back from work.
nth to say today.
and i mean. NTH.
grrrrr.
my fucking ****** just ask me to do sth.
and its like fuck!
.............
and results of ytd's balling is muscle aching arms, tired body and blueblacked chin.
and i mean real blue black lor. and a small cut. dumb. .....
nth happy happened today.
not even at work.
alex say got one pretty girl.
i went over to serve to see.
not my tea. 22 years old and above de those.
and...... just nth happen. haiz.
and.. the only happen today that was okay is visit to sec sch.
though i went twice. cuz i went at 9am, cannot go in. must wait after sch..
Zzzz. so i went home.
just fell aslp cuz too tired, then gotta wake up.
went sch. so many many many ppl go. shun bian saw many long time no see de faces.
and the teachers still rmb my name. with that kinda grin.
and must admit that they miss teaching me.
so of cuz, nag me again. but is shan yi de nag. and i will always rebuke their words. lols.
and even miss cheong, she came over herself and say, "wo ji de ni".
god. cuz i too naughty, too loud, too.......... many.
then gave them my contact number.
mrs thong also took my number. and for goodness sake, she half-hug me. =x
talk very long with law especially.
my main point is to look for her la.
i even ask for xi zi and compo. lols.
she ask me relieve her. she HOD lehs.
and relieve for 3 or 4 months. but my holidays only two months.
toooooo bad. and she say i shud have go CHS.
WOW. too classic for me. lols.
she ask me to DING XIA LAI.
the teachers are so touched to see ME la.
cuz today only got me, myself and i.
haha. but they still very caring towards all others. awwwwwwww.
but i din see miss lim chin. and some.. dunno where they go.
but nvm. next time. pei manlin go. =)
i haven have enough.
and i din really have enough time to talk today. hahaha.
the land is different alrdy.
okay. that my day.
tmr will be *****.
cuz of some stuffs.
oh fffffffffuck.
my chin is so painful.
im soooooo tired.
finally finally finally..
word of the day : HAIZ.
i think im ggood.
im soooo gg to fall aslp.
finally im on my bed again.
SUNDAY.
shot in the head. F***
word of the day : HAIZ
wah. my finger is cramping.
now alrdy gg to 12..
haha. time to update?
i wonder wats wrong with my internet connection. so the lag. damn it.
shall blog before i die =x
080807 today.
i got sth evil in my mind.
force to the doctor today.
haven start on maya. DIE
reluctant to blog.
oh man.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
11:58 PM
fell and knock it just now.
hope my face will not be distorted.
lols. kua zhang.
hmmm..
in the end.. i nvr go yuhua again.
bird de. but meet von for lunch at imm.
funny her. lol. then slack till about 6..
went hke meet fish them. "as promised"
cus i no work and they noe. haha.
then played bball.
wet floor. and with jeans.
zzzzzz.
then when the girls left,
we stop. and talk cock take pic.
sat gonna see them again.
another promise. Zzzz.
and tmr gottaa work. =(
but before that, i seriously gg back yuhua.
in the morn.
afterthat see how. maybe gg bbdc.
haha. my dad just asked me why so long no go. =x
i want to post photos de. but im kinda lazy.
but i still did it.
lol.
liu xing mahs.
two but four pretty girls.
yvonne lim.
Wanhui lin
Sharon Lim
OngMan Lin
Lins and Lims
this is how u shud react when u see a single eyed
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hahaha. no ugly pics. cuz i dun wana get scolded. but they took damn lots of unglam pics la.
nice meeting out with them =)--------------
she dun let me take. but i took anyway. =) SN.
so cutttteeeee of SN. haha.
emphasizing footwear.
glowwwwwwwww.
i like this emo one. haha. but im not looking at SN.
maybe she looking at me. lols.JIA YOU ARH!
esp SN.
my lightning.hahaaaa.
*END*Wednesday, August 29, 2007
11:13 PMHAIZ.
