damn badly.
and the test i also not say score well.
and my course god damn less ppl.
wtf.
fri. will see how.
haa.
plans gg on.
plans unplanned.
plans given up.
BLAH.
abit sian.
thinking to slp early le.
maybe go bath again. haha
tmr sch at 9am.
so sooo sooooooooo sick.
SORRY TO THOSE WHO I DIN UPDATE BOUT MY LIFE RECENTLY. =)
U ALL ARE STILL REMEMBERED.
LOVES.
xi wang ni guo de hao.
die heart.
heart die.
hard die.
heart anot
hard anot..
haizzzzzzzzzzzz.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
11:23 PM
haha. gg bath soon la.
scare i bath le cant slp.
lol.
ahhhhh. sianed.
hmmm.
morn wake up le still very want slp.
thnking pon la.
then in the end... suan le.
then take cab down. =(
hmm. and yuan lai soc psy de proj is liddat only.
still tot wat and very guai wore long pants to sch sehs.
totally sian la. but at least. 3pm release le lor.
then went find hs at panjang.
went queensway with the 5 of them.
then go eat then homed.
yawnss.
hao lei.
but heng tmr start 10 am. and ends before 12. =)
so lazy go!
hmmmmmmm.
iwonder.
Monday, June 25, 2007
11:58 PM
realise tmr got wat socpsy de proj to be submitted.
NOT AGAIN!
so many proj.
every module.
damn damn damn.
haiz.
sian tillll....
hmmm.
today suppose end at 5.
ended at 4 instead.
draw tilllll. gg crazy.
fen lie. haiz.
draw model.
diaos....
i just cant draw the legs.
aha. and the model.......... weird weird de lehs.
maybe i weird.
ha. then went fcp room find rong and zjie awhile.
then go pei hs le.
hmmms.
tmr. ending at 3.
after that think gg queensways.
after that.. dunno.
slacker ask me go find them.
very very long never find them.
i think ever since start of holidays.
and now holiday dou end le i still din find them.
wed if can maybe meeting angie.
see how bahs.
haiz.
im tired.
*BANG! headshot.
lesson at 9am. CG.
yawnss.
socpsy de proj.
kill me again bah.
missmissmiss.
in ard 6 hours time i got to wake up from my slp.
and go to sch.
8am. for socpsy.
then chiong podcast.
then go 2d art. all the way till 5pm.
thinking of it make me so sick.
haiz.
2 weeks just past like dunno wat.
and my itunes playing xiao chou yu now.
haha. 'random'
hmmm. finally went visit brother today at hosp.
but then went out after that.
hmms.
gg to queensway real soon.
must stop laziness.
haha. its not that difficult actually.
hmmm. i tired.
guess im gg to slp.
ha.
me and best bud
haha. i corrected the level.
better colour =)
omg. really starting sch le.
cg going to learn maya?.
diaosssim slpy le.
yawns.
imu.
somethings.
smallthings.
bigthings.
everything.Sunday, June 24, 2007
12:52 AM
my de damn leg haven recover.
think will take a week bahs.
yawns. gg to be 1am soon.
haven slp yet.
hmmm.
sch gg to reopen on monday.
until 5pm!. can die la.
and projects and blah on due!
oh gosh.
i haven free to watch fast food nation.
find it dumb to watch it. by myself somemore.
diaos.
then the podcast thing for my 2d art haven done.
they thinking to chiong it during the two hr break.
so hard to accomplist de gan jue.
sians.
anyway.
friday, went sch for editing.
my stupid leg still pain but then i walk still. diaos.
to 73coop to fcp room twice.
and also walk in from bus stop and out.
hmm. ended ard 1pm bah if i nvr rmb wrong.
im bad at remembering my schedules. haha.
then went cck meet hs and ml to go tiong.
pei ml and her frens to do their proj.
reached home early. =)
today.
intend not to go out.
in the end meet hs at ml hse.
slack-ed. then go eat then go home.
tmr.
