im willing to do anything for her.
and i mean anything..
everything.
just to see her happy.
haiz.
was another sch day. but tues and wed is sch free.
schedule is packed as usual. haiz.
haven been staying at home since the past months.
hais im super bored.
or rather i think im turned off.
haiz.
and very tired.
not enuff slp for so long can. haiz.
ok.. maybe some update is essential?.
wei le bao hu ni bu xiao xin ge po xiao zhi tou
life's getting real boring.
ok! blog!
i can really blog better if i come here straight before navigating thru other pages.
oh my. decided to blog.
accidentally, i went back that day
i've signing in too much to npnet and blah so on.
shall blog before i go bath.
was listening to ji fen by show luo.
oh no. sch is starting in less than 10 hours time..
its always about. haiz.
i was sick of the mac OS.
i am now posting using my apple macbook.
haha. wanna change many things till now still nvr change.
life is dark.
灰色的天你的脸
i hor.. always got charge laptop de batt to full de.
i got home 11pm ytd and today. ass.
HAIZ!
just back frm mahjong session.
wei ni fu chu na zhong shang xin
im feeling so weak.
sianz. lazy to change blog song.
Sunday, April 29, 2007
11:00 PM
for my readers?. though i dun really welcome ppl to come. lol.
haiz.
was really reluctant to blog lah.
hmmm. so the weekend is moody.
cuz of some 'hai hai hai' thingy.
think will affect me quite long?. dunno le.
hmmm. anyway tmr is schling day again.
so sian la. haha. i haven go cut till hair.
is lazy de lor. maybe tmr. after sch.
sch starts at 8! and ends at 5!. ah ah ah.
shud i bring lappie to sch?. haha. sian lah!.
Friday, April 27, 2007
11:09 PM
zhe xiao shang jing rang ni liu lei xin tong.
zhang da hou wo men yue lai yue yuan.
fen ge di qiu de liang bian.
haiz. was really really tired. but i still went out.
for bbal. then got aunties dancing at the court lah.
then cant play. sat down to chat instead. until 10pm lights off then the auntie leave.. ZzzZzzz.. then i go shoot ball le. haha. but then they dun wanna stay too late today cuz tmr waking early. then 10 plus jiu leave le. haiz. sian lah.
well. today went my sister sch and went to sub court to sue the two girls whu beat my sister.
haiz. so busy cani so tired lah. i slp everywhere i culd!> haha. then only reach home 6pm liddat. when i morn abt 8 already wake up. and reach home abt 2 am the day before. 6 hrs of slp!. when i attended sch from 9 to 6 and busy busy busy till 2am. so lei lah!. tmr still gg out. maybe morn still must pei mum?. haiz. haha. ok lah. tmr is i ownself find de program. lols. and i want cut hair!!!!!. its time lah. i give up the idea of longer hair le. suan le. dun force rite?. lols..
hmmm. and.
hopefully. things stop getting complicated.
haiz.
wahh. i gg work mah>?. work = no time for bball and everything except study.
and i'll be damn shag. become slp work study de ren. cuz working is like. haiz. boring lah. then miss out so many fun lah. but money lehs?. haha. i want more money.. lol. no lah. was thinking dad got so many other worries. i trying to be guai k. lols.
ahh... sch's boring. cuz got homework!. must draw Draw DRAW!. haizzz.
give me longer weekends....
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
9:48 PM
ever since sch starts?. lols. its not the environment la. but then i get so much lesser time then i used to have. for my own stuffs. those things that i like and engage in. for the past one year. and one year is like so much longer than all other ppl. i think thats the reason bah. hmmm.
so.. went sch today AGAIN. hmm. morn i at home online everyone was like asking where am i?. din went sch?. haha. i'll remain as guai as possible. for the time being. lol.
went for lesson at 1 to 3. then went collect my ez link. hmmm. the photo mah.. i shuden been so lazy. hah. then went pooling. in the end late for the movie. i dun understand the movie lah. and think i gotta comment abt it. diaoz.
dun care.
haha. i been caring abt lesser and lesser things nowadays. when i alrdy bo chap too many things alrdy. haiz. too bad.
wah.. money no enough lah.. but i still dun want work 1st. is like. i want other things to come in 1st. hees. so saving plan is on. working plan wait.. but i this type of person start saving?. who will believe?. lols. but i got very jia lat de times also. haiz. sianz. end here la. still must do the stupid homework. art again lors!. grrrrr..