HAIZ
dead beat.
sian till cannot.
and is that kinda of SIAN.
haiz.
worked today. next week schedule out also..
but i dun rmb. =x
today got a "new" girl at work.
smiling non stop. soo eerie.
and the main point is, she not pretty.
so.... haha.
okay, i noe i sound very bad.
but.. hmm...
hmmm. tmr gg back yuhua. meeting manlin.
all she cares is the food.
win alrdy.
haiz. thinking of so many things la..
cant get any conclusion.
ayngi.. save me pls.
ahhhhhhhhh.
splitting apart.
im tired.
my eyes, my body.
my heart, my soul.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
11:10 PM
just reach home.
haven bath and there's food for me to finish at kitchen.
haha. fat die me.
zzzzzzzz.
super tired la. =(
tmr still gotta work. slack too long le.
but thnk wed shud be ok la. hees.
teachers' day coming..
so gg back yuhua..
so guai of me. haa.
manlin say thurs but thurs is cross country lehs.
so unsure. but maybe fri.
sat kana booked by slacker them.
sun is working day.
haiz. sooo bored.
though i seem to be enjoying life this two days.
haha.
but.. makes me no time for bbdc.
haiz. but also sian le.
maybe can book test date le then see how then chiong bahs.
haaaaa.
shall end here and go do other things le.
nitessssss.dontbemistaken.
Monday, August 27, 2007
12:24 AM
im here.
just bath come out.
and alrdy past 12 le.
diaoz..
yawns. legs are damn sour. must be playing too much le. lols. two days no work.
fri morn jiu went panjang, for lf grandma funeral.
then slp at 'daddy' hse. so tired.. night went to celebrate zx bday lor.
LAST TEENAGE. hahaha.
but my one coming also. =x dumb..
sat no work also. but busy busy busy. then night went down to bing's bday bbq.
damn quiet. nth to do liddat..... hp went low batt so many times.. damn lor.
today! damn early jiu wake le. went to eat breakfast cum lunch with parents then go buy stuffs.
all the way till i go work in the afternoon.
now my house is full of food. haha.
and i tot i no chance eat de. since i seldom at home. but now.. doubt so. lols.
then sunday damn many ppl la. make me sooooo busy. and end work le they go baibai. i nvr go. hahah. and ly disappear dunno where. then me pl and candy wait, wait, waited. in the end. she stay back.
cuz cheng yan's birthday!
ask me stay to celebrate. woww.
liddat i three days in a row celebrate bday.
Zzz. din stay la. but chip in money lor. not bad le. hahaha.
i wanna go slp liaos.
recently is soooo boring lor.
going to die le.
but 1st. i needa get some slp. =)
Thursday, August 23, 2007
11:15 PM
and dun ask me why.
cuz no apparent reason.
haiz. sian. today work again.
lesson wwas okay. but the dumb instructor after so much talking. pass me one subject only. ONE. O-N-E! grrrrrrrrr. watever.
tmr no work no lesson. but still gotta wake up early. to meet hs ml.
sooooooo tired.
i felt so much to stay at home slack. roll ard my bed. nua till i rot. haha.
loner personality is coming back. august again.
but i cannot mia. so.. =(
haiz. so im gg to bath now.
and slppp. stepped on lemon again.
my eyes are half closed.
imagine. when my eyes are alrdy such small. ....
nites.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
11:22 PM
cuz despite how tired i am.
i came here. lols.
today stepped on "lemon" again.
and my back also kanna. lols.
actually the stuffs i did is the same.
so nth to elaborate.
went home with that aries girl.
hahahhahahhahaaaaaa.
OKAY. nth much.
sooooo gg to slp.
tmr bbdc again. abit sian le =x
but i move to next stage le.
hahahahaa.
and then gotta work after that again. =(
but the peeps there still ok.
so ok lor.
I WANT CUT HAIR!!seriously.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
11:36 PM
so glad to have my bed with me now.
hahaa.
my leg and back is so sour.
and my eyes. hehes. old le..
but overall hai hao la.
got lao bungs come eat lor.
but no pretty girls =x
ahaha. sian.
tmr morn still got lesson at bbdc. =(
but i will go. today damn lousy lor.
