last entry of july?.
hmm. so fast a month past like this.
or was it?. hmm.
coughing non stop now. damn it.
wasnt this jia lat in the morning.
suan le.
btw after tmr, i think i dont have to go sch till.. hmm. monday?.
just for abt 1 hr for a quiz then can go home again.
but.. many BIG proj i haven really touch.
esp icg, destyp, 2d art.
aiya. all la.
no heart do lehs. =(
long hours needed.
haiz.
oh. i failed my locprd as expected. 39! haiz
section B la. laughed at myself.
i was crazy during screening. hahahaha.
cool lar the room.
and emilio will use the damn cool controller to control the slide, the light and vcr.
cool till cannot. i wana play also. lols.
results of my tou pai : the preview theatre. 预映.. erm.. 广场？.jpg)
i cant show how spacious it is la. but.. also quite small. =x.jpg)
the ppl down there are my classmates. well, half of them were late, and reason is partly cuz of me. =x hahaha..jpg)
think this reflects quite well..jpg)
mr EMILIO! 'now the question is' his head REFLECTS better!. haha. i tou pai him de lah.
haha. oh dear, i think he looks 'Einstein'. opps! haha..jpg)
then lastly. myself. if u can see me this way. hahhahaa.
btw, i pon icg this morn,
woke up too late with stuffs to do. then since i got 3 hours to spare, i packed my wardrobe.
haha. then almost late for socpsy presentation. =x
im soooo tired.
finally two stones down on the floor today.
stepping in to august.
hope everything will go fine.sorry.
ha. shall blog 3 days at a go.
ok, back to some serious blogging.
HAHAHAHA.
hmm. i think the fonts look so much better at safari.
good news, tmr no destyp.
soooooo tired.
haha.
*weirong and szehui are in the class. with other classmates. then a screeching sound was heard. weirong continue and say " BONG!" and a sound "BONG" was heard outside our class.*
what a day.
wah. my mother keep talking me.
20072007.
just wanna say thank god for sth.
200th post.
ahh.
hmm. my 'darling' hs is not ard.
PHOTOS =)
im in sch now.
haha.
my mum is super noisy.
trust me.
ahhh.
shall do a quick blog then ZzzZzzZz..
feeling fcuking pissed off.
HA! good morning...
hmmm. today wenta sch.
updating in window xp.
hmm. 080707 today.
once again,
culdnt get a break just somehow.
oh man.
hmm. was like..
1st intention is close down my blog de.
Monday, July 30, 2007
8:28 PM
finally my baobei with me.
lols. joke la.
hmmm. saturday wenta watch SHE with hs ml and zx.
hahaha. got two dumb idiots infront me. dumb till. =x
then went changi airport since alrdy nearby there.
play play play.
super tired.
hees.
then sunday morn din go see my bro at hosp.
he expecting me to go. too bad.
i really want slp till cannot.
and i din go bbdc. =x
ha. nvm. that can wait.
hees. then went queensway to pei hs buy helmet.
then go cityhall meet socpsy grp ppl.
i was late. but hai hao lah.
we found an ang moh who is a pilot.
kind looking. sure earn alot lor. =(
haha. kkx. then went to help zx with her ppt.
but i think, i sorta did nth to help her.
lols. cuz i dun understand the thing also.
haha.
this morning! wake up with damn bad sorethroat and stuffs lors. niao till. then lips still dry till cannot. was really bad till can die. but afternoon that time sorta got much better. =)
wanna pon sch de. but too many things must be done.
cannot dun go. else sure die pretty. so.. go lor. haiz.
so sad. i think i pon hor, nobody will think i real sick. tsk.
dad meet me for breakfast with mum and mum send me to sch.
then i guai guai eat healthy food and drinks.
got better. but throat still damn pain.
then the 2dart room is damn cold!.
then i go toilet. and did i frightened a foreign women?.
she come in saw me and my classmates and she go 'oops'. then she about to exit, then come back and go in cubicle.
hahhaha.
but over all very cold day.
recently dou so cold.
now raining somemore.
and i got into rain. =(
ha.
tonite also cant slp 1st i guess.
cuz destyp got stuffs to hand in tmr.
and i only noe it today. =x
hhees. anddd.. still many stuffs lahs.
sians till can.
I HATE TO BE MALIGNED!thoughts.
Friday, July 27, 2007
11:46 PM
ha. today woke up 6 am sia.
slp less than 4 hours.
then went sch, finally finished the editing.
left the paper work.
hmm.
then wenta meet hs and ml.
dinner-ed then back home.
=)
so..
still left with:
locprd- paper work. =)
icg- maya project.(haven touch at all =x )
socpsy- AT2 (sunday doing)
2D art- Final project. (can die with the workload, as good as o lvl art.)
Destyp- Final Project + the many assignments i owed =x (die again)
i think these are wat's left hopefully.
the rest i cleared liao.
but.. still so many. LONG WORKING time left.
haiz.
GOD BLESS EVERYONE.
nitess.
i cant stop laughing.
seriously.
haahahaa.