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
11:17 PM
hmmm. so.. i stop at where?.
hmm. i think sun?.
sun went out. but i forgot le.
i think i went balling only. hmm.
monday was studying studying. oh. so bored.
draw draw draw. then went home after sch. very guai.
cuz i too tired le. i nvr go out. ha.
hmm. then today went sch again.
oh its a everyday thing. so sian.
haa. and i finally willing to walk over to buy my textbook.
hmm. today ended early. 3pm.
then i went home. very tired lah!. i duno why also. lol.
then i reach home 4 plus. eat le play com awhile jiu slp. =x
ha. but then i 7 plus wake up. then awhile later go play bbal. shun bian buy art de things lahs!.
gotta do back art. then the uncle cute lors. lol.
i was vry slpy lah. the two siao pehs laugh like crazy i also 'im too tired to laugh along'.. then in the end finish balling now i dun feel like slping le. haha/. thats why im here. lol. hmmm. jiu zhe yang bah. nnnthhh to writtteee. nites~!
Sunday, April 22, 2007
11:04 PM
haiz.
tmr then blog le.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
11:12 PM
before this window loads
i saw my sister's stuff.
hey as in friendster acc.
i not so bad to flip thru ppl's privacy.
but im puzzled.
i think.
she s-m-o-k-e-s!
its like im not against smoking..
oh wait. im against smoking.
esp she still how old?.
not even 14!!!!!!
bad lah.
i start thinking she must be thinking that since my brother smoked before.
when he goes clubbing. is like. clibbing mah. everywhere is smoke. dun be passive one! be active!. ha. thats not the case. but he smokes. very occasionally.
and my sister is like kept suspecting that i smoke.
im sorry that i got this face that i say i very guai and i dont smoke,
nobody will believe!/ and everybody is the same.
at work at sch everywhere!.
i dun understand youngsters are just being curious or wat?. that they smoke.oh pls. its not a cool thing at all can.
not even to attract attention. not the right way lah. wah kao!.
#@$%#$%^$%^%&*(
kkx. back to blog. nan de today i gotta this mood to blog yet see this kinda things.
haiz.
morn wake up late!. meeting at 1045 and thats the time i wake up. haha.
went kbox at je.
and luckily i wear till too casual or else gg down bugis. haha. lazy.
but i can go home change clothes lah. is they dun want alr. hees. then went arcade. and pooled. till bout 7. yes. very long time right..
then went to buy tix for movie. 200 pound beauty. not a bad show. funny!. "horny"!. and sad lah. dun cry!. haha. not horny lah. joke. then end le went st52 there for bball awhile then i went back. cuz morn i wake up only rush out le. then cannot too late go home. ahah. hmm. tmr.. gg visit my bro bah. then dunno wat else. night is bball. oh man. my homework haven do lah>! sian sian sian. so long no feeling of having sth call homework le. hahaz.
oh. and i was really thinking.. whether i shud cut hair not. haha. if anyone happens to see me and my hair. answer me bah. lols. ffan nao lah.
hmmmmmmmm. then the rest. dunno say wat le. end here. needa upload photo for LLB. and she looks like me lah!. xia!
