100th post.
i gonna blog cus i aint gonna fall aslp again. ytd so regret. but really. too tired le. din slp for like 34hrs or so. and since i gonna stay awake. i shall blog something more detail. at least.
thurs.
after work meet someone. then abt 10 pm walk home. bath out too tired le. accidently fall aslp. hais.
fri.
went work then went bro hospital. then night ard 9 plus went mahjong at kw hse.. thru out the night.. morn 6plus then end. reach home ard 7 plus. slp.
sat.
wake up ard 1 plus cus ah gong keep call. very noisy. then woke up eat. sister ask me bring her out. then went jp. after that 6 liddat went home. to eat. thinking of rest. but no time. ard 7.30 jiu went out to settle things. then meet shan.. 9 plus then reach kbox. bout 10 ppl onli. hmmm. then got one part one of the couple gg out awhile. then she dunno me de mah. then the cigarette haven finish. then there no body smoke de. then she 1st person aim me liao. then she pass me the cig. then winnie loook at me lor. but i din take it la. cus the one i love dun like smokers. and that good reason kept me smoke free for years can. no body wanna bbelieve that i dun smoke. winnie even tot i really smoker. lols. then she glad that sth can stop me. hmm.. then nth to do at 1st. then pooled lousily. haha. then sang. not badly. drank. very well. lols. winnie really pour alot for me can. is like my cup volka to sprit de percentage is opp of theirs. and till as good as taking pure de. diaos. then i thnk almost half the bottle is in my stomach. iearn dao lor. lols. she tot i will seh. but.. i wun de. lols. but in the end they emo emo. cry cry. diaos.. think the alcohol la. hmm. then ard 4plus then we leave kbox. then went mac. but then ard 5 jiu go back le. still gotta go take care bro early in morn. though i really touch someone's heart that day. lol.. but frens always. she also noes some one lives deep in my heart and is irreplaceable.
sun.
so i din slp. and then i went to take care bro. from 9am to 9 pm.
so i din go out!. sobs. haha.. i really dunno why.. then. i went home bath le. msg her. by the time she reply. i fell aslp. too tired le. how shitty. morn wake up see le heart so pain can. hais. sad la miss her voice.
mon-today
went work. so shag. almost late. walk fast fast.. but the shoe. lols. then today nvr style hair nicely got two girls come. but sian la. one made in china the other smoker noisy dao.. . and not pretty de. see 1 time still ok. see long le sian.. can see la. but no interest... yuhen ask me i say most most also 6 upon 10 nia. i standard very high. plus.. someone always the prettiest. hehe. hmmm.. then lidddat lor. after wokr yu went hospital take care bro. till 9. then back home. sian. I WUN LET MYSELF SLEEP BEFORE 11PM le. so tired.. yawns. her voice pls.
i reach home early liao. 7plus.. in the morning. haha. jialat lah. at this rate.. i......... hmmm. gonna be huai huai again le. dun like staying at home liaos.
just reach home again. i manage to reach home late everyday since sunday.. i really pei fu myself. lols. no la. went to find some one. well.. not bad lah.. hmm.. but.. hmmm.. liddat lors. dunno what to say either. outcome will be.. i dunno either. hees. that all loo. nth to write..
well.. i
songs kept playing.. so not at the right time. but i cant stop them either.
i think i got down sth.
it seems...
i going to be back to blogging lor. esp. this few days sure gonna be very very sian for me. no working. but i think start work le also jialat.. hai.. but guess tmr gotta take care of my brother at hospital.. hmmm. so bored.. so hungry.. just now i went out le. despite my aunt coming. my dad ask me dun go. but.. i die die must go want to go. hmmm.. too bad.. next time then visit her lor. now so hungry. haa.. just now dun feel like eating. hmm. sian leh.. i gg back home that time i thinking of sths. hmmmmmmmmm. secret. lols.
im gg to turn mouldy alrdy.......
well.. i still not asleep so thinking of posting sth.. hmmm. just now when visit bro. so pale so weak lor. hai.. many things la.. tmr not gg bai nian.. hope.. can meet her lor. everyone pray for me ok. haa. hmmm. this year de cny so diff. hai. but i got 3 hong paos alrdy. haha. amt got 100 liao. if i nt wrong. so still not bad lah. think positively!!!! hmmm. think tmr will get from aunt. and cousin. money money money. haa.. maybe morning, maybe evening. but.. if she coming and i gg out. then too bad. say wat i also wun stay at home de. hmm. hao sian ah.. just now 10+ very slpy lor. i 9 liddat reach home jiu lie dead on bed le. think the med la. make me real slpy.. oh ya. today went have reunion dinner with siaopeh family. long time no see!. uite ok la. eat walk talk shop. then went back home for a very short before gg down see bro lor. hmmmmmmmm. then... i also nth to say. killing time by blogging only.. hai.. by the way.. thx everyone for the care and concern too.. hao sian hao sian ahhhhh!. very long nvr go driving lesson alrdy. but guess this period will be busy for me. so. let it wait bah. hmmm.. shi men de!!!
down with flu.
its going down.