UNKNOWN.
haha.
tired sia. lazy to slp.
i bet seldom hear ppl say lazy to slp de.
lol.
tired but lazy lehs.
oh. my brother got an external hard disk thingy.
for me to load the movies or blah blah blah into it then pass to him watch at hospital. he too bored.
but then i haven go yan jiu.
and i wonder wat i downloaded liaos. haha.
dunno wat to download lor.
haha.
realised i more and more gu niang nowadays.
.....
or maybe all the while. 'haha'
hmm..
finding myself a break soon.
too long nvr alone.
and i suddenly rmb i promised yy for an outing before sch reopens.
tmr last day. and i din ask her out =x.
most likely. dun want le. hehes.
wah... sianz la..
so many things to think and to do.
smilepls.
imu.
Friday, June 22, 2007
6:57 AM
i've awake since abt 5am.
till now.
stupid till can.
cant slp.
now, might as well dun slp le.
later i late.
still tot i will overslpt.
now. i might reach earliest.
damn la.
and my 2d art de proj
totally nobody update me la.
think want flunk again.
haiz. sui bian bahs.
many days din update or wat?.
busy with sch,
locprd editing stuffs.
haiz.
then meeting hs.
ytd went balling.
forgot abt cold drinks.
and my damn leg till now still pain.
abit stupid nia la.
haiz.
feel like slping.
but. also dun feel like.
haiz.
dunno later gg where again.
felt like staying at home.
but without noise one pls.
but also impossible de lah.
haiz.
ureyes.
urwords.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
11:56 PM
then...
blog la. maybe blog le go slp. really is tired till...
haha. today. went find hs at ml hse.
then got wet. lol
then in the end slack the whole day there.
and got my hair coloured also.
hmm. then wah seh. my mother duno wat happen.
menopause?. lol.
zong zhi suddenly become so so so fierce sehs.
but then more like she breaking down liddat.
dunno wat happen to her la.
awhile angry awhile sad. liews. scary la.
haa.
then i dunno say wat le.
tmr die die must go editing le.
haha. must guai liaos.
yawns. super tired.
=)
Monday, June 18, 2007
11:24 PM
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hmms.
well. basically very tired now.
very sian.
very fan.
errr. the fan part not really sure la.
i guess. hmm.
haiz.
but super de tired. and hopefully enough.
today can slp early.
and tmr can wake late.
haiz.
fan la.
seeitoldu.
nvm.usedalrdy.
slpearlybahs.
ifonly.
but now at canteen so wu liao.
hmm.
later got test somemore.
think i dunno a thing abt it at all.
sian la.
hmmm.
and i rmb the indemnity form but i forgot my mc AGAIN!!.
wtf la.
morning i kept try to recall. then nvr think till.
stupid lors.
haiz.
morning overslept.
until the guys call me.
supose to meet them at 8.
they call me at 8.20 then i wake.
then reach sch 9.20.
imagine if they din.
i'll slp till 12. or later. then can straight away come for test liao.
haha.
and i leader. need me to sign in. diaos.
so i send them the password and stuffs. lol
but hai hao. i did the digitizing and stuffs.
not guilty! cuz they were just slacking there and playing games while watching me do.
hmmms. totally sians la.
nth to do now le. sleepy..
slpt ard 1 plus bah. watching show the whole day.
tmr dunno want go down east coast or do editing.
east coast leh! abit far la. for such a lazy person like me.
haiz. highly possible i'll ps. unless sth.
hmm..
ytd was fine.
papa's day.
i din go out whole day.
broke record. according to my sister.
oh ya. my dad was so happy that he dun want let me drink other drinks other than his beer. diaos rite. so excited for?. haiz.
btw, he got a cute cake. HAHA.
hmm. think thats abt all. lazy to mention much.
plsbemoreuptothejob
andtreasureher.
stopallthosefuckupstuffs.
orblamemeifibecomeabastard.
haizz.
takecares.