Friday, April 20, 2007
10:42 PM
accidentally, everything replayed.
how culd,
how culd such a beautiful u
appear in my life.
haiz.
well.
was &^%$#@$%^&
not so much mood to blog since..
ytd?.
nvm..
hmmmmmmm
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
11:27 PM
until i type my student id for blogger login. rofl.
hmm. today de sch only 2 hrs!
my mum pian me lah.
say want fetch me nvr come.
sad.
humph. communication is irrevisible.
then i reach home 1 plus. bout 2 lidat went to slp!
cuz raining mah. vry nice slp.
and attending sch always make me 1000 times more tired.
play bball still not tired eh/.
lols.
then 3 plus wake up cuz meeting slacker them at je library.
in the end meet at 430.
but i still late!.
cuz i really slpy la.
then they study(SOME OF THEM)haha,
then they guys left. then we wait for another 2 girls to reach.
about 7 plus we went ljs to eat.
then went up. oh gosh. neoprint again.
then *snap snap snap*
end at 10 pm. how marvellous photo craze./
lols.
everyone asking me same thing. how sch/ or got pretty girls not.
lols. the thing is. my eyes dun wander any more le. haha.
set and stuck.
lesson so far so good. but then tmr lesson ends at 6pm. i will be so damn so damn tired by then. haiz..
can go home and lie dead. ha
but friday is school-free! lol
but meeting lihua them?. for birthday celebration.
and obviously, not mine. haha.
and today is guan han's birthday!
happy birthday boy!. hmm. i mean man!
he's one good buddy also.
though we contact like maybe once or twice a year. lols.
haha. this post is sure long.
not bad if u want sth to read. hmmm. so end here bahz.
nites all.
ai tai shen hui rang ren
feng kuang de yong gan.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
11:16 PM
cuz i lazy to go bath.
haha.
sch was okok today.
funny class.
but at least got hmm.. communcation. lols.
today lesson end early. 2 plus jiu go off le. then i reach home at 4..
then rest.. lazy go out le. but still went anyway.
went for sakura international buffet.
nt too bad.. still ok. lols.
then chat and joke.. then went back. reach home abt 11..
tmr de lesson starts at 10 am! and i dismissed at 12pm.
haha. shuang lah.
then can go home slp slp.
if no rain jiu play bball or else play pool. finally!.
hahaa.
tmr mixing class le. for IS. wondering.
but still not so into gg to sch yet.
outside campus de things interests me more.
hehes.
then lidat nors.
boring. haha.
nites.
-disaster.
Monday, April 16, 2007
9:05 PM
haiz.
hmmm. look at the time. 9pm. im at home. haha.
ok lah. no big deal. just dunno wat to do only. hehes.
today 1st day of sch.. hmmm. not too bad.
class only got 14 ppl.
diaoz.
then liddat lor.
hmmm. quite ... hmmm. okok lah.
haiz.
dunno wat to say.
hmm.
tmr after sch confirm gg out bah?. hmmm.
bored bored bored............
Sunday, April 15, 2007
10:31 PM
super bored.
haiz.
hahas.
and if u realise.. the time now is not even 11!
im back home.
and cuz..
sch starting tmr..
dad will go !@$@$#%#%&^%$
if i stay out too late.
haha
haiz.
so sch is starting. haiz.
tmr start at 8 am.
oh gosh.
and dunno how boring it will be.
got pretty girls also boring.
haha.
tues going meet my ex colleages at town to eat.
hmmm. abit lazy esp i 2 pm jiu dismiss le.
and they meeting at 6.30..
ahhhh.
dunno wat to say alrdy. bad at words nowadays.lols.
oh. ytd i went.. erm.. imm and jec and bugis and i travel here and ther so many times but i didnt take cab at all!. im amazed by myself. lols.
very tired la. today also reach home ard 5plus also slp till 7 plus then wake up to go play bball. hehs.
so liddat lor. hmmm.
think tmr de entry maybe more special. lols.
tmr sch starting. bored.
hmmm.
just woke up and leaving the hse for bball liaoz.
late. maybe blog when i come back. hmmm.
clownfish.once,
twice, thrice.
ur happiness...
