. and time cant heal this damage anymore
Monday, November 27, 2006
2:31 AM

hi!. long post coming... haha. actually before i came here i also dunno which date is today. lost count alrdy. haha.. hmm. juz now playing com then suddenly got strong feeling. sore throat coming. haha. so went drink water. then jiu thinking.. take a bath!. haha. 2am gg bath. out of no where. but. nice lehzx. ;) hees. but if grandpa juz nice come out hor. sure scold me. haha. i smell so nice now. hees. juz now i bath when i juz reach home i also thinking i smell so nice. lols. now that reminds me i left my shirt in my mum's toilet. ha. no link. lols..

sat i din blog?. i think i only stay home to pack my things. since i slp until 12+ or 1 almost everyday. haha. =x


today woke up by my bro. so bo liao can. but he gg army le. dec 08. i think i will miss him anyway. though he is juz irritating most of the time. but flow same blood. i also abt same sometimes. haha. but hor he liddat want treat him better also dunno how. haiz. then he force me go out. dunno why. stupid la. then i lose to him in a very drama scene. anyway, so bath and go out lor. went queensway walk walk.. then meet his gf.. then went eat near queenstown. time pass very fast or i very late wake?. haha. i wake around.. 1+ a lil today?. dad bought mac for my breakfast and i eat only at that time. haha. then at 1st gf and sis still want go dunno where shop. then me and bro so sian. then my sis said a damn funny thing. i stare at her. haiz. speeechless. then dun want shop we jiu went arena for pool cuz sister de age. ZzZzzZ.. but dun hope she grow up too fast also. now alrdy out of hand. haiz. hmm. then no free pool table. so play snooker lor. the results. as usual. u noe?. haha. oh my sis took one very artisic photo lor. so unfair. take me so nice jiu hao. haha. but since me and bro look alike. suan le.
i was wearing brown today also! haha. so they culdnt really differentiate?

the nice part is definitely not how that guy looks like. but the cue ball! got shadow. haha. and if u can see. u know how crowded there la. haha. can i cut and paste my face?. lols. last time my hair colour same as bro lor. but his all beccome black le. funny la. and today on car i was bored. so i took pic with my bro 'together'. haha. while he driving. i snap him tgt with me. i dun hav the photo now cuz i take with his phn. then after that while waiting for our food very bored so i show his gf. then my brother saw gf luffing. cuz he look round. then he see. then he realise his head round. damn funny. he like.. astonished.. haha.. like he didnt noe he is round long ago. hmmm. then.. end billiard juz went home le for dinner. cuz mum call and ask whether i gg home for dinner mah. and needless to say. i will de. haha.

then reach home le jiu bath ah. watch tv ah. play com. blah blah blah. till now lor. ;)

hmm. long mah?! haha. now 2.30 le. i took so long to write. lols. cuz i keep navigate away. lol. hmm. my sister still using com. desktop outside. i believe she will understand the good of a laptop. cuz play in room hor.. somehow can escape scolding!. if u're smart. and of cuz. age la.. ah gong cant control me any longer. hehes. hmm. kkx la. i nth much to say le. hmmm..

well, maybe i'm juz playful now. but not only that too?.

i want to noe wat i'm thinking. and u.

its.me.alone.
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Friday, November 24, 2006
10:21 PM

i got to know sths. and think its my over-sensitiveness. hmm. but. half only.
hmm.. juz got back from bath. haha. my ah gong say me everytime so late still want bath.. haha. today early le leh.. its my 'habit'.. bath le cool cool very nice to slp mah. ;) now wearing my jersey. even more cool. haha. very long no wear le wor. still can fit eh?. lol. sure can de la.

time like pass very fast?. or i slp half the day away?. i also not sure. hmm. i muz really pack my room le lah. cant stand the messy liao. dunno start packing from where. like mountain. lols. and anyway i got nth to do with the books anymore liao. dun want see them liao. i will never patch with them de. haha. hmm.. see when. maybe tmr if i free. lols. sianzxx ah.. nth much to do. so bored. wah. my brother want force my do office i think. keep ask me write resume. he even offer to write for me. think he despo alrdy. haha. but hor. no interest mean no interest. office nvr link the word fun to me. haa. sian la. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

thinking?