Saturday, June 16, 2007
10:11 PM
was home early today.
haha.
and heard that my dad very happy.
cuz i ask him out tmr for papa's day.
diao la. so easy coax mehs. lol.
sian sia.
think tmr i must go buy cake lohs.
dunno buy wat cake hao.
hmm. today slp till 12. still not enough.
ytd slpt at 4. at 2 plus i alrdy super want slp liao lor.
cuz the day before i nvr slp rite.
so today suppose meet hs at 1.45 then i fall aslp again. 1.40 then wake!
haha. then bath le jiu go oout..
then they late also. lol.
then walk ard jp, imm. then they go ml hse.
i go home! that why i today early lor.
good thing?. abit like. haha.
hmms. sian sia.
dunno do wat now.
wanna slp. abit cant slp.
but very tired.
tmr maybe pei hs again bah.
but evening jiu not free le.
must be fillial. lol.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UNDERGRD LOVER MANLIN! =)
18 alrdy. must MATURE LE! hahaha.
---
anytime, i'll be just the distance of a turn away.
so when u turn ard, i'll be there
FOR YOU.
hmm.
imh.
plsplsplstakecare.
Friday, June 15, 2007
11:47 PM
someone shud just come over and help
KILLME.
haiz.
or is it time?.
haizzz.
anyway, just got home awhile ago.
went sch this morn. was late for half hour.
but luckily also haven check out the equipment.
paiseh la. haiz.
cus i woke up only at 9.30..
cant slp. i guess i only fell aslp at ard 5 plus or 6.
cuz really eyes too tired.
haiz.
hmmm. then do filming.
wah. i mon die die must rmb bring my the zoo trip de form lor.
and when free i must watch the fast food nation.
like.. im so lazy and busy la..
hmmm then end le went jp eat.
then wanna go back home slp de benlai.
in the end haven slp till then ard 7 went mit hs them.
then now then reach home lor.
so de tired.
but..
hmmmm..
Anyway, tmr is manlin's birthday! haha.
skippingbeats.
hais.
it was rite.
imwrong.
tkcare bah.
1plus now.
i culdnt slp alrdy.
wtf.
stil gotta go sch tmr.
howihopesomebodyjustKILLME.
iwuldreallythankthatperson.
helpmestopmyselffromthinking.
andthesestupidstuffs.
totallynosensedelors.
fuckthislife.
NONSENSE!!
IF ANYONE SEE ME QUIET,
PLEASE DONT TALK TO ME OR
PROVOKE ME.
I WONT BE NICE LIKE USUAL.
AND DONT ASK.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
WHATS WRONG MAN.
FUCK.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
8:29 PM
haha.
today is so full de day.
just cant eat.
lol.
hmm. went lot1,imm,jec,jp today.
abit like alot places hor.
but then hai hao la.
leg very sour only.
lol.
then ben send us home.
so paiseh la.
always ride me to my doorstep.
hehes.
so tired now!.
can i slp?. haha.
cannot cannot.
hmmm.
ayngi got my ah wang tou on her blog!!
haha. hai hao la.
i even took neos with yy and sis today.
hai hao hai hao. not really that bad.
i think my hair grow le lor! =)
everything is maomao today!.
days with yy is liddat.
she never failed to make me laugh.
last time shuden have taught bad her.
if only i knew. lols.
her bday is coming also!.
gods.
hmm. but 1stly, sat celebrate for manlin 1st.
another pri sch fren. haiz. 7 years ago.
make me feel so old..
hmmm.. tmr must go sch! 10am.
must make sure i wake up on time.
haha. but then the car de problem dunno solve le not.
aiyos...
haiz.
and book editing room tmr!.
later mike come scold me. so long still haven go book.
hees.
haiz. my mum is back and nagging.
everything! sucks la.
sianzz.
imalwaysgonnabejusthere.
foryou.
if i can.
ha.
today meet gi and qi!
like finally ya.
hmm. but i was late. haha
ben lai meet at 4plus. then change to 2plus.
then change back 4plus.
then i change to 6plus cuz i 5 plus then wake up.
haha. but i 7 then reach je. abit slow lor.
cuz hao lazy..