1:47 PM
hais. hmm. dunno wat to say lehs. ytd i went visit my bro after work 1st before ggout. last min de. but still. now i thinkin. why i will go lehs. ha. and that girl asked me am i a bung. so shocked can. but can see she wanna asked me long long time ago le .since the 1st time she see me. but i answer i look like mehs.. lols. then she walk away.. but. she gonna assume im one i guess. but im one. lols. and when i go back she keep smiling at me. diaos. but heng she attached. but if u see..her standard is.. hahahahaha.. and she noe cus she last time from girls' sch la. hmm.
sian la. just woke up later i gg out. dunno what time yet. mmaybe meeting up for pool bah.. i got strong feeling today is bad hair day. sians ah.. then night gotta go weiling 'party' at kbox. hais . that means 11pm i wun be at home again. wat the. hais. maybe predestined. hopefully everything turns out well. hmm.
ytd handed up resignation form le. and leave form. wahaha.. soon i not working le. but then still got one month. diaos. haa.. dunno lehs. got many many things to settle and i cant concentrate either. frens also leaving le. so stay also no point. but the 1st week march jiu gg off le. not like me. so 'hardworking' . lols.cus must help another colleage. hmm.
now raining.. sian. haven eat yet. morn ben lai wanna go eat mac but then too shag le. go home *poof* slp.
now.. ah gong keep kb me. dunno wat he thinking. i think he want me hate staying at home. i slp also cant. keep cant leave me alone. f.
10:40 PM
10:16 PMdont really like really dont like the new blogger. cus take so long to update my post.. and it force everyone to change to google alrdy?..
well.. just got home.. recently been staying out late. just dun feel like gg home.. hais. turning rebellious again liddat?. dunno y. or maybe.. i noe why. hais. went play pool again just now.
i taking up pool and basketball again bah. but like no time also? but bball.. i not so sure. cuz ah.. really 1 year.. plus.. nvr touch. no ball feel at all..
ytd. was sorta misunderstanding.
maybe i aint understanding enough.
but.. no comments la.
i also dunno alrdy.
sorry. but pls reply next time.
no matter how long alrdy.
cus i really worry and but i wun ask again de lor.
hmmm
today.. back to work.. how sian.
thinking of when last day le..
march 9th or 16th or 24th lehs..
thinking. any opinion or advice?
the minute i step into office and yz saw me.
she ask liao.
like.. expected..
bbut dun liddat mah..
trying to put it off my mind
then still remind me de..
hmmm. but no blames lah..
its ok. as long as i can still be ard..
that enough le.
for all of her smiles.
my tears will be nth.
11:17 PM
well, i tried.. but it was unanwered. and it was meant to be just a fren's call. i dunno wat's wrong. but.. this feeling .sux.
im ur friend.
but now dun even seem to be.
can i know wat on earth happen frm ytd onward
icantslp
9:21 AM
at least sth i can bluff myself believe lor.
but.. temp bah..
H
sometimes..
11:11 PM
hungryhungryhungry
so bored la.......................
nth to do.. been slping and eating.
thhen slp again. nth to do!!
think nt gg out ler.. hai..
or shall i go down play bball..
long time no touch le..
but like gg rain also..
get in rain also nt bad bah..
wat a new year..
imissher.
butimreallybadwhenitcomestowords.
haiii
u reach home le mah... hai..
7:21 PM
dun want take mc. haha..
last month alrdy waste 2 days de pay le.
high high high fever.gg to die.
bo bian.
but seeing pay slip so sad can.
more but little..
haha. but wat i earn is a secret. lols
with loads of OTs.. that amt is not lot le la.
but actually my pay can hit 1.3k i guess.
cus of the sick leave & blah blah blah.
i alrrdy visit the doc 3 times since 2007 lor.
and this might gg to be the 4th time.
grrrr. hai.
hmm. tmr taking results le la.
so after tmr. maybe really no one can find me le.
lols. took half day off anyway.. hurhurs
but still...
sure very busy de. sians.
thinking dun work can.. but..
think.. cannot la.
juz let sths wait a lil longer bah.
i wonder bout the things.
hmm.
other confidential updates.
get to me urselves bah. lols
tmr. OMG
juz not again
chance or end.
10:15 PM
and i wonder where i stand.
its ok.
u dun bother.
its my fault.
maybe a lil too late..
there's a time for everything..
then where's mine?