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Thursday, November 23, 2006
10:41 PM

hmm. i'm alright again liao. hmm. better liao. but now abit slpy. haha. aiyo. dunno wat to say today lehzx. hmm. oh ya.

introducing... luckie!. haha. caught by me by 'accident'. now with angie. i like the corn part la. pineapple look alike.
cute?

hmm. quite dark ah?. taken at the interchange. then the sky half rain liddat. going dark. bo bian. hehe. hmmm.. want see tigger?. TA DA!


cute also right?. haha. the eyes like mine. smallllll till. hees.

hmmm i got nth to say tonight lehx. at least for now. tonight no grumblings la. hmm. very long nvr drink my mama de soup le. juz now get to drink. so niceeee. hees.

hmmm. i think muz organise company outing soon?. lols. long time no see la. end here for now. byess.

policeforce?.hais

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
1:14 PM

haha. i'm back from my 'breakfast' in the afternoon. did i mention i actually dun really eat charsiew?. esp chatsiew baos. lols. i not picky over food de la. i eat almost everything. but i juz dun like some of them. haha. shit la. recently nth to do till.. i think the most common thing i did after Os so far is play com, eat and talk. haha. but no slpp!. not enough ah. haiz. juz now woke at 12+. but before that 8pus to 9 i alredy woken by phn calls and msges. dun let me slp. ring ring ring. i on silent lehx. still woken up. haiz. curse my sensitive. lols. nowadays ah.... keep woken early. haiz. i slp at 3 ytd bah?. then juz now morning i talk to my 'boss' in a slpy tone. damn funny. i also forgot wat i told her liao. she give me work. but i say asap lah. i very bored. wah. i thinkin if i start work only in mid dec. i will sian tilll....... and my bro needs help la. haiyo. i think i turn off office job le. haha. from the start i not into in anyway. maybe im crazy. high pay job. but actually it really dun suit me la. i rather the run ard singapore de jobs. lols. though really, i hate travelling. hees. but who noe i change my mind again lehx?. how how how. hmmm..

hmm. now muz go bath then gg out le. haiz. recently sth got over my mind badly. and i really run out of GOOD ways to solve it. where's the perfect plan? haiz.

abit lazy to enjoyyyyy

its.me.alone.
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
11:56 PM

AHHHHHhhhhh! super tired!.
haha. i think i chionging blog entries. cuz i came everyday. lol.

so tired ah. i gonna slp early tonight. humph! if i can. hhaa. but really need rest la. hees. now online sending ml song. cuz she heard my ringtone then remind her alot of songs. which is difficult to search online. so... i muz go online lor. haha. but lucky tonight not noisy.

hmm. damn full now. though i reach home at ard.. gg to 10?. went out for dinner. at ocbc building. de restaurant. very long nv go le. i think tonight dad want coax my mum lah. he din came hm ytd nite. and mum this morn kb to me. so funny. haiyo.

then juz now at the restaurant got one waitress. china ppl bah?. lols. got serve my table. then we eat finish le. my mum want go toilet. then i pei her lor. then the ladies and gents is totally two opp. direction. then i walk infront. i was thinking is it that corridor go in. cuz long time no go mah. then the waitress standing outside. she stop me!. then she.. 'errr.. this.... err... no.. errr..' then i at 1st was like ???.. wat u trying to say?. then she keep looking at me mahzx. then my mum noe wat she wants le. she juz say ' correct correct correct'... lols. damn funny. but when i go in. the lady inside look at me agian. diaoz. then mum was so excited. keep saying. then she say maybe my clothing la. and my hair. not the 1st time liaoz. got another time at redhill the auntie even more funny. slam the door. then run outside see again then come back. diaozx.. then stare at me. haha. today i wearing black again then long pants mahz. both dark colour de. then reminds me sth..

that nite i went out my mum say i wear till so dark later car cant see me knock me down ahs!. then i say my clothes all dark mah. dun purposely wear bright bright la. so unlike me. lols. then when i walking home that time very late liao mah. i alone walking then i saw a car. then i tot of my mother's words. really lehs!. haha. then i was hoping the car dun knock me down. lols. i walk near inside blocks de road. then no light de. hahz.
but really hor. my clothes i think 80% is black lor. humple calculation somemore. lols. then i think 15% is dark blue or brown. then only the 5% is yellow or others lor. even my red is dark de red. lols. but i also dun like wear lah. haha. the thing is....... my house i'm the only one that can wear black!. hah.


ok la. enough of those stupid de thing. hmm. today.. nth much happen. i very guai de stay at home. cuz i want sleep. but keep got phn calls and msges. then i gave up on slping alrdy. hah. wan kao. muz find job le. very lazy lehx. i think i too lazy le lah. haha.

im boreddddddd. the song transfering so slow. haha. but actually is becuz alot of songs la. sianxz.
i gonna cut hair. say goodbye to my gay tail. lols...


sleepy sleepy sleepy.
can meet u in my dreams anot?
i'm in good good mood.
now. lols.
but i change like weather. u know?