hehes. then we went over imm wait meiqi off work.
then slack ard chat.
hmm. not bad la. quite some catching up.
next time shall go other places play.
haiz. i dun wan work la. lazy!. lol
and i believe the toilet bowl architecture will work out!
haa.
hmm. tmr meeting yy with my sister.
she want see my sister also. hah.
but dunno go where.
wah sian la. the damn sch send e mail to me again. haiz.
so many attendance running low. abit jia lat la.
sad.
haiz.
but nvm. suan le.
i nvr get too bothered by sch work.
which is. so bad la.
get someone to guan me pls.
lols.
haha.
hmm..
so suddenly nth to do.
msn quieted down le.
hmm.
nth much to say lehs.
i super tired lah!
just now wait 20 mins for bus. damn slow lor. really is JIU! bus 99.
hmmm. while waiting then thinking stuffs at bus stop.
the bus lah! so slow. make me got time think think think.
hmmm. but anyway. hai hao la.
strong strong!.
haha. my cough!
nites.
banichonghuai.
bulangmandejiahuo.
takecare lah!
wahkaos.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
12:03 AM
haha. cuz i now too happy.
so want write down. hahaha.
LOL!
and why i happy?.
hahahahahahhaahah.
dun want say lehs.
but anyway i believe later i go eat med
the med also wun taste so bad le.
hahahahahaahaha.
can slp well tonite mahs?.
i think im cureless.
lol.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
11:33 PM
who noe i online only..
POP UP POP UP POP UP.
haha. busy.
yawns. is super de lei lor.
dunno why.
hmmm. so today ah ma de death anni.
stay at home abit dulan nia la. really. haiz.
and. i realise that they cant really blame me.
cuz my pattern is the same as my dad.
lols.
then today eat Eat EAT nia.
then slp Slp SLP. lols.
fei le fei le.. haha.
then got go hospital see my bro.
i take MRT go lehs. and i walk inside.
abit far nia la.
then just now i go find fish them hor..
cus ps them many days le. and still will continue ps till sunday bahs.
so must go meet lor. hao lei lah.
i wanna stay home slp de. haiyos.
then hor..
i take bus go lehs!
so li hai le lah.
and then i took bus home also!.
i wait for bus patiently at bus stop lor.
haha. must continue this. though i think so hard la.
but must try. lol.
then tmr meeting gi?. hmm..
i think before or after or during that i going np..
do stupid booking cuz i leader.
then hand in the zoo trip de form also.
ZOO lehs. MANDAI ZOO. idunno how long nvr go le.
that time still laughing at gi why study ba must go zoo trip.
in the end. i also kanna.
so now zoo is earning poly and ite students de money.
so pathetic.
i taking so so long to complete blogging la.
my msn icon keep jumping non stop.
lol.
think dun blog le. dunno say wat also.
so end here la. haiz.
dunno wat time then slp liao lors.
haiyo. i want slp de lehs. lols.
nites to everyone!
woaini.
Monday, June 11, 2007
11:51 PM
cuz abitno mood la.
haiz.
then in the end decided.
blog bah. then go slp le.
hmms.
shan't talk much abt wat happen today la.
abit stupid de stuffs.
hmmm. but hai hao.
talk alot to lf. haha.
else i also dunno got wat do then emo again. =x
hmm.
tmr.. ah ma's death anni.
weeks ago they alrdy tell me MUST
stay at home help and eat.
then noon meeting manlin.
then night shud be free le.
cuz she evening gg play 3on3.
at near newton there.
i wun send her go.
abit far la. hah.
then maybe will stay at home bahs.
since i think tmr onwards a few days i cant find hs le.
lol.
hai hao la. she happy she enjoy jiu hao.
since i always ok being alone.
and its like. i sure busy till saturday le lor.
thurs gt to meet yy. then fri do proj.
then sat is manlin de bday.
can die ah. whole week pack man man.
sunday i believe also will got ppl catch me de lor.
this term break abit tooo busy le man.
nv give me time to be alone.