Friday, April 13, 2007
11:46 PM
dunno why cant lanuch some things.
made me unhappy.
then i on my fujisu lappie.
can launch wat i want alrdy.
made me happy.
then i saw sths i shuden have seen.
oh fuck.
made me even more unhappy.
and obviously.. mac works so differently!!!!
make me very slow.. haha.
cuz windows i alwas can zoom here and there with all the hotkeys i noe. lols.
not... handicap liddat. haha. but mac very beautiful..
and vista is 'copy' it de mah. lols. and now... i can type any language! jap or kor or chi or even tamil also can! but the wod noe me i dunno him lor. hahah..
today wenta gong ming shan to pray again. finally! haha.
today my induction day. i din go. hmmmm. dunno will hw not. but dun care lah. lols.
then later gg out le. hehes. hmm. go je play pool bah. if im not wrong. hmm..
dunno lehs. haiz...
can u be happy?.
Thursday, April 12, 2007
9:27 AM
i was too lazy to update by the time i reach home ytd la. so now then update. hehes.
hmmm. so ytd went kbox in the morn. then afternoon went hospital to see my bro.
then i pei him till 9pm can! haiz. then by the time i go back jurong is alrdy 9 plus gg 10. but still. i went to find my frens at bball court. lol.
hmm. today ben lai is meeting gi and qi de. but then ytd morn recieve call from the laptop ppl ask me go macbook training. actually nvr go also can la i guess. but will lose useful information bout the laptop plus i nvr use mac before mah. and most impt thing is... I WILL BE GETTING MY LAPTOP LATER!. hhaa. apple macbook wors. hope that person never bluff me ahs. lols.
ahh. sianz. all alone at home. gg find food le. lols. bye all.
no matter wat.
ur happiness pls.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
11:33 PM
haiz.
so today went down ngee ann to do enrolment thingy with winnie.
everything done then go back jp again for LAN then play pool awhile before gg home.
din go down find my brother today..
maybe tmr bah?. and he say the blood test maybe must do again. dunno wat lah. hmmm.
then nite went je play pool again. and very rarely i ate dinner at home today before i go out.
hmmm. then now reach home le. bored la. tmr morn gg out le. think afternoon go find bro then nite then bball plan lor. haiz. and my timetable increase to 4days/per week le. sians. hope it dun change to everyday can le. my small small selfish de wish. haiz.
hmm. then liddat lor. abit tired and sian now. tmr then say bahz.
Monday, April 09, 2007
11:38 PM
爱过也哭过笑过痛过之后只剩再见
我的眼泪湿了脸
失去第一次爱的人竟然是这种感觉
总以为爱是全部的心跳
失去爱 我们就要~
就要一点点慢慢的死掉
当我失去你那一秒
心突然就变老
the day you went away
喧闹的街 没发现 我的泪被遗忘在街角
the day you went away
我看着你走过街
还穿着去年夏天我送你的那双球鞋
银色手炼还耀眼
你的世界似乎一点也没有因此改变
总以为爱是全部的心跳
失去爱 我们就要~
就要一点点慢慢的死掉
当我失去你那一秒心突然就变老
the day you went away
喧闹的街没发现我的泪被遗忘在街角
the day you went away
总以为爱是全部的心跳
失去爱我们就要~
就要一点点慢慢的死掉
当我失去你那一秒心突然就变老
the day you went away
喧闹的街没发现我的泪被遗忘在街角
the day you went away
有一天也许我能把自己治好
再一次想起来应该要怎么笑
第一次爱的人它的坏他的好
却像胸口刺青是永远的记号
跟着我的呼吸直到停止心跳
haiz. sians ah!.
hmmms. nth much to update.
haha. i successfully enrolled in np le.
finally man.
and i only need go sch 3 days a week i think.
i hope the lessons wun bored me too much.
then my bro is back in hospital.
think tmr will noe the blood test result le.
hmm. then that's all for now?.
tmr morn meeting winnie go np then gg out.
hope wun too bored. haha.
nite = bball!
or maybe go pool?. but unlikely unless i lazy go home change. hehehs.
jiu liddat bah. nites..
ur smile is my world.
hope u are happy with ur life.
im always here.
to shou hu ni.
