feeling f*cked up now. tell me wat to do..
Love is like Maths - a simple idea, but it can get complicated
Good Morning. i off to slp~
wah.. sian diao.. want find song nvr find till then com tio virus!. ma de la. so suay can.. haiz. recently dunno why lor. haiz.. everything also die. haizzz.. now juz hope my com recover. cuz too many things inside. arghh. haiz. this virus very yan zhong lehx. think cant save liao. now use firefox. ie cant load!. dun say le.. faster save my things into ipod 1st.. haiz.
Notice me-
breakin down..
late night..
to view, change to unicode.
its.me.alone
1:41 AM
let the silence explain..
11:10 AM
computer and software also!.
finally.. i reformat my com. so sad. gone liaoo. haizx. hmmm. kept me busy till 4am ytd. from hyper till sianxz. so many problems. do hao le still cant connect to internet. now hao bu rong yi do hao.. then need to go buy anti virus ware soon also. $$ again.. haiz.. hmmm. dunno wat to say lehzx. now muz go download back many many things. will be busy non stop again..
i shud learn to slp early. yawnz
1:03 AM
11:31 PM
*looked around* hmm. realised. not only i tired. life is tiring. to everyone bah. hmm. "u cant have ur cake and eat it" hmmm. and muz learn to love urself and be urself. haha. jia you ah. faster recover. hmm.. sianzation. left 56 days to my english oral. i think.. haiz. dun think better. jia latz lor. u noe hor.. hmm. and then after it october jiu science pract then awhile more jiu nov which got everything. then dec jiu have to repeat that same old stupid job over the years. then more than half of my free dom will be gone.. then jan then feb.. haiz. then continue down will have many things. many events. then ard april study will start again liao. then continue.. arghh sianxz. dun wanna think liaoz. juz will be very busy. haizx. no mood.
hmmm.. think having headache now. dunno why. and tmr think muz go down to yhs. haiz. dun feel lyk but bo bian. nite still got sch. and the teacher hor. really bth him. kns. class de ppl also.. -_-" haha. juz cant give motivation. understand?. hmmm.
sianzx. i need some serious thinking le bah?
end here. i needa go call my uncle le. hmmm
iwan- ...
bball+study
2005
hmm. basically.. on the verge of giving up downloading song. dun find le! or maybe tmr bah. haha.. very stubborn. and thinking to change the bgrd song also. so many problem.. hmm. slowly la. lols. sian. find so long still cant find. very tired liao. keep do like no ending. so i resting! dun disturb liao. haiz. then.. sianzx norz. hmmm. dunno wat to say lehx. ermm.. then juz now saw . then think back. hmm. forgot alot of things liaoz.. thinking of the alternate. then was.. thinking. thinking. hmmm. haha.. its ok. but quite funny. lol. sec 3 that time?.. life mah. its liddat. but imptly is, i nvr make wrong choice?. hmmm..
tired ah. still din get my slp!. haiz.
so tonight giving myself a break. tmr sch reopen! hmm. but i btc lehx. hmmm.. i'm going to slp soon~
1+ to me not bad le. haha..
gonna be a busy week again.
nites.
3:17 AM
dun say i no good le ok?
drink more water
take care
11:54 PM
not used to it.
im going to slp now le. its early in the morning. 5 am. amazing?. and i will be waking at 7 later. 7 AM. which means. 2 hours. cool rite. darn tired. i so love my com that i gave up my slp. but if u dun die on me i will even love die u ok?. let's pray it will get better. yawns. i'm muz go slp liao. robot also cant take it. haiz. good nite everyone. and i mean good moring too.
GO AWAY trojan. sux.
1:28 AM
Ohh I wanna let you know
That I'll always love you baby
Sometimes I think about
Everything that we've been through
And I pray that you would just open your eyes
I love you I need you
So please don't throw our love away
Since the day you and I snuck away to be alone
I knew from that night something special went on
It must have been the first kiss
You told me that nobody else in the world made you feel this
I felt the same way too but nothing stays the same
I'm sorry for the tears I'm sorry for the pain
You were the one that always made things right
I promise you this though you got a friend for life
Maybe one day we can try it again
And maybe things can be a little different
So lets just kiss and say goodbye
Cuz I really cant stand the pain of seeing you cry
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
All that's mine is yours that's what I said
Treat you with love and respect in everyway
You wanted I gave you need me I was there
Now you treat like if I'm not here
I love you and I need you don't wanna let go
If you want somebody else please let me know
Can't take it no more I feel I'm dying inside
Is this the price I pay for handing you my life?
I know I'm not perfect but I truly cared
So when you wake up one morning and I'm not there
Just remember I loved you it will never be the same
Gave you everything and you threw it all away
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I gave you my good and my bad
My heart and my soul,
My trust my money my time,
What more can you ask from a man
Even when times are hard
I held out my arms and held you
Even accepted you through whatever weather
But now I feel it we're at the end of the road
Whatever we had now I gotta let go
Nights like this I wish raindrops would fall
To cover my tears
Wishing I could replace all those wasted years
Of loving someone who couldn't love me back
And now again I gotta start from scratch
But I know I've given you my everything
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
2:13 AM
the truth out there is tellin the storyy.
and it sux.
3:23 AM
5:29 PM
彩虹天堂
我不知不觉又徘徊在从前
秋风悄悄的呼唤听来尽是孤单
落叶的期盼片片左右为难
心走寂寞攀跟著飘进黑暗
我不闻不问也许好过一点
被遗憾关在房间挣扎只是拖延
无望的空谈一声声的轻叹
回忆扯不断怎么摆脱纠缠
找不到方向往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光
找不到方向往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光
有你在我身旁
11:28 PM