hmmm. kkx la. very tired.
want go slp le.
nites everyone.
happybirthday.
thanks.
hais.imu.
dunslptoolateok.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
11:15 PM
im bored!.
ha. no la.
feeling very full now lor.
haiyos.
haha. btw i cannot put ml le.
cuz huh, last time i ml is refering manlin.
then now is mulan.
but then i still will talk abt manlin.
then very confusing to ppl lol.
haha.
i think wat i just said is as confusing =x
hees. anyway. was glad that
my fren came to inform me
PERSONALLY on msn, and i the first to noe.
that she's attached. lols.
her last relationship also me first to noe.
or in fact i help in them being tgt. hahas.
but then. it made her crooked. =x
abit bad la. lol.
but then aboves shows that
i so impt to her. lol.
everyone is guessing la.
guess so long now then tgt!
zhen shi de.
haha. but think she slowly then will let ppl noe bah.
now just the part of telling the few close frens.
she very stress. haiz. nth to say.
hmm. zong zhi.. good thing la. move on lor.
though her ex is like. i still treat her as good bud.
but then.. too bad.
dun come clear misunderstandings with me then forget it lor.
haiz. see how bah. hmmm.
today woke up at ard 12 again. but slp at 3plus ytd nite mahs.
hmm.. then i wake le jiu eat lor. then i think i went play game awhile. then slp.
haha. but cant slp!. haiyoss. then until 5plus then i decid go out. go take dslite from slacker then meet hs at s11 lor.
stay at home abit noisy lah.
hmms. then i took cab everywhere today!. wah kaos!
just now till very just now then realise de lor.
abit waste money lah. haha.
then let me think huh.. wat else for today..
hmmm. nth much le. machem same same as ytd.
tmr gg out with hs and ml and dunno got who. lol.
then tues is meeting manlin bah?. haha.
wed.. angie book me le?. haha.
and the rest if i also noe le, i abit kia su nia la.
so i dunno yet. hehes.
ahhhhhhhhh. so bored now.
go bath le.
speechless.
haiz.
hmms. actually wanted to blog just now la.
but will be too multi-tasking le.
suddenly toking to many ppl on msn.
but. just no the correct person.
sighs.
okok.
just realise i must go book the editing room.
hahas. luckily mike come tell me.
and he say book everyday!.
mean everyday during the term break go?!
omg la. and the car problem also.
must go help find le.
hmmm. i abit bu guan xin sch work de ren la.
luckily got classmate remind me. lols.
heng lor. ha. that day weirong went IS cuz he din noe dun have.
he call me lor. ask me why no ppl one?.
then he super dulan.. aiyos..
and i confirm till cannot i will fail IS. BOTH. haiz.
hmm. actually i thinking write a little jiu hao.
then can so slp also. but now..
think long winded nvm la. lol.
give ppl things to read mahs.
haha.
but today i nvr do anything much.
woke up ard 12.
eat le jiu play game.
until 4 plus go meet fish them at jp.
they starting suddenly say they coming my hse find me.
oh pls. i hate and i mean i HATE.
i get seriously very worked up and angry
and if u nvr see me angry before and want to try.
come my hse WITHOUT telling me.
surprise visit. i'll give u surprise temper.
unless i in very good mood then i MAYBE wun how.
but pls dun try. dun take this kinda of thing try.
got other things i also get worked up de.
i just got this weird.. ermm. habit?.
come only when i ask u to, or get permission 1st.
okay?. hmm.
anyway just meet them walk ard.
pei the girl buy thing mah?.
and they finally saw my super look like ah wang de head.
aha. i just realise it does look like ah wang la.
but i din tell them. cannot be stupid to tell them myself.lols.
damn stupid ask me bring lappie for no reason.
then i reach home at 6. diao rite.
dunno go out for wat.
then dad bring us out.
damn funny lor.
damn.. my sister explain to me the situation.
maybe bahs?. lols.
then reach home 10 plus.
starting wanna slp de. really lor.
in the end.. i so energetic.
haha.
