i dunno why i can come blog the 2nd time in like less than 2 hr time. without content somemore. im too bored bahs. rahhhssss.
in editing room. so sian. so SIAN.
haiz.. i going to die le.
staying in school zuo bo lor.haiz.
i doing nth in the room. only my classmates who are suppose to stay back are inside. i stay for nth. when i got dismiss at 12. haiz. so sian la. dun feel like talking also.
dun feel like. haiz.
but i dun wanna go home either.
dun ask me why. i dunno either. haiz.
bored till can. haiz.. haiz. haiz..
sth.. sth.. hmmmmmm..
whxnxn.
so so many days nvr update. update on this kinda day.
sians. i just failed my loc prod test. haiz
i must post sth.
kaos. very sianz. in sch then can update blog. lol. no internet so ma fan lor.
im in sch again. so sians.
ha. im in sch.
becuz of u.
so shag.
HAIZZZZZ
haiz.
duo ai wo yi tian.?
just cleaned up ah neh's pee and poo awhile ago!. he came into my room and meow at me. then i bring him go poopoo. i just cleanup only he pee again! plus poo somemore. then now he happily sleeping in front of me. but i lazy carry him le. let him slp cushion sia. later the cushion sure got cat smell le. haha. but i gg bath and eat 1st. he finish more than half the can of his food liao. me pathetic nth to eat. later must go cook. haiz. but he so cute larh. though i prefer calling him a SHE. lol. used to it le mah. my life dun have too many de him. lol.
iloveu.
no matter how. my hands will have ah neh's smell.
i wish to tell u.
hais.
bo bian. else i also dunno when then i will come here again.
haiz.
today sure keep hai-ing le de..
anyway supposingly to end lesson at 12.
but i fail my socpsy or sth i guess. then the lecturer wants to see me.
like diao.
haiz. i realise i gave all my lecturer think that i got serious AP. but the fact is there. so suan le. so sians la.. grrrrr. so bored.. haiz.... now sitting outside the fms office. so bored. haha. now the girl trying to peep and noe my blog address. and obviously. this is secret.cannot say. lol.
they gg for lunch le. bye!
are u?.do u?haizz
imim.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
1:44 PM
but expected la.
hahas. hmmm. gotta stay in sch til 6. damn sians la.
then i think i gg home slp.. haiz.
hmm. ytd went je. meet fish and slacker.
then also meet hs ml lf. i win alrdy. can split.
ha. but then slacker went off ard 6 plus?. then we went imm.. cuz nth to do. then walk walk eat then go home ler. funny day la. cuz ml is damn cute can. but then i very tired la. so nv play too much.. hmmm.
very slpy sia now..
i dunno do wat sia now. so bored. haiz.
imu. tkcare.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
3:43 PM
haha. no la. in sch now.
poor thing.
actually my lesson ended a hour ago lor.
super sian. lol.
later gg jp play pool. yawns.
zao zhi dao i dun change the time. play at 6 better. i go home change shoe.
now not 3 not 4. haiz.
hmmm. looking at the ppl filming.
super tired.
ytd reach home jiu slp le.
then 1 plus woke up to send msg. =x late.
hmmm. sians. super many proj
super busy.
super bored.
nth else catches my eye.
nth else le.
Monday, May 21, 2007
12:41 PM
din slp ytd. kana ka jiao. lol. conference. hai hao la. at least i willing to call in. but in the end i damn shag today. and lesson ends at 5pm.. wan dan le!
hahas. basically. every day play ball or play pool.. then come study lor. this week will be damn busy.. haiz. sad lahzx.
jiu liddat lor.. hmmmmm.
im....
Friday, May 18, 2007
12:04 PM
by right friday is school free day for me but
by left, i came. cus must do editing of the video. damn sian.
hmmm.
bored la..
later going jp play pool! =)
oh ya, ytd met up with gi and qi.. and we like finally took neos tgt. hehes.
Monday, May 14, 2007
12:19 PM
and i think i shud do some update.
internet at my hse is down!!!!!
so wun be online.
haiz.
so also.. after i reach home.. i'll slp!.
ha.
in sch got many project lor. sianz.
haven been playing bball for long time.
or always play very awhile.
cuz busy with the cat.
hmm. then abt that lor.
i'm gg broke!!
haha.
i keep saying this.
its good to be poor. u noe.. lol.
i wanna slp. lesson ends at 5. ZzzZzzZzz.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
11:27 PMTuesday, May 08, 2007
10:42 PM
haiz.
many things.
shall not elaborate on it.
hmm. sch as usual
unusually tired.
nth's gg fine.
i feel like mia-ing.
haiz. so sucky la.
and sch is getting even more sucky.
can i have 48 hrs a day?.
imissher.
Monday, May 07, 2007
10:48 PMSunday, May 06, 2007
12:06 AM
i noe whats wrong. cuz i noe how it felt.
but. i just not the correct party to feel anything.
haiz.
but pls be happy alright?.
today went pooling. again.
tmr. most likely.hmm.
i cant play seriously.
i dunno wat to do also.
haiz.
forget it.
and ah neh.
i just send him to fish's hse le.
so sad la.
and recently im lke really very niang.
and because of this, slacker is like ROFL le.
i dunno why.
hmmm. i dunno.
im so mixed up..
haiz.
but. i want her smile.
this is definite.
every action
every laughter
every smile
every tear
catches my heart.
so so strongly.