*if u catch me smiling to myself.
i not smiling.
is i trying to ren my laugh.
hahhahaaaa.
super hilarious.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
11:29 PM
haha. but who will care lehs. haa. =)
today was home early. 8 plus.
before my dad went out. so he saw me. ~~~
ha. locprd got test today.
written de. wonder how to be written lor.
but hai hao bahs.
think.. can pass lah. hopefully. =)
then afterthat wenta ndp thingy.
hmmm. tmr needa wake up at 6am lor.
to pei sister go breakfast.
cool hor. then i go sch.
i think i'll be damn early lah..
but bo bian.
who can grant me 48 hours a day? pls?.
hahahaha.
final editing tmr.
hope everything goes fine. MUST!
then later i finish wat i doing le still have to print things!.
at the rate things are processing,
i can predict wat time i can get to slp.
ard 2am. haha.
hope everyone slp early =)
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
11:36 PM
hahaa. i din noe lor. until guili juz told me.
abit dumb la. cuz i din go sch that time. =x
hees. and she so happy over her haircut.
tmr we shall see.
hahaa. tmr seems to be busy also. but at least, i noe tonight i can rest well and tmr morn i can dun want wake. haahah. happy. =)
tmr gotta bring the army stuffs to sch.
thinking of a way. ha.
i think i go slp le.
been a long day.
must continue endure!
wanan.
finally hand in socpsy. just abt 15 mins ago.
1168 words.
can go buy 4d agains. haha.
haiz. at home now. nan de.
today 1.30 plus jiu reach home le. but i 12 dismiss.
debate wasnt that bad afterall. hmmm..
sch is soo far la. makes me lazy go sch.
and my dad is at np today lor. send students to convention.
and he reach home earlier than me!.
zao zhi dao ask him send. hahah.
but he tot i staying till dunno wat time again. lols.
haiz. house is as usual noisy. ZzzZzz.
and my aunt visit my house today.
so suay when i at home. Zzz.
haiz. cant stand them.
i think i got serious problems lor.
serious ones. hmmm...
later gg out i think. abit reluctant.
haha. cuz of my bed. and my destypo de work.!
haha. i think ng yong seng is nice =)
soooo many many work to be done still.. haiz.
august faster come lehs..
perhapsimissed.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
11:46 PM
its so not early now le.
but.. i still cannot slp.
is CANNOT.
unless.. i finish my socpsy.
sian till can.
but i thinking..
go slp again. hahaha.
today deadline.
so. i alrdy -10%.
tsk.
soooo de tired recently lor.
tmr still must go sch.
thursday is my next doom.
big DOOMM~
and emilio misunderstood me lah!
angry angry angry.
haiz...
so many. yet...
Monday, July 23, 2007
3:31 PM
NP NEWS!
a small car(probation driver) car plate 4268 loses control or sth and hit car plate 7567 and the head and the engine drops. then continue and crashes into a opel car plate 4058 and the head lights everything gone case.
then it kissed the honda next to it plate 2357. so. 4 cars are INJURED.
the 'kiss'
the 7567. the head...jpg)
the 'CULPRIT'..jpg)
the guy in green is the driver.
*he'll be losing his license i guess*
*END OF NP NEWS*
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*prays hard it will never hapen to me. =)
and to all those 4D siaos, i provided so many cute numbers to buy.
i was kind. hor?
Sunday, July 22, 2007
11:24 PM
haha. machem like very bad liddat.
but hai hao la. hmmm.
went hosp in the morn. stayed till 1 plus.
woke up damn early for this WHOLE week.
then back home ard 3plus.
then 5 jiu went panjang meet hs ml zx.
shun bian borrow my books for 2dart.
eat le then they two studying.
then me paste the dunno wat and cut.
then hs hmmm. helping me and we eat ice cream lor.
haha. then jiu back le.hmm.
going to do journal two. >1000 words de essay.
cool rite. and .. im lazy plus tired lah.
tmr then do. =x chiong it. hehes.
sooooooooo. im gg to slp as tmr lecture is at 8am.
woah! and think i staying in sch till 8pm. =(
still got damn many many work.
one more month to holidays.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO dg OTAH.
=x
Saturday, July 21, 2007
10:27 PM
eversince i step in the door.
non stop. come in go out my room.
talk talk talk. ask ask ask. nag nag nag.
super pissed. no like come home jiu shi liddat.
ZzzZzzz.
dun understand.
super miss me lidat.
haiz. then
today morn meet hs.
in the end we take mrt for fun. =x
then go eat le jiu go back panjang.
hmmm.. then nth much for today.
they went shumin bbq. ha.
then i back home.
hmm. tmr most likely morn or wat go visit bro in hosp.
he better not nag me. i sure buay song.
arghhh.
bad bad bad.
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finally cut my nails.
abit not used to it. lol.
but it getting irritatingly long.
and cutting nails is so ma fan when i no time.
plus i always anyhow cut when i lazy. (today i am. haha.)
rmb last time when still got wat health check in sch that time(primary), my teacher always say me..
haha. ask me trim nicenice dun like anyhow anyhow.
well, till now. =x
haha.
hmmm. my mum go touch my room today.
so angry. haiz.
then i just found one smalll little stack of my neoprints.
if free i think i scan them. hees.
haiz. so sad now. sad till cannot.
today just tell hs only. lols.
is hai hao la. but then
i really missed balling..
nowadays so busy.
damn long nvr run.
haiz. =(
Friday, July 20, 2007
11:57 PM
hahaha.
felt aslp ytd nite accidently.
ard 1 plus.. lols. too tired.
then this morn woke up at ard 7 i think.
not bad. auto wake. lol.
btw ytd din go sch =x.
slacked ard.
wenta get mc and stuffs.
cant really recall right now.
haha.
then today went sch find zjie do editing. was late. =x
many classmates ard today. i from morn till evening all the way there. watching our lame 普威之夜 and lim bei.
then slack in sch till 5 go panjang eat with ml, hs, zx and lf.
then to ml hse. 10plus cabbed home.
heees. tired.
haiz. still got sooooo damn many schwork not done. =(
(is not really i nvr do, is many many!! so no scold me no guai.)
hmmm and hmmmmmmmm.