OMG! human can be so KONG BU LAH!
win liao lor! wah laos..
maybe really can faint lahs.
aiyos.
hmmms.
shud see whether wat happens next gonna be wat i think will happen.
i think im scary too. haha.
but i cant stop my brain de flow lehs.
hmmm..
hope wat i hope to see will happen
and not wat i think will happen.
hope is there lah.
but.. hmm. hao ke pa ah!.
haiz.imu X >10000000000000000000000
hmmmm..
Saturday, June 09, 2007
1:15 AM
haiz. sianz la.
very bored lor.
no mood no mood.
explain alil?.
1. wah lao. abit sian lor. ABIT..
abt some stuffs.
maybe i just look like im a very bad de ren.
yaya. lazy to be kind also.
haiz.
2. abit dumb la me. ABIT..
stupid.. haiz. see the knife there
still go stick my chest over.
3. abit lazy to explain le. ABIT..
randomized stuffs. abit fan nao la.
so,
conclusion.
im bad. like. real bad. haiz.
forget it. lazy to be understood sometimes.
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many ppl asking me same things nowadays. like super diao to me.
pls stop thinking too much.
so...
Declaration:
i seriously seriously love Eve Chin too much too much to possibly fall in love or be interested in other ppl le.
thanks for everyone's concern.
how long i still want wait?.
no one noes.
so ask also no use.
i wun wanna answer either.
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hmm. back to blog correct kind of stuffs.
will get ABIT shy nia lah if i continue those stuffs above.
ppl whu really noe me..
my stories are so damn long and long-winded. lol.
hmm. today morn went eat then see bro.
but i din went up cuz i sick.
dun wanna hai him.
then afternoon went see doc.
sister pei me go. so i bring her go eat lors.
and she say she wanna buy things.
send her home le jiu go panjang find hs them.
play mahjong with them. without hs. cuz she went work le.
diao. i went panjang to find her. then left me with the rest there.
hmm. dunno lehs. abit guai to me at 1st. lols.
then finish le jiu go back le.
tmr... gg out with hs bahs. recently pei her more lor.
but then huh.. she also actually dun really need me pei le lor.
ha. I FEEL LIKE MIA-ING again.
very long long ago jiu thinking le.
can i?. haiz..
fish them ask me go kbox. i rejected.
anyway my voice also like shit now le.
that day at hs de bday jiu abit run liao.
hmms. abit sians now la. dun want play game le.
hmm..
btw wl is really weird lor. as in.. WEIRD.
haha. i will go yan jiu one.
i guess i da gai noe wat is happening. haha. BUT!!!
IM NOT INTERESTED IN HER OKAY!.
in case of misunderstandings.
but its like interesting to yanjiu mahs.
haha. many stuffs in mind le. hohoho.
im gg to dig out gossips.
sound like a psycho now.
so happy to li siao ppl.
but at least sound more happier le. lol.
haha. i took more that 15 mins to blog all these craps.
super qiang lahs!. lols.
btw.. i realised.. actually my taste din change.
and its like. omg. terrible lah!. how come!! =x
but nvm. its her. so i love. oopS!
and i mean eve ok.
the other girls.. hmm.
i got no more eyes to look liao.
abit bad to say this la.
but then i guess its true.
unless u got magnet. pull my eyes back.
hahaaha.
lame shit.
hmm.
slp early bahs.
takecare.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
8:28 PM
my fever went back to 39.5
jumping ard there. and my head's spliting.
got better this afternoon actually.. ard 38..
after i pop panadols.
is like. wah kao. i sure wun eat med unless its totally horrible la.
so. its horrible. i trembling now lor.. but i dun want slp le. hees.
haiz.
imagine if i go bball just now.
will die. lie dead there. lol.
or i go find hs sit sit.
i totally dun want walk ard la.
and be fair.. i din meet anyone today. hmms.
tmr go see doc bah. if i not lazy. but i think will go de bahs.
cuz today pon sch le. and tmr got the stupic socpsy tut lesson.
mc is impt. i keep pon-ing sch. die le.