Sunday, April 08, 2007
11:02 PM
but everytime i come home.. it will left less than half one.
zZzzZZzzz.
haiz.
hmm.today morn went temple.
hmmmm. then took very long as got many many many 'gold paper' to burn.
lols.
then afterthat is ard 1 plus liao lehs. so long right..
then go eat le pei mum go bai her ah ma and ah gong.
in other words my.. ermm.. great grandmother. and great grandfather.
haha.
i saw angie there. so qiao can. but i weren't too sure at that time.
then i keep telling my sis that person looks like secretary..
she ask me where where where cuz really so damn lot ppl can!
think cuz all is free on sunday bahs.
hmm..
then i went home rest awhile..
slack slack watch tv.. hehe..
dad came back again see i at home not. lols.
then i went out ard 7 to play bball. haha.
today sweat alot alot. shuang!
though it rain a lil but heng it stop quite quickly. hehe.
hmm. tmr de plan is afternoon pei bro back to hospital stay.
then maybe go home rest if got time.
then nite maybe go out for bball
haha. its addictive. lol.
hmm. shun bian i think its time to await the result for the bone marrow donor thingy le bah. hmmm.. anxious right! haha.
me hai hao lehs. hehe.
so jiu liddat bah. hmmm.
imu.haiz.
Saturday, April 07, 2007
11:55 PM
and they ask me to get home BY 11pm everyday.
cuz of their argument.
wtf.
haiz.
hard to understand.
but i not gg to care bah.
hmmm.
dunno lehs.
i start to spend night outside.
last time i will go home earlier..
for some reasons. haiz.
till.. i totally like a guai kia.
except my looks.
gg home early?. unless she tells me to bah. at least thats wat happened in the past. haiz..
now..
they want me go home early.
haha. wat do u thnk.
hmmm.. morn to afternoon still say can stay at home.
cuz the sun is SO BIG!
i like vampire lah.
cannot sunlight.
dunno since when. lol.
but i going tanning soon!.
ermm.. but dunno is when also.
lols...
hmm..
sian la.. nowaday very boring.
dunno why.
like not enough life.
time not enough to use.
actually i really like staying at home.
even till now.
but then stay at home i want quiet quiet..
which is they sure make the house noisy!
very fan.. keep ask me do thing/ eat..
then i will go out ler.
haiz.
tmr gotta go temple or wat bahx?.
nite i decided bball le.
dun care them.
today nv play till.. cuz raining.
hmmmmmm.
then liddat lor.
ahhh!
GIVE ME LIFE!
lols..
i'maloser.
Friday, April 06, 2007
11:33 PM
at my hse.
hahaa.
wanted to go play bball de.
then my bro ask me stay at home cuz his 2 frens coming
then not enough 'leg'.
so i miserably stayed at home.
played from ard 6 to juz now 12am!
i win all three!
which is so rare so rare.
ha. which means i earn $4.30 per hour. lol.
tmr good friday! holiday! yay!
wanted to go out lar.
but then caught by gor gor again.
mahjong with his gf and sister.
haiz.
he claims that he's gonna be back in hosp on monday
so i shud spend more time with him.
then he go in hosp le i sure muz go down pei him also wat.
diao diao diao.
hmm. today noon pei him go hosp to check and clean his ear mah.
then recieve a call from fren.
she got into a course liao.
im the 3rd to noe.
haa.
then tues i must pei her go poly take enrolment package.
which at the speaking of that.. im worried that i did not complete my registration.