Thursday, July 19, 2007
12:24 AM
but my mood din get any better.
just stayed there.
anyway i gg to slp.
with the fact of hwk undone.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
10:43 PM
cool.
haiz.
sad till can.
no ask why. i dunno either.
hees. hmmm.
today sch's at 10. was abit late. but hai ok.
slacking and do nth in class.
then noon iac do presentation. ZzzZZzzZz.
then met hs to fetch ml.
eat in sch then they send me to fcp room.
kind.
then did nth again.
cuz zjie do everything.
pro him poor him.
haiz.
then back home.
then here.
sian-ed
still got tons of stuffs waiting for me to do.
esp schwork.all the stuffs unsaid.
ur.Tuesday, July 17, 2007
10:27 PM
sian till can die.
then come blog. haha.
nth to do lor.
really nothing.
Zzzzzz....
hmmm..
iac stuffs later then do.
lucky for me. tmr lesson start at 10am.
listen debate. ZzzZzzz.
then go iac lor. see stupid teacher. haiz.
then end 3pm.
after that gg editing. 4 to 8pm. sad. but bo bians.
with lao da! most likely a all jay production. hehes.
i wanna watch our behind the scene sooooo much.
overall. the proj making process was ok la.
know me well enough. i mean my words. =)
haha. then thurs will be another hectic day for sure.
tired till can la.
but fast fast. tmr jiu wed le.
ehehe.
weekends pls faster come.
hmmm. went sch this morn.
leave hse damn early. since i 5am jiu wake le.
do stuffs. haiz. and i slpt at 1 am or plus i think.
then reach sch 8.30.
so i drew for that half hour for my 10% before lesson starts.
hahaa. no bad le la.
so..
hai hao.. i did sth nice today at cg.
at 1st no have de.
then suddenly think till.
zjie lao da teach me de. in the end he ask me how i did it.
all different pic. =)
ahah. but... the picture of the product still cannot post it 1st. hahaha.
then i was lucky to be the last to be graded during lesson time.
then 12 me and rong jiu run away le.
go eat lunch. lols.
then go socpsy. we see see girls ard. haha.
ok la. more of discussing. lols.
then in class he ask me go guys there sit. then i dun want. then he one guy come sit with us.
ha. damn stupid and idiot lor.
today de socpsy.
is showing video abt genders.
poor women. ke lian till.
cannot blame males mahs?.
grrrrr. think le also gross la.
*switch off dun think*
haiz.
then wenta meet mulan.
din celebrate for charis bday.
paiseh lahs.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
hmmms.
then wenta find hs at ite.
then after some stuffs jiu go home le.
cuz im tired.
then bath le jiu slp.
till......
wling call me!.
wake me up.
zhen shi de.
but i answer her rubbish.
haha. hai hao la. actually got content. but then she dun really understand wat talking me.
so i hang le msg her.
and it made me woke up.
then my ah gong start to call me go eat dinner.
ma de lor.
stay at home jiu liddat.
cant leave me alone.
if i not tired, i then dun come home slp.
haiz.
hmmm. dunno wat else to say.
seems still abit blank in my head.
ahaha. later still gonna slp slp slp.
i no care. i no like panda. and i hate when i batt low.
take care everyone!
when i bored, i type damn long.haha.
my TRY to be de last long post.
haha.lost.
silly u.
beautiful.Monday, July 16, 2007
11:03 PM
to video call with me.
wun be seeing her for days.
haha. but btw my xp tio trojan till die le.
gotta do boot disk again?.
not sure.
ask zjie lao da help me.
ahaah.
my sister go off light le.
make it so difficult for me to type.
hees.
later gotta do cg.
DIE.
hmm. so today reached home ard 5. totally die on my bed.
haha. woke up at 7 plus for dinner.
is ah gong FORCE ME WAKE!
angry sia.
ppl want slp..
then eat le went back room.
(im always hiding in my room. hahaha.)
then do some stuffs.
then bath.
then back to doing stuffs.
then cook for sister and shun bian myself.
haha. cuz promise her to cook give her eat le.
sians.
recently i eat alot.
WANT GO EXCERCISE SOON!
but my soon. is weeks later.
haiz.
cuz no time. =(
really.. hmmm.
ahhhh, i really dun like tuesday lehs.
i think cuz of lis wan to.
haha.
sian till can.
the plagarism thing settle le.
20% gone and stuffs.
shall not think abt it le.
glad that monday is over.
10+ days left for me to suffer.
jia you jia you.
oh, and still got the.. iac thingy.
powerpoint.
siao liao.
my battery gg empty soon again.
nvr charge enuff.
later i fall aslp. tmr wake up,
WONDERFULFOOL
haiz.
misses.u.