Saturday, May 05, 2007
10:53 AM
haiz.
today saturday. later gg out.
haiz.
later ah neh will be send off.
to fish's hse bah.
i'll miss him so much.
Friday, May 04, 2007
11:56 AM
the dumb dongdong later might turn and fall from the cushion sia. cuz he slp always change position and turn here and there. then later he fall and wake nvr see me jiu funny le. he go will ard searching for me again. so cute la. but. thats the sad thing also. haiz.
hmmm. later still must go to sch. for tutorial and test?. hope can end early bah. and must do the IAC dicussion board thingy. so sian!. haiz.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
8:31 PM
I'm sorry for the tears
I'm sorry for the pain
You told me that nobody else in the world made you feel this
I felt the same way too but nothing stays the same
Maybe one day we can try it again
And maybe things can be a little different
So lets just kiss and say goodbye
Cuz I really cant stand the pain of seeing you cry
All that's mine is yours that's what I said
Treat you with love and respect in everyway
Can't take it no more I feel I'm dying inside
Is this the price I pay for handing you my life?
I know I'm not perfect but I truly cared
So when you wake up one morning and I'm not there
Just remember I loved you it will never be the same
Gave you everything and you threw it all away
You wanted I gave you need me I was there
Now you treat like if I'm not here
I love you and I need you don't wanna let go
I gave you my good and my bad
My heart and my soul,
My trust my money my time,
What more can you ask from a man
Even when times are hard
I held out my arms and held you
Even accepted you through whatever weather
But now I feel it we're at the end of the road
Whatever we had now I gotta let go
Nights like this I wish raindrops would fall
To cover my tears
Wishing I could replace all those wasted years
Of loving someone who couldn't love me back
And now again I gotta start from scratch
But I know I've given you my everything
I loved you endlessly..
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haiz. sch. was fine today?. went home str. went jp to get food for ah neh.
but then i cant keep him for long le. very frustrated. i hate lies. especially dun underestimate my intelligence. i know everything from the start. im just lazy to argue. and yes, thats why we lose the need to communicate. cuz u all wun understand either. so stop bothering that u dun understand me. i dun need understanding in this way. im different?. yes, not only borne so but the environment mould me into wat i am now. since young. think, and i mean THINK. wat the heck have u all been doing.
and shits. i still gotta do a assignment abt my family. sucks.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
10:45 PM
haiz.
haha. anyone wondering whu is ah neh?.
hoho.
secret can?.
i just brought him to the vet lah.
thinks its obvious le right?
haha. and change to a HIM cuz just realise i mistaken.
its a male. omg. haha
and its a meow meow ok. lol.
hmmm.
then is lidat lor.
stay at home from morn till evening.
is e-learning week. lol.
but this wed de fri also must go sch.
then went vet mah.
i will thnk of a way to keep ah neh at my hse.
as long as possible.
lols.
ahhh. im so bored. and tmr got sch.
sian lah.
until 6 plus?. oh man..
but i did my homework today! haha. just that haven paste hao. lols
cuz no more glue at my house.
bored lah. and hungry le. but my mouth pain. so i wun eat.
haha. scully it make me slim down. lols.
haiz.. bored la. slping early le. i guess.
im home early today too!. hahaha.
reach home somewhere abt 10 plus a little?. hehes.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
11:15 PM
i really wish.
but i dunno how alrdy.
im sry. but it wun change a thing.
haiz. listening to xin yu. and many many. ha.
hmmm. today ben lai meeting angie de. she sick le. take care ah.
then morn i went hair cut. like finally man!
haiz.
then hmm. hmmm.
went hke to play ball. since boring at home.
then went jjc there after that. but then ard 8 plus the malay come kick soccer. damn sia.
then we went bus stop to fetch ah neh.
i suck can. haiz.
then went bball court again.
saw the girls then stayed near the playgrd.
they curious bout ah neh.
afterall, ah neh is so cute can.
lol.
then in the end stayed at play grd no mood play bball le. untill 9.50 then chiong go play for 10 mins. haa. then lights off.
haha. very dui bu qi slacker. cuz ps her nvr play bball. but the thing is.. dun realy felt like playing with the two guys also. paiseh la. haiz. hmmm.
then actually
i wanted to leave early tonight lor. but ah neh just dun want go back.
coax her very long. she fell aslp in my arms. then i move her.
she wakes!. omg la. then in the end i ignore le. =x cuzz bring her go home 1st more impt. but she alright once i start walking. so i nvr ill treat ok.
it hurts my heart when i hear her cry. this line is so nan de can. im cold blooded one. hmm.then i like finally reach home. tmr bring her see what happen to her eyes also. totally is red de lah!. wah kao. heart pain.
hmmm. then now she's slping. haha. 1st thing i see is her tmr morning. and fish and me gotta be two busy de bung le. funny la..
like jackie chan and louis khoo. baby plan.
ahhhh. i wanna slp la. since afternoon i wanted to. lols.
but im worried bout ah neh u see!.
omfg. haha.
i thnk those are craps that shud have came out of a wrong person's mouth.
when im always so cool cool looking. the scene is really funny.
btw i still can smell her!. all the fishy de smell! gods!.