haiz. sux la. and he want see me. till now haven see till. cuz this monday i also pon. hahaha.
and i keep coughing. very scare my mum open my door and force me eat med. hees.
im gg to bath now to lower my temp le. as if got use rite.. hees.
but can try mah. just dun cold dao jiu can le. haiz.
my nose also. keep running here and there..
wah. my bed is so hot now. *ah choo!
cantherebetrust?.
hmm.
imu.
and its alrdy like susided alil le.
was at 40 ytd nite bahs.
tai ben le.
bad BAD cough and flu.
ha.
better dun let them noe.
damn stupid la.
wan die alrdy.
hmmm. no strength update la.
ytd many things happen lor.
like.. expected. damn la.
hmmm.
but still hope hs enjoy lor.
think hai hao bahs?.
hmm.quarrel?.
pls cherish her.
else cant let u off.
haiz.
tc.mu.
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
7:31 AM
OMG.
i woke up so damn early la.
and do nth.
later gotta go sch hand up my portfolio.
abit stupid nia la. haiz.
and my cough is like getting from BAD to WORSE.
stupid sia. very sick at wrong time.
haiz.. anyway today hs birthday.
very fast la. aiyos.
hmmm. damn many things also.
all small small de things.
add together hou, big things!
ha.
abit tired only la.
ytd nite reach home le i jiu slp.
before that also abit busy nia la.
run here and there. haiz.
today got lesson de i think..
iac.. comissues dunno got not..
but i guess. pon la.
then take the time do things or slp lo.
and probability is thurs i also absent for sch.
ha. or maybe confirm. see how lor. haa.
abit qiang la. self declare holiday liddat.
i fail anything i also dunno i will laugh or cry ahs.
haiz. later more a while i think i must go do colour wheel le.
abit lazy. but then dun do later say i AP again.
see how bahs.
wah. this cough is unbearable.
today gonna be a real real busy day mah?.
have to see abit ALOT ppl la.
which is.. hmmm.
i like quiet quiet de mahs. lol.
hmm.
hope evrything will be alright.
god must bless ME.
2syago..
whreareu?.
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
1:25 PM
dunno wat i doing de sia.. haha.
but my portfolio cant hand in =x
never go buy yet. damn it lahs.
aiyos.
ytd
my sister spoilt my modem de power plug de pin.
genius la she..
make me cant go online ytd nite.
she win alrdy la..
ha. ytd pon sch!
whaahha. im happy!.
then meet hs. then went down panjang.
and i went CUT HAIR!
at taman..
that guy is super funny.
but anyway..
angie ask me post my new hair here.
haha. all hs take for me de.
right view.
left view
back view.jpg)
BEFORE!omg larh!
and ytd hs machem siao lor. keep take photos.
*PRAYS* hope she dun put on friendster.
but i doubt so le. haiz.
haha. tmr her bday le. hope everything will be fine.
wah lao. i like got a lot of secrets.
abit xin ku nia lah. hahaha. haha.
=)hmmm..
Sunday, June 03, 2007
10:26 PM
arghh. got art tmr. damn sians.
haiz. forget it. tmr then think.
so many things. sucks la.
damn pissed off now also.
went bball just now.
recently no in gd mood.
up and down. up and down.
damn it.
haiz.
hurt my toe even.
argh.
wanna cut my hair like real soon.
nth seems right.
NTH.
oh man.
haizz.
damn fuck lor.
take care ok.
take care.
must..
hungry la.. but not actually. lol.
my sister even told my ah gong i immortal lai de.
dunnit eat one. cus ytd nite she keep bugging me go cook for her.
i die die dun want. made her slpt hungry. hees.
now at kitchen.
my house got cheesecake!
so shocked to see it. haha.
the only cake i will want eat.
lol.
then i ask my sister cook for me also..
wonder wat will be the results of the cooked food.
haa. cannot make it. my poor egg.
later gg bball. =)
shall blog again.
she cook hao le.
and she so so so bad. dun want pei me. she want go back to play com.
idiot. zao zhi dao i dun go pay the internet fee and repair the desktop.