SD.m
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haha. my dumb chimera.
still gotta work on it. and this is the alrdy modified one.
looks better than the 1st one.cute ADORABLE lor. =)
ahahaa.
but i lazy draw le. =x
still got many funny parts. lols..jpg)
my poor laptop.
white?now is GREY!
lazy lazy. ZzzzZzz.
sians.
tired till~
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think can go off soon.
or rather now can go le.
i seriously thinking go home slp.
tired. tired. tired.
tmr die again.
haah. suddenly feel like drinking milk.
so random de thought.
haha.
sian till can die le.
gonna pack my bag and go home slp.
but........... its gonna be irritating.
whenever im at home.
awwwwww.
iwanna slp.
--
haha. that day de pic.
one week plus ago though. lols.
nice?.jpg)
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yawns.
goodbye all.
ssmiles.
and i decid to be talkative.
and blog many many times.
haha.
so de tired.
so de hungry.
grrrrr.
tired till can. ytd 1 plus slp le hor.
morn 6 plus jiu wake le.
damn lor.
almost late.
cuz the stupid ez malfunction when i taking mrt!
waste gg to 10 mins.
luckily i no late.
suay till can.
then take bus that time ez link ok again.
ZZzzzZzz..
sian till can.
haiz.
in 2 hours time i gg see discipline hearing le.
wahaha.
but i hungry 1st.
haha.
then.! my art haven do!
gosh.
siao liao ..
haiz.
kill kill me la.
or jiujiu me .....
sooo easily.
...
i think im cool yo.
hhaa.
nahs.
joking.
just that now 1 plus le i still haven slp.
and i haven do my art!
gods.
haiz.
think.. hmmm. i will choose slp =x.
haiz.
then tmr then chiong bahs.
tmr i sure die de.
SURE.
tmr come see my blog.
see wat happen to me. haha..
see how.
wake earlier if i can lors.
then can do my stuffs.
but sure.
hen nan.
hehes.
is alot stuffs la. haiz.
dunno how to guo my days.
with so so so so pack de schedule and blah.
but still.
glad that got so many cool/cute peeps ard me. =)
ahaha.
thinking of u in the middle of the night.
the things u had told.
and the stuffs u never will tell.
urmissed.
Sunday, July 15, 2007
11:29 PM
i must say.
she keep opening my door.
haa.
haiz.
hmm. quiet down le.
was trying to sing all day.
haha.
but still, im super tired.
and later, i gonna draw draw draw and draw.
hmmm.
so. FINALLY finish filming.
then 7 plus back to jurong.
saw manlin!
=)
then 8 liddat went koufu find her and jh.
chat.
haha.
sry jh during the going home part.
aaha. culdnt control laughing.
haha
hmmm. like.. dunnno how to say lehs.
hehes.
maybe i come back later or when, when i noe wat to write.
hehes.
=)
Saturday, July 14, 2007
11:41 PM
i tired till can.
now ask me close eyes totally is easy till.
cuz now is i control it and force it to open.
super. tired.
think got blood veins in my eyes.
ha.
and mum was like.
still talking away to me just now.
all the DAO LI.
then i tell her.
im damn tired.
let me off.
lol.
seriously recently my white hair also come out le lor.
and........ i want a hair cut lahs.
yawns.
im so tired.
tmr.
as USUAL,
go yishun.
finally.
but mon die again.
must hand in 2d art de research.
ok.. i think. 3 hrs i can finish it.
so sunday nite no need slp.
ZZzzzzZzzz.
then.. tues got icg.
then draw floorplan.
monday nite no need slp.
i think. 6 hours can finish.
wed. finally.
IAC. fucking sian! and must come kajiao my busy week.!
ZzzzzZzz.
kkx. then is project. so..
i dunno how i gg to spend my tues day nite.
then thurs is locprd and destyp.
destyp i own many many things.
so... wed nite no need slp again!
then thurs till 6 , i dunno wat else i have to do. but friday gotta come sch.
COOL YOOOOOOO!
then,
ON TOP OF ALL THESE,
locprd requires me to stay in sch almost everyday after lesson to do the editin.
COOL.
and..........................
i alrdy BUSY for this fri, sat, and sun.
in other words. ytd, today and tmr.
then.
it means the next coming day that u see me slack a little bit,
and i mean really a little teeny weeny bit is next sat bah.
is HOPEFULLY DE somemore.
might not be free.
wtf lor.
BUT STILL, PEOPLE PLEASE ASK ME OUT.
DUN BE SCARED AWAY BY MY SCHEDULE.
CUZ IF IM NOT GG OUT,
U ALL ON SAT IS COME MY SONG KA.
I DIE TILL.......................... IM FINALLY FREE THEN.
arghh. haiz. dead tired. grrrrrrrrrr.
seriously,
fuck this course la.
and i see EVERYONE,
AND I MEAN,
EVERYONE ARD ME,
IN MY CLASS,
GETTING SO FUCKING STRESS!
EVERYONE IS OUTTA BREATH BECUZ OF NO BRAINS TEACHERS!
OR RATHER HEARTLESS LECTURERS.
WHO DOESN'T THINK,
AND FORGET THAT WE ARE ALL NOT SUPERMANS!
bloody hell.
ask them join us in our course.
put themselves in our shoes.
then try getting these stuffs done.
and imagine if they are just noobs to so many stuffs like us.
how fast can they do all these or they think they can multi task?.
or we can ahs?
to them, is cuz they training us!
next time we go out society, the client wants this, blah blah blah blah blah, RUBBISH.
