back home.
woke up 6 this morn.
then went eat then go hospital.
bro is discharge today.
but gotta go back bout 1 week time.
and took blood test today.
hopefully. i suitable to be a donor.
see how bah.
then only get home ard evening.
intend to stay home le.
since so many dai ji.. so ma fan. fed up..
then fish ask me faster go down.
so i went jjc there to find them.
sweat!
i like to sweat man.
very shuang. dunno why. hha.
but must be becus of bball sweat then good.
but i played with my haven recovered de leg and took 3 tubes of blood de hand.
lols. not recommended but i did it anyway.
hmmm. then 11 lidat jiu go home le.
cus tmr morn must wake early early to go kbox then pool then arcade then neoprints then bball! sth like this.. haha.. and also must include eat la. haha. neoprints mah.. i will only take for the sake of jason's de ah bing tou. botak. that froggie. lol. then thats it lor.
hope i will happy a lil. not greedy. just let me forget sths awhile. let me breath for awhile jiu hao. hmmm..
but ur heart has no eyes.
in short.
守着电话却等不到她
should blog a few things bah.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
8:22 PM
and no ears.
so wats wrong?. haiz.
am i so hard to understand.
aferall i only a small lil human.
even behave like a kid sometimes.
haiz. or maybe everything that adds up to me make it so wrong bah.
hmmm.
my leg is 'sprained' as in.. erm..
just 'sprained'. so culdnt go basketballling today. =( sad!
then just reach home only a moment ago.
tmr brother is gg to discharge frm hosp. but only gonna be one week then he have to go back again le. AND TMR I HAVE TO GO BLOOD TEST!
ahhhhh! then.. liddat lor.
too weak to think le.
now everything will be anything to me liao.
dun wanna struggle bout anything. seriously.
hmm. then lidat lor..
haven start my happening life yet. always half day free only. like shit. today ben lai afternoon jiu wana go hke de le. but kanna catch to hospital. i know its my brother. but he's fine alrdy. and I KNOW IM A TEENAGER, and its NOT FINE for me to stay at there so long!. haiz. watever.
i dun wanna give up..
can i??
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
11:17 PM
i lost.
actually very long very long ago le. but just dun wan admit bah.
or.. i tot there's still a lil left for me to struggle.
but time told me..
i bluffing myself.
fact confirm me..
i bluffing myself.
hais.
gotta move on again.
well.. just dun think le lor.
try not to..
its so hard.
haiz..
just now evening went play ball.
then before i come home i wanna take the ball for my CHIO BU.
but the grass got HOLE.
then i fall down lor. haiz.
so suay can..
haha. cuz alrdy 10 plus then very dark i nvr see properly.
then i tot nth. cus my ankle alrdy spoilt. cant sprain till de.
so it didnt sprain till. but i realise its getting abit swollen now. lols.
was busy. was vexed. got many many things.
and i really hope to be alone sometimes.
after all i very use to being alone. for the whole long year alrdy.
hmm.
but playing ball with them make me feel younger. lols.
was full of jokes with them.
can laugh. regardless is real or fake.
can learn. can try.
like back to last time.
in sec sch liddat.
now everybody is so busy with their own schedule.
own friends own environment. busy busy busy.
haiz.
things changes. environment changes. People changes.
so sian so sad.
hmmm.
then lidat lor.
sat got great plan gg on!
but.. dunno will succeed not. hehe.
but hai hao la. not really say very excited..
hmmmmmm.
and ayngi sry that today i cant meet u.
promise a meet out soon!
ai guo le.
ai GUO le..
心里的雨倾盆的下
也沾不湿她的发
本应该明显跟上的牵挂
那伤心原来没有时差
心里的雨倾盆的下
却始终淋不到她
寒风经过院子里的枝芽
也冷却了我手中的鲜花
PLEH
Monday, March 26, 2007
10:58 AM
life haven got better. but..
just gotta continue.
at least for her.
hmmm.
was bored. so here this comes...
1. Where were you 3 hours ago ?
# Hospital.
2. Who are you in love with ?
# HER
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon ?
# dun think so but i ate OHP pen ink and other ink before. =x
4. Is there anything pink within 10feet of you ?
# my sister's stuffs.
5. When is the last time you went to the mall ?
# saturday?
6. When was the last time you saw the person u love ?
# haiz. ytd. but..
8. When was the last time you drove out of town ?
# no license yet.
9. Last movie you watched in thetheatre ?
# Epic movie.
10. and u watched with ?
# her. haiz
11. What was the last thing you had to drink ?
# H2o
12. What are you wearing right now ?
# jeans and t-shirt
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash you ?
# neither. lols
14. Last food that you ate ?
# home cooked food lo.
15. Where were you last week at this time ?
# at work.
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week ?
# think so.
17. When is the last time you ran ?
# ytd.
18. What's the last sporting event you watched ?
# basketball match counted?
19. What is your favorite animal ?
# hmm. hamsters?.
20. Your dream vacation ?
# anywhere with the right person.
21. Last person's house you were in ?
# mine.
22. Have you been in love ?
# yes. deeply. too deep.
23. Do you miss anyone right now ?
# HER
24. Last time you drove a car ?
# license pls.
25.What are your plans for tonight ?
# basketball gg out for dad's bday celebration.
26. Who is the last person you sent a friendster message to ?
# ferdinand
27. What is the next trip you are going to ?
# hospital again. for grandpa's check up.
28. Ever go camping ?
# ya
29. Were you a honor role student inschool ?
# something will be wrong then.
30. What do you want to know about the future ?
# .......
31. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne ?
# now no.
32. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit ?
# dun think so. but going to check my blood soon! AH!
33. Where are/is your best friend(s)?
# hmmm
34. What is your greatest regret ?
# her
35. Ever been caught in school ?
# like always. but im guai alrdy.
36. Whats your favourite food ?
# anything. i dunno. depends
37. Whats your favorite song ?
# too many to mention.
38.What are you listening to rightnow ?
# nth. or sound from the tv.
39. Do you collect anything ?
# no
40. What Sports do you take part in?
# basketball and pool.
41. Ever been on tv?
# i only on the tv.
42. You spend most of your time doing?.
# thinking of her
43. What does your last text messagesay ?
# a long one from my dad. very touching de.
44. Do you like hot sauce ?
# seldom
45. Last time you took a shower ?
# ytd night.
46. What is the lastest time u got home this week?
# today monday wor. i just reach home awhile ago. haha. but i got home 1am on sat.
47. What is your heritage ?
# wat's this?
48. Are you someone's best friend ?
# perhaps ya.
49. Are you rich ?
# no.
50. Are you smart ?
# its for others to judge right?