Zzzzzz. so..
i diedie will go again. do pretty pretty.
lols.
shall stop here. gg bath le. SOON. hahaha. tmr still must work! =( omg lor.
yawns. nites everyone. slp early. =)
thesecondtime.
imsorry
Monday, August 20, 2007
11:40 PM
haha. sooo tired.
nvr seem to get enough of slp no matter wat.
but i slp late la. always cant slp. zzzz.
hmm. so today woke up.. headache. all the way till now. haiz. ........
then jiu went 'sch'.. haha. bbdc. =(
after that waited for hs.
read newspaper like ahpek again!
haha. then she go find ml.
and i went over to zx hse.
then back home. yawns.
tmr same thing!
but.... starting work.
=(
can money fall from sky?.
hahahahahahahaa.
i so hope to slack more. MORE.
i miss life la. haaaa.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
11:27 PM
tireddddd.
shall be a long post. hehes.
reluctant to wake up this morn la.
but woke anyway.
wenta visit bro at hosp.
then got held up for many stuffs after that. made me got to rush. tsk.
Zzzz. then still raining!.
haiz. then reach home ard 6plus.
fell aslp. that's how tired im. fell aslp instantly!
then woke up only ard 9.
ha. then dong till now. tmr morn 7 plus or 8 jiu gotta wake le.
still must study. dunno how. the book abit dun interest me somehow. full of words. haha.
soooo lazy. sian.
ytd mah.. haha. i almost forget wat i did le. hmm.
ytd went morn bbdc. then went meet 'daddy' and 'mummy' for lunch.
then wnet back after that. was a lil late. =x haha.
then... after that went 'daddy' hse again.
she cooked green bean soup for TWO and dinner! haha. is not bad de lor. really.
but she keep thnking we bluffing.
hahahaa. and she ask for 3 veg 1 soup from me?.
wait la. >.<
someday somewhere soon.
but mut got chance. lols.
then went home at nite. =)
Zzzzz.
guess i slpt at least ard 1 plus.
culdnt recall. but that's why im tired today bahs.
haha.
i think i shall slp 1st or wat. nowadays my life batt same as my hp batt.
always low de.
hahaa.
nitess everyone. =)
Saturday, August 18, 2007
12:17 AMFriday, August 17, 2007
10:44 PM
tired till can die.
sian till want to die.
haizzzzz.
unknown reason for foul mood somehow today.
but not emo-ing.
this morn went bbdc. everything was fine bah.
just spend alot time waiting for hs.
read newspaper like some ah pek then.
then went interview.
tio data entry. that environment can kill me man. Zzz.
see how lor. for the sake of money... hmmm.
then back to bbdc again. and read newspaper again. Zzzz. haiz.
i think the auntie at the canteen sure see me weird weird.
from 10 plus stone till 5plus liddat. zzzz.
then wenta meet ml. meeting her is good.
make me cant dun laugh. ha. then visit her mum.
went back home after that.
reach home, eat dinner. then here.
haiz.
i dun feel like listening or speaking.agony?
Thursday, August 16, 2007
10:59 PM
the broke before one.
for some unknown reason.
Zzzz. dumb.
haiz.
so veryyy tired.......
i dun understand why. sometimes somehow. its unexplainable. i dunno wats gg on. want to noe yet dun feel like knowing either. dunno wat this future will bring. i hate this feelings. haiz.
but im soooo lazy to go out.
haha. and my 'click here and there' made me recieve so many calls.
bird till. haha. but also good that they call. lol.
hees. wake up at 10 plus everyday so far. heehee.
but. tmr needa go interview le. Zzzzz.
workplace damn near ngee ann. diaos.
haa. benlai in the morning go de. but then i forgot tmr gotta go bbdc. so call back that lady. hahaha. and if the pay or time or job not good. i will not do it. LOL.
spoilt brat. hmmm. sians.
going out later =(
today mama bday.
me always the most busy one.