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo piss.
haiz. forget it.
hope at least SOMEONE will survive.
fuck de lor.
and.......... one more thing is no matter how much heart we put in to the work.
the most is a B(*FAT HOPE till cannot. *), u heng u get C(U DID PERFECTLY WELL!/ PLAIN TEACHER IS BIAS/ too heng!) else u do how pretty also get D!
which is a PASS only.
wat the fuck lor.
ok. abit kua zhang lah.
but got truth de lor.
standard so high. over the sky alrdy.
i might as well dun do.
hai! zhong zhi SUCKS LAH!.
and.
somemore 2d art is i most hope de.
cuz easiest le.
and i manage to score B for my portfolio le.
then now is like, tio plagarism and it gonna throw my 20% away not even giving me 1%.
sweet till cannot lah.!
mean now i left 80/100.
then my quizzes, as everyone also noe, i dun study de.
is 30%, i at most is pass lor.
so...... i left65/100
and i believe my port folio and final art project wun score too well. maybe hmmm.
argh. i dun even wanna count. i only left 15 marks to lose.
bless me everyone.
2D art wait one year then can repeat de module lai de.
i ok.. my family cry mah. OK de.
arghhh!.
everything is gg haywire. loads of F word pls.
dun want to repeat anything le.
tmd cannot take it de lor.
haiz.
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guess..
ppl tired really think even more.
or talk even more.
i ju ran type sooo much above.
diaos.
today just went sembawang in the morn.
then noon to yishun.
shoot till 6 i think. getting dark. cant film.
then bring sister to jp.
cuz she be my talent for show.
in return must pei her go walk walk.
nth much.
she see me tired till cannot. then ke lian me.
go home earlier.
sooooooo nice.
really cannot le. dying liddat.
too lazy to write abt today happen de things.
haiz.
btw. was stupid that i din noe my phone rang.
cuz canot even on vibration.
ZzzZzzz.
i was too busy being the camera operator.
dun want the ZzzZzzzZzzz. sound go in the film. and
so many stuffs to see to. to think. to Brainstorm. to do.
and i really hate it when time is waste.
alrdy taking my 3 days of good weekends le.
enough to make me cry.
no play still no rest give me.
haiz.
and its all cuz silent mode.
guilty.
damn sick.
sooo many bu shuangs.
yet.
SUAN LE.
july just sux for me so far.
haiz.
abit yan zhong. but is true. haiz.
dun because the others will do it.
and the other will do it.
then dun have to do anything.
i also like. i also want join in the fun.
but.. not totally ignoring wat's gg on la.
and i say before le.
ALWAYS LEARN TO APPRECIATE.
especially PEOPLE.
cuz no one owes another a living.
haiz.
dun wanna say le.
so tired.
haiz.
nites world.
PEACE.
in me. pls.
dbq.
nnt.
smissed.
Friday, July 13, 2007
11:51 PM
freaking shag.
freaking tired.
freaking stress!
haha.
not so much to the stress side though.
WAHhhhHHh.
tmr gotta reach sembawang mrt by 9.45
so gotta wake god damn early again.
zZzzzZzz.
haiz.
and sister is joining for filming.
sian.
so.
today woke up damn early.
then went yishun.
i forgot my phone.
so i walk to boon lay le. i walk back home. take phone.
then back to mrt.
abit dumb la.
haiz.
then filming till 1 plus.
all useless shots.
and tape de timecode 48 with us.
haiz. suay till can.
then nvm.
send equipment to charis hse then went meet hs.
then went sch find ml.
coool. 56 and 46 got link till.
ahhhaha.
then back to panjang.
i ben lai wanna go de. in the end pei hs.
then stay till 9 plus.
and when we go up,
the lift hang!
hahaha. funny till.
hs cant stop laughing.
haha. then now reach home.
bath le. eat full full.
want slp liao.
ahhaha. pig till can.
but bo bian lah.
i today morn alrdy cant wake le.
later tmr worse.
tmr is very very impt de lor.
life or death of our locprd project think kao tmr de shooting le.
jia you bah everyone.
nitey.
hahaha. recently de post all very long. =x
like......
hmmmmmm.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
11:52 PM
tmr morn must reach yishun.
dunno is 9 or 10.
ahah.
so better go orh orh.
so tmr still have time for breakfast.
aha. so smart of me. =x
soooooooo.
sch sucked as usual today.
haha. hai hao lah.
the destypo i got 3 assignment no hand in. =x
hmmm. but 2d art tio plagarism case.
COOL.
first to kana. in our batch bahs. like.....
diaos. hmm.
but. no pain no sad.
just the others make me feel.
kaoz.. haiz.
studies mah.
i hope i can put more heart in it.
hahaa.
okok. then locprd ended early today =)
4 jiu can go le. but the do the booking stuffs and so...
stayed until 5 since zx also no so fast.
then met her at plaza. then went their frens hse for mj.
then homed.
here i am.
sooo tired.
sian till can.
haha.
nites everyone. =)
OMG I GOT 8 PROJECTS RUNNING!
CAN KILL ME!
EIGHT LEHS!