YA I NOE ITS VERY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR ME TO SAY THESE.
but i really like nv sucessfully complete all the things. haha.
esp i din complete on time. lols.
so..... very very worried ah.
haiz.
later i waste a year again.
then same batch as Her le.
diaoz.
but she ah..
hope she will study lor.
seriously.
haiz.
gotta start 'tuition' lessons for fish and Co. lol.
april alrdy la!
haiz.....................................
the past.
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
11:39 PM
ni yong yuan bu liao jie
wo you he ku mian qiang zi ji ai shang
ni de yi qie.
if only i can stop.
but i wuldn't want it too.
haiz.
sianz.
today out for bball again.
actually wanted to stay at home de.
esp aunt come my hse mah.
but then she leave early.
so i 7 plus go out lor.
i wait for that damn 99 for half an hour.
then i 8 then reach bball court.
when it shud only take me <20mins to reach.
diaoz.
then cant play! cuz malay boys kicking soccer.
then got a drunken man. damn funny lar.
he cant kick. cant shoot. even fall down!
so hilarious. and HE gave a flying kiss to my male fren .
hahaha. so so funny.
hmmm.
then only get to touch the ball at 9.50.
cuz the drunk man made everyone go away mah. but then the lights only surive for 10 mins.haiz. aha.
then play till 10.50 sit down chat chat again liao. hmmm.
cannot give up!. hao nan ah.
cuz like nth is given in return. make me feeling foolish again.
haiz. again. foolish is the right behaviour i shud have bah.
since i love her. haiz haiz haiz.
any counsellor available?.
pls calll me to tell me. daytime usually slping or busy.
and i m very free at night. dun hesitate to call me.
haha.
haiz.
then liddat lor.
tmr gg to accompany my bro back to hosp to check up on his ear then go home.
he's returning only on monday bah?.
hmmm. and maybe the results of the bone marrow thingy will be out too.
and yes, my brother tell me how BIG the needle is gonna be the next time.
so.. i hope it wun kanna sister. she sure very scare.
afterall. she's my sister. mus concern her yi xia. haha.
nitesssss da jia.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
11:50 PM
everyday thinking of same things.
haiz.
wanna to disappear so many times.
but sth holds back.
i noe..
it wun be too long till ppl cant find me again.
im sry frens.
when that happens.
i wanna be alone.
i will come back eventually.
haiz.
went balling everyday?.
abit sian cuz my shooting and everything sucks big time now..
but.. bo bian. cuz i can never never concentrate.. haiz.
i realy dunno how ah........ haiz.
guess the only thing that will make me go out is basketball bah.
sorry to all other friends that i ps.
i will find time de.
hmmm.
poly registeration de things also very ma fan.
dun wish to study le.
haiz.
no mood.
no mood.
this year..
is so.................
haizzzzzzz
loving u is all i want.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
11:15 PM
dun suit me at all.
haiz.
tmr monday alrdy.
everybody is gg sch gg work.
me gg slack. but still not slacking enough. like still so busy man. haiz..
haha.
can go play ball. alone very sian plus bro at home muz pei him.
hmm.. so see how bah.
today stay at home... really sian!. i din realise secretary msg me la.!
then ard 6 plus then i go out. go bet soccer for bro then go play bball.
wah s.league!! sengkang vs young lions can get 6 total goals!
3,4,5, then now 6!
next match bet 7 lah.
siao bo.. sad sia.. haha.
hmm. but today go down also quite bored. dunno why.
then 10 plus walk home lor.
i walk from st 52 there back home leh!
power bah. haha.. dunno leh. jus felt like walking back home.
take bus meaningless la. lol.
hmm. tmr.. maybe afternoon gg bball. maybe not..
maybe evening gg find secretary after her work. maybe not.
tmr whole day staying at home.. hmmm.. CANNOT! haha.
see how lor. i feeling hungry now lehs./ haha. just now walk too far le. lols.
btw. its a new month today. haiz.
hmm. cant get u off my mind.
always.