....problems are damn arising.
in my house.
haizzzzzzzz.Wednesday, August 15, 2007
12:27 AM
like finally. lol.
sch's been a disaster.
made me like a walking corpse.
but its over anyway.
well, at least for this two months.
i thnk i still nvr get enough slp.
haha. bo bian. slp is toooooooo impt.
anyway. today wenta celebrate qi's bday.
deryck say want go town teh. so went down town. with the big mushroom. and cake. and saw guili. i go push her. hahaha. so bad of me. =x hees.
slack ard very awhile only. then got their fren also come down. did nth lo.
went imm before that to meet angie.
in the end. night we went back go again. pranked deryck! hahhaa. damn funny.
then saw liying. she working there. just start work not long.
imm totally yuhua kampong lah.
see till soooo many ppl when i go je.! ytd saw at least 5 yuhua ppl lor.
haha. then when i go in the afternoon jiu see till her le lor.
she just started her day at work. then see till again when she gg off in abt a hour. lol.
then jiu shun bian wait her release while we walk ard giant.
then got to know she and peiling de fren. went back by mrt with her. tsk. hahas.
sian lo.
my leg damn sour. walk too much today.
hahaha.
i gg to slp soon. tmr gg meet hs le.
like. finally again. lol.
work work work. WHEN?.
so lazy. can i earn by slping? lols.
dreaming.
tiredddddd.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
10:47 PMONE WISH.
TOMORROW NEVER COMES.Friday, August 10, 2007
11:41 PM
Zzzzz.
haiz. wenta sch today. for the sake of participation marks.
diaos. and hand in my cmi de destyp. suan le.
left 2d art nia. think wil be no where better. haiz.
monday presentation.
better at least do sth. alrdy tio plagarism de thingy. 20% gone.
haiz.
then gg to work. cannot slack slack le. =(
hmm. so lazy to update.
chiong-ing destyp.
i thnk i owe him far too many assignments to be able to pass lo.
Zzzzzzz. haiz. jia lat till cannot. no work done, no attendance, no participation? and i rmb how "WELL" i did for the test he gave. haha. die till.. .....
later gotta wake up 8am.
go sch for shooting.
must go. cuz participation marks.
tsk. haiz.
i stayed at home whole day again.
Zzzzz. i sure got enough rest le i think.
still thinking to go where after sch.
cuz 5pm still meeting yz them.
i think if later do till too late then no slp enough, i will go back slp 1st then go out.
so, overall,
my life is all filled with projects now.
after destyp still got 2d art.
which will occupy my life for the weekends.
hate la....... haiz.blessed.inp
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
10:22 PM
hmmm.
i still tot its 8pm plus.
and i bloggin early.
in the end.. 10 plus le!
well, maybe rotting too much. Zzzzz.
haiz.
stay at home the whole day.
and i mean the WHOLE day. not even out to my coridor. or out of my room unless i go kitchen eat.
so pathetic.
hmm. afternoon finally hand in my simple till cannot, like shit de maya.
i cant be bothered le. =(
see le jiu noe i how bo xim de do.
dont want post screenshots cuz it cannot jian ren.
icg= failed.
then whole day jiu like that rot away.
still gotta do destyp and 2dart. haiz.
CLICK pls.whydontu.
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
10:49 PM
not reallly that kinda evil.
but.. im giving up on maya.
i gg to do till. like.
at least can jian ren lecturer.
then i hand up. by tmr noon.
i dun want fan abt it le.
Zzzzzzzz.
then i shall start on my destyp.
finish all the crap by thurs hopefully. then friday hand up and go sch then meet yz them. think relax abit.
sat jiu must do 2d art le.
monday presentation. sure chiong like mad ppl again.
haiz.
project based.
hmm.
so far, i dont think i got confirm pass any module.
all half half.
esp attendace is a big OOPS!
ha.
god bless me.
im soooo very tired.
i worse than a 70 old man.
with my cough.
damn it.
im gg to slp early.
nites world.