NO MORE WEEKENDS. =(
smiles.
ur miss-ed
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
8:33 PM
arghh.
damnit damnit damnit.
haiz.
much more more more more more more more more more more more more more of my precious time and effort gonna be wasted.
like fuck.
dun feel like talking to them.
totally fucked up ppl.
and in case ppl are tinking who i meant.
i not saying my family,
i say my fucking locprd grp.
yes. i see effort. ( in SOME)
i also a scare ma fan de ren.
and i is a damn damn scare ma fan one.
lazy till cannot.
but at least i want sth to be done.
want do jiu do till the best.
dun hanging in the air.
and all use mouth. use mouth to film then.
no use camera le.
no need for it.
can u all be MORE FLEXIBLE?.
why dint u all use ur brains in the 1st place?
and trying to do wat u all cant do is stupid.
measure what ur limit in the 1st place then.
damn.
then so call alrdy do alot le de ppl then dunnit do lahs?!
only noe how to use mouth.
oh fuck. worse worse worse.
is like. i trying to qian jiu le.
i hate to be taken for granted.
i HATE. and
im trying to make myself appear for sch and the fucking stupid "meeting"
wasting my time. ( sorry but i got serious AP.)
where everytime i hear the same person do thing and same ppl talk.
then in the end. is the talk de DONE alot.
which i never see till la. that wat is DONE.
okok. maybe is my misperception or is that the very 1st meeting i din show up for it cuz i dint go sch. but then for wat i see now, im so damn disappointed!.
by irresponsibilty.
and im not the gonna be push ard de.
and i just see the girls getting so fucking stress and
travelling ard, drawing like dunno wat..
okok. maybe they dun mind.
but i dun see that they're being appreciated!
and that's the thing.
no one owns another a living in a grp/team.
and no communication!?
either keep super quiet or is super noisy saying useless stuffs.
everyone is gonna get the same grades. then why are the efforts so unbalanced?.
haha.
pardon me for my language here.
very harsh.
but just stating the fact of how and what i feel.
and im totall very pissed off by the way things are.
and this fucking stuff ruin my ben lai de good mood.
now, there's alot more more more more problem to be faced.
in the production or blah.
i most prob can solve all of it.
but just is it worth it?.
to solve it.
without being appreciated?.
take it as im selfish.
yes i am.
very very..
and take it as im being bias to the guys.
and its not becuz of girls.
it just very that i dun like the way they handle things.
especially thinking that they got "perfect" leadership.
and they sucked.
but then i dun mind my two best bud of guys in class though.
in the same grp.
my words are harsh, will continue to be harsh.
see u all tmr. get the cannon powder ready.
but still, i wun be angry bout u two.
i noe u all well enough.
but overall, i hate this grp.except one, i really got nth to say abt wat SHE had given to help make the production better.ah, and at 1st i was really happy to get this grping lor.
so, i was so so so wrong.
COOL.
wonderful.
-----------------
and btw, back to my blog,
i just wenta sch after bloggin this morn.
then stay ther for 2 hrs.
trying to talk abt researching for the debate.
and teacher is like asking me and wr are we even np students?!
god. she dun think so. we are like totally bo chap bo chap.
but ya. hai hao lor.
hmm. then with the mass com de girls grp i guess. i dunno wat course they are.
then.. hmm.
went home after that. and slp.
all the way.
tmr de sch gonna suck.
suck like dunno wat.
miss-ed.
sian and tired. gg off to sch soon.
damn lazy.
can contintue slp jiu hao. *fat hope*
rain rain somemore.
but then dun wanna pon com issues.
mama's love lah. lol.
so...... go lor.
for 2 hr only lehs. tsk tsk.
anyway rain is stopping.
but thinking of the path into the sch jiu....
ZzzZzzZzZzzz.
hahaha.
nvm. get license next year drive to sch.
hees.
yawns..
realise from feb or so, i say i wanna modify my blog when i free.
then till now.... everything remains.
haha. laziness kill.
but i think my song still ok. just abit abit old.
hahaha.
youandurbeautifulsoul.
urtheoneiwanahold=)
smiless.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
11:29 PM
dad send me. hmmm.
icg. got test today lahs.
sian diao.
but then. i noe how do.except the colour part. haha.
anyway is over.
then went socpsy.talkative responsive today.
then walk over to meet ml.
then went je with hs.
then they came my hse slack.
then tarot-ed.
haha.
HAHA.
then they went off early.
lol.
tmr still got sch.
sianss.
gotta wait 12 again. is yy de bday.
tmr sch only2 hr!
and start at 10am!
YAY!
but i think...
PROJECTS again.
super ZzzzZzz.
haiz..
nth much today la.
typical boring day.
hope tmr better bah! =)
haha. amiss.
Monday, July 09, 2007
10:22 PM
and im totally like a noob in it le.
handicap. plus my trackpad only got one CLICK.
but also good.
not many ppl noe which key is which.
haha.
sians lah.
now sending file to felicia at msn.
she tell me nugde will send file faster?
like.. errr.
so she nudge me i nudge her.
damn de.... like playing.
lol.
ha.
had a long day at sch today.
start at 8.
can make it to sch la. but is zun zun 8.15 reach or wat bah.
so ask cookie take cabbie down tgt.
then just nice 8am.
so is will late!
then 9 jiu dismiss le.
and 2dart starts 12.
so 3 hour to spend. diaos
then 2d art end at ard 3.
then got 2 hours to spend before my socpsy make up test.
damn lor.
5 hour de free time.