Saturday, June 02, 2007
9:59 PM
but then! no dinner for me!. wat the.
mum still say hao if i early i get to eat.
then daddy today come home early.
eat diao mine. and he is only awhile earlier than me lor.
then still laugh at me nth to eat. humpt.
nan de i want eat at home lehs.
so bad of them. now i lazy eat le.
and if this continue i will SHRINK lor. keep no eat. haha.
hmmm. din really realise its saturday until awhile ago. so funny.
think maybe cuz everyday machem same same.
hmm. actually wanted to stay at home today. to slp or wat de.
or maybe bball if i feel like it.
in the end 3 plus go find hs at her gan ma hse.
buy ljs over. haiz. .....
then pei her and ml at there.
IM GG TO LEARN REVISE PHYSICS.
set le. later i go find my physics notes.
if i find them i study. if i manage to find them.. haha.
sians. die die must go buy my art portfolio by tmr. lazy sia. but monday must hand in.25% if i nvr remember wrongly. haiz. abit lazy go sch nia la. thinking of pon. 8am until 5 pm lehs. how long and late is it. siao one. i at most go hand in to my lecturer then BYEBYE!
kao. then still must see my socpsy de lecturer. and he want see my notes?.
ask my frens, nobody will believe its me if i have notes. lol.
siao liao la. i can foresee.. im gg to fail this sem. meaning.. the rest of the years is the same. haha.
feeling super sian.
super de bored.
but hai hao nobody come my room kajiao me today.
or rather they heng.
hais. my itunes also treat me abit good nia la.
play those songs. need liddat mehs?.haiyo..
haizzzzz.
can die la!.
haiz haiz haiz.
uralways.
alwaysur.
ma de. like suddenly feeling hungry le. lol.
FINALLY, today i go settle my internet bill can.
ha.but i thnk abit useless also. cuz i always not at home.
let my sister use nia. how disastrous. pls. i dun want blame my self someday.
hais.
but then hai hao la. at least now i not so so bored.
today.010607
wake up damn early can. abt 8plus. well, early for a non sch day.
forget it. ytd dun want slp for dunno wat shit reason just cant. ha.
mum wanna bring me and sister eat breakfast.
and she complaining that nvr till nite like 11pm she will nvr get to see me. and our conversation is always just me calling her. then full stop. i will stay in my room le. lol. but she talk to me i also seldom speak. too quiet. lol. then went hospital to visit my bro. the excuse is my brother miss me alot. haiz. bo bian. follow her lor. later say i not filial. nvr pei her. then left at abt 11 plus bah. ben lai gg meet hs after her sch str de. but the time nvr allow me too. aiyos. then go take cheque then go bank. they queue for 40mins. god. then go housing board do thing. queue for 30mins. by then its gg to be 2 pm le. im totally running late for bball lor. but then its raining. hais. fetch hs then go hke le lor. no one there. only fish. then ning came. simin them also.. one by one. then play in the rain. hais. when rain very small le then me and hs go play. damn ma fan. must take out shoe. else i think i might fall. and dun want wet my shoe also.
ha. then went hs hse. she damn long can. wah lao. then i reach back hke abt 5. then played all the way. sweat damn alot today. shuang!. but damn chou chou also. hees. today many ppl, more girls come down also. not bad not bad.. more lively. play with the guys is damn sian de lor. and no gentlemen de somemore. ha.
wanted to teach ml log.. but then dunno dao di her log is wat de. so plan failed. lols. then.. slacked there in the end. but time also pass abit fast la. then pei hs take bus then went home le lor. i reached home early ok.
i guess so. ha. my dad haven back lei. wah kao. say me only. hmm. then liddat lor.
this post is lengthened, as my past post is so called DAMN SHORT.then ha. this shal be long. i post almost everything i did today i guess. ha.
thanks for the perhaps de concern?.
dun bluff me. cuz i wil wait.
overwhelming.
imu.
HAHA.