Monday, August 06, 2007
10:46 PM
Zzzz. got myself so many med.
dumb enough.
and my lungs. Zzzzzz. niao.
hais.
today ben lai morn wake up jiu wanna start work le.
on maya and destyp.
then dad ask me go the new sheng siong.
then acc him lor.
saw last time de aunties uncles there.
in the end gotta sit there..
listen their stories. luckily never say me. =x
Zzzz.
then back home awhile jiu caught to doctor le. =(
my mum, she win la.
but got myself mc also good thing bahs.
hmmm.
then eat med le jiu keep want slp.
i slp from car to home de bed to bus i still want slp.
hahaha. now also wanna slp.
struggling.
cuz my homework haven do finish lehs.
jia lat la.
but got good news. is that destyp deadline on fri.
hahhaah. but bad news is still gotta hand up.
and tmr is tuesday.
oh man, i hate cg.
i dunno how do lah!.
gg sch for socpsy tmr.
gg to study.
i will de lor.i cant stop thinking
just like the way
i cant stop myself coughing.
ahhhh. my hand is shaking.Sunday, August 05, 2007
2:57 PM
haven do destyp. DIE
haven study socpsy. DIE
haven do 2d art. DIE
please reactivate my holidays.
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head pain like hell.
give up and eat med again.
Zzzz. pls go away le.
haiz. cant think of anything.
gg imm meet ayngi.
next friday gg meet up yz them.
hmmm.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
11:41 PM
but anyway, im here.
hmmm. spending this few days with hs and ml.
not bad bahs. finally having some fun. haha.
hmmm. watch movie ytd also.
but my homework.
god. haven even see them.
Zzzzz.
sians. like got nth to blog.
oh, met up fish them also.
then i owed them another meeting asap.
plus aug end must find them.
tired sia.
today totally buang at ml hse.
even eat med. cuz cmi le.
and is really gg to cough die me le.
ZzzzZzzzz.
wah. im so bushuang.
where can liddat de?!
Thursday, August 02, 2007
11:51 PM
i really dun want to be psychotic.
haiz.
btw, i really feel that im a bastard. =x
it wun go.
hmmm.
so call start of holidays?.
nvr go sch today lo.
meet hs today.
went over ml hse.
LONG TIME NO GO de gan jue.
and long time no see till ml liddat.
hahahaa. think last saw her on monday?.
lol. anything la.
hmmm.
then now, im back home.
gotta go bath and slp slp le. =)
tmr gotta wake up ard.. 7.30 if i not wrong.
weekends coming.
hoping for sth interesting.
keep thinking that life is boring these days.
as in, no life lah. not gg to suicide yet. lol.
take care everyone!
esp yy, still.
im really bad at words if u would believe.
hmm.
predestined.
but its ok.Wednesday, August 01, 2007
11:11 PMwat a day.
cursed on 1 aug.
like always. and always.
laugh at myself.
LAUGH.
it dun have to repeat.
actually it dun.
oh fuck.
btw today that tmd fucked up down left right indian girl say i fuck up. SIA.
she think she's not.
PUI!
ok, im being childish here.
but im not gg to be in good mood for many days.
and i mean many. MANY.
so, BE IT..
be grateful im not on MIA.
(much due to the situation now. but seems that its coming.SOON)
.. so she just nice there for me to throw BOMB.
bo bian. she not my fren. AND
she GL 1st last week de. wtf.
and she cant make me agree with her in all cases!
wah. totally... got nth good for me to say la.
damn damn damn.
and
i shall end this with im childish
and i nvr put her in my eye. NEVER
overall, a bad day.
although i was declared holidays alrdy.
shall not blog down wat happen.
but, sry my frens. bear with me pls.
i still need to do maya, 2d art and destyp.
maya and destyp by tues.
premonition that i cant finish.
shall be superman by then.
but 1stly, i hope to stop this cough.
fuckingly annoying.
and my voice.
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lastly, to yy,
get over it soon.
i noe its hard and
i guess i noe wat happen.
sorry for the call.
u noe how stupid and dumb i am for the years u know me.
deepest apologies.
and sorry for 'running away',
u noe i cant stand and scare cries from girls.
but
i love maomao too.
she'll be blessed.
take care my fren.
--uncertainty.
in this life.
brings me over and over
again and again.
yet.
once again. predestined.