ZzzZzz.
haiz.
then socpsy test i 15 min jiu finish le.
flip thru forr another 5 mins cuz others like still very far behind.
haha. then sians. tired.
went home. slacker msg ask me go jjc.
din went down. suan le.
irritating family also.
rahsss.
okok. then abt so lor.
tmr.. think till 3 pm.
start at 9. hmm.
icg..
hopefuly no homeworl.
but i noe my other module have. and i alrdy overdue.
hahahaha. lazy la.
and i'm taking so so long to finish the entry cus keep nudging fel. haha.
and my sister is naggin too!.
she wants hollaback girl.
i dun want give lehs. hahahha.
will tmr be better?.
haiz. im tired.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DA JIE TONG YOU!
Sunday, July 08, 2007
11:57 PM
ha.
bored.
shall update before i go orh orh.
and wake up from my sweet dreams to face my nightmare in sch till 6pm.
hahaha.
ytd evening or so went panjang meet hs and ml to go sentosa watch song of the sea with the others.
then super pissed by the cab uncle de irresponsibility la.
nvm, i gonna complain till he die.
aha. no die lah. but if can. make till jia lat.
so bad of me. cant simmer down lehs.
haiz. badbad.
then watch bu dao! in the end just went eat then go ml hse le.
slack ard then went back..
thats how i spent my 070707. haiz.
hmmm. today morn went visit bro.
oh god. he is very xin ku.
kelian. haiz.
then went back home. reach ard 3.
then slp. so de tired. slpt 5hrs only. morn 8plus jiu wake up le.
then slp till 5. bath le wait for mama's dinner. =)
weirong got this cool pm.
"the fact why some guys are thin is because of their mother's culinary skills."
haha. cool man. is that the reason he's thin?> lol.
kkx. then went panjang to pass shoe to hs.
then went for dinner.
then i lazy to say le.
like very detailed. lol.
then met kel and wl.
laugh non stop.
then cabbed home with wl.
so the detailed alrdy. hehs.
tmr is monday.
sian till can.
art can kill me. so do socpsy.
lols.
until 6 lah. omg.
haiz. sad sad sad.
haha. im tired alrdy.
waiting for 12.
to tell sharon happy birthday.
hehes. wish her the best in watever is in her future. =)
hmmm.
Friday, July 06, 2007
8:32 PM
im home early.
ha.
lazy to go out anyway.
stay at home thnk things bahs.
hmm.
well. i really need alot alot of thinking.
felt like asking someone talk to me.
is chat bahs.
or i can listen to them talk also nvm.
anyone will do.
pls call me.
ha. or is it really anyone?.
hmm.
went sch today.
yar. its friday
went to meet hs them.
then slacked ard.
then homed.
ha. CHEERS LA MULAN.
she's taking her revenge on me.
haha.
must laugh + smile. no emo emo.
talk talk.
i like the 1st day i noe u too. =)
smile la. laugh la. more mei. LOLS.
hees.
then guili msg me want the ren zhi de music. without the vocal de.
cuz i told her i culd do it. haha. and i did it.
now listening to the zhang hui mei sing de.
god. so long no hear.
and. so sad. haiz.
and maybe charis will ask me find a song also.
and sure not easy!
but is for project de. haiz.
I DREAD PROJECTS.
haha.
wah.. im lazy to burn cd and walk to manlin hse although is just across the road.
haha. lazy till.. see how lah. hehes.
monday jiu sharon de bday le. =x
but no time drag. hehes.
and i monday till 6! got makeup ttest. jia lat lahs.
study again bahs. haiz.. hmmm..
i think im gg to watch young and dangerous later.
ytd watched part1 le.
too bored.!
kaos.
shud i cut hair.
cut cut cut..
imisssomeone.
u'rebeautiful.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
10:23 PM
haiz.
totally stressed out.
just finish watching click.
like... so long ago alrdy la.
hmm.but anyway nice show.
but din let me feel better also.
life totally sux recently.
well. i guess only mine.
which makes it look even more awful.
haiz.
lots and lots of projects coming up for sch.
today just recieve another for 2dart.
think will be sth alike to o lvl stuffs.
final project though.
high expectations?.
i got a cong dong to do it nicely though.
when i was at the zoo. drawing those stupid animals.
well. ok. not stupid. quite cute.
glad that i found my penguin.
and my classmates were nice.
made me laugh alot.
cute. feeding those goats.
but i wasnt really myself recently.
which also sets me thinking again.
wat's my real self.
ytd fish also say i was so unlike me.
and. ha.
that's all i can reply. 'ha.'
hmm. or is it just time?.
so sch's got many many stuffs for me to handle.
all the modules got projects and test. is damn de many.
and i gonna die. cuz i cant balance things out like.
always.
if i'm gg mia again.
hmm.
then other stuffs. many stuffs. but....
some are those that i wun blog down de. like.
always. also.
take a screw driver and try to pry my mouth open.
MAYBE u'll hear sth.
and it's "OUCHS!"
ha. so not very funny.
hmm. blahs.
overall zoo was not that bad today.
all the walking ard and climbing
and especially concentrating to draw an animal many many animals.
made me even more tired.
luckily emilio cancelled the locprd today.
so i got dismiss earlier.
then the ppl went kbox.
i dun want to go.
i just want to slp.
get my eyes clean
get my ears quiet
and get my brain to stop.
so i went home.
wanna to get myself to slp after i got home.
but culdnt fall aslp afterall.
cant stop the brain flow bahs.
totally sucky.
even till now.
haiz.
hmmm. like finally. its friday tmr. hopefully no one will msg me saying tmr got wat proj thingy.
cuz it gonna kill me. i hope and i hope tmr is my holiday. pls.
haiz.
btw my dad's next door.
he got home early today.
he tried to talk to me.
but my problem came again.
i 'forgot' to answer him.
i just cant want to speak.
i answered a 'orh'. that's all.
sometimes. i think.
well, i want to talk to him somehow bahs.
but... wasnt too right yea?.
for me. dunno how to talk bahs.
everything is so deeply engraved sinec my childhood. hmm.
or do i have one?
my mum was KIND today. ha. 1st she share with me her buy shoe experience. like diaos.
and gave me a super bright yellow t-shirt.
bright yellow. big printing.
totally not for me.
but i've to wear it.
or i'll wear it la.
even though its funny.
they like me in brighter colour.
but my life's in black and white.
then she saw my skin.
and she apply the cream for me.
so call very useful.
cuz that wat the doctor prescribe for my brother.
haha.
then. ya.
that's all i want to/ can share.
family is also sth i seldom till seldom till SELDOM! blog till de.
oh. and my dad actually tell me that my brother says he very xin ku now.
misses me, hope i go see him soon.
arh. wat shud i do.
quite obvious bah.
but will i?.
stressing out.
blacking out.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
11:15 PM
my skin are dropping off like nobody's business.
god.
okok. it really is nobody de business =(
morn went sch.
IS lessons!
lecturer ask me why i din come last week. hahaha.
released slightly earlier. then
zilian-ing with mia at the mirror while waiting for the others to be release.
damn de sians.
ahaa. or rather is i zilian-ing.
mia is innocent. lols!
the mirror lies! and i look thin.
hahhaha..jpg)
lols. the one behind me less than half de is arisa. and guili half half beside.
still got others. but i lazy post la. hees.
maybe i shud really go slim down!
but getting fatter nowadays.
haiz. hahaha.
then i din noe today de iac is the a talk!
and lecturer send email.
cannot pon. else tio debar.
haha. for my case lah. cannot pon.
cuz attendance is super low. =x
so went for it.
is the paul twohill de brother de talk. like. DIAOS.
ha. and so de sian to see the lecturer.
guili got so very de piss off by her!. hahahah.
kkx.
then ended early =)
after that went buy bubble tea for hs and zx.
parted with the ppl.
wait for ml.
then went timah. then batok to meet lb.
then i went to find slacker them.
long time no see!.
i ps them one month le.
haha.
dun intend to play ball de.
just wannt see see them then byebye le.
go home slp.
in the end. 3 on 3 followed by 4 on 4.
then in the end.
tio hold till lights off.
then home lor.
wah then i went to bath hor.
LIEWS!
my back de bubble is stil there lah!
so many many. er xin till can.
spend some time peeling.
haha. so gross.
then alot alot la.
whole bathroom de floor.
diaos.
then still haven finish.
i lazy le.
now on my shoulder and arms still alot.
lazy.
not going to care.
hehehs.
tmr.. go zoo.
diaos.
the sch damn cute.
send email ask us bring our own lunch cuz food there is damn ex.
diaos.
cute lahs.
and gg back sch for locprd.
until 6pm!
i think i tmr will guai guai go home after sch.
haha. i think.
hmmm. very de sian lehs.
dunno wat else to write.
is lengthy enough lahs. lol.
gg slp soon i guess.
haha. super long de post rite.
I WANT CUT HAIR LEHS!
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
11:51 PM
getting more and more emo
OR
more and more EASY to get emo
nowadays.
ha.
or rather if u give me any chance to keep quiet or be alone or think of things..
hoho. i will continue quiet le. hees.
hmmm.
so... sooo paiseh to those whom i mix alot with nowadays la.
especially to Mulan ok.sorry lah.
i always got this problem.
just that recently got worse lors. =x
try PRAY i'll get crappy again soon lor. ha.
and less temper. less less less.
will try to gai abit lah. ok.
TRY.
see how.
but meantime..
guess jiu shi zhe yang le.
maybe bah maybeee ..
hmm. seems many many stuffs to think abt. too much le bahs.
sometime felt like finding a place. hmm. or
if only i know how to share. or open my mouth to talk.
and to show more emotions instead of emo-ism.
LOL. haha.maybe bahs.
its all in my genes that im liddat. =x
kkx.
so.. today wenta sch..
9 to 12 onli.
cuz no tut for socpsy.
dannyboey called me.
say he will arrange to meet me.
DIE.
haha.
then went meet hs at clementi to eat.
then back to sch wait for ml to end class.
then send them to panjang.
wanted to go home afterthat.
very no mood.
in the end slpt there for a while.
short short while.
haha.
then went home.
din go find fish.
9 plus she msg me.
i say i at home. in the end
ask me tmr go down.
hmmm. see how lors.
tmr sch's at 10.
and afternoon got iac.
how sick.
i only went once or twice since sch starts lor.
=x oops.
LONG POST! haha.
silence.
imstuck.
Monday, July 02, 2007
11:39 PM
like.. really..
and then will see me go missing in action again.
hai.
then.
abit suan le bahs.
hmm.
nth much to say.
really nth much.
monotonous life somehow.
communication is breaking down everywhere for me.
and very serious in some aspects.
haiz.
can die.
sick of these.
tmr gotta go sch.
oh man.
gotta face dannyboey
and do maya the train.
boredom killllls.
hmmm.
stepbah.
imu.