its.me.alone.
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Monday, November 20, 2006
11:38 PM

wah kao. and today is a super cold day. morn i jiu shivering. before i go bath jiu very cold. after bath i dun feel like coming out. afternoon got better. night came again!. then i spend my day with jacket on. now only on fan also cold!. haiz. hmm. afternoon after blogging jiu went bath then went out. then the rain stop le. hmm. then.. blah blah blah. haha. gg back that time rain again. sian de lehx. then.. haha. hmm. dun say le. hmm.. juz to mention now thinking of dg. send her off juz now. hope she's alright now. i very concern lehz. ;)

haiz. and i muz faster think of a way to solve that problem. not easy now. but cracking my brain into half or even ten pieces. i muz faster think ahhhhh... will i succeed?. hmmm.. haiz. suddenly. feel very free lehx. but not actually...... hmmmz.


THINK THINK THINK THINK THINK

its.me.alone.
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 11:38 PM

juz now when i juz came back. wanted to blog de. but went to play game 1st. then now dun feel like le. but juz write some bah. hmm. i think juz to announce O LEVELS ENDED!
but its my 2nd after Os holiday la. special de me. so holiday nth special liao. think sure gg work lor. but rest 1st. haa. scarly i slack slack dun want work also liddat. hmm.. then raining now and i muz go out. but can slowly la. later abit also nvm. rain stop lar! i dun like gg out on rainy day and also. i very lack of slp. of cuz not becuz study. is play again la. ytd slpt at 3. woke at 6 this morn. nua till 6.30. haha. but until now haven slp a wink. juz now mcq also no slp. cuz slp awhile might as well dont. not good de. for health. hees.

haiz. sianzx. let me rest 1st then think of wat to do... many things to accomplish bah. yawnss......... hao lei ahhhhhhhh....




that idiot bite on my face.
tsk tsk.

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Sunday, November 19, 2006
11:04 PM

if this sickness continues. hospital will be a soon thing.

argh. haven been feeling well. wants to slp badly. but downstair the funderal ranting.. juz cant slp. juz now when i reach home bath hao le want slp jiu start le. ard 7? till now!. how to slp.. all the trumpet and drum and blah blah blah. but cant blame la. funderal. haiz. and
ytd have to slp in the midst of cannon in d. my brother and gf came into my room ytdd nite then use my laptop to play audition. the play too many times le. abt 4 hrs and my air con not functioning made the room damn stuffy. and my head really cannot stand korean or jap or some other language de song lah. esp if played over and over too many times. will cause my head splitting in many parts. then wasn't feeling last night le. stil liddat.. brother came home after sending gf back and still want play then come snatch my bed. and then. poor me. then this morn early jiu wake le . then went out agn. haiz. sick la. i need pills again.........................................



tmr is science p1.. last hour of o level.
i haven study anything.
no mood lar.
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

its.me.alone.
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
10:57 PM

*drops DEAD

its.me.alone.
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Friday, November 17, 2006
11:04 PM

I FEEL LIKE BANGING MY HEAD AGAINST THAT DARN WALL!

feeling damn f*ck up now. take it that i'm emo-ing.
then leave me alone.

Its just DISAPOINTMENT once, Twice then THRICE. the nth thousand times alrdy.
and it really spoils my mood everytime.

suan le?

why does it keep happening?.
you noe wats happening?
then must it turn out to be like this?!
why dun u tell me urself?
wat do u want?.
i hate guessing.



dun provoke me any longer.
if u're smart.
at least for now.
stop making my blood boil.


fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck




fucking pissed off.
and its not over yet.

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
 11:04 PM

AHHHHHH! i'm sooooo tired!.

"zen me ban? wan dan le. WO WAN DAN LE!"
haha. so cute can..

yawns. juz end my hist at 4. but then i now then reach home. today with the sec sch ppl. a lil funny. hmm. then i saw one slping. she shud be older than me de. then i think of my old days. lols. i write very slow cuz i noe i sure too much time to spare de. dunno how to do de mah. in the end still got ard 15mins+. sianz ah. then decid dun slp. xin ku de pass the time. but heng! cuz OM came up. later say me again. that ****** haha.. then the invigilatorS count so slow.. haiz. very tired ah... but i guess not really because i studying. haiz. left one last paper le.. haiz. think think think. so many things. hmmm. haiz. dun say le.

hmmm. so bored liao. btw i dun understand wat the good with a office job. indoor and so regular de good mehz?. hmm. monotonous. in other words BORING. well, to me. haha. been in this too long or sth. lols.

okay, i gg to bath and SLEEP. hopefully. lols. haven been eating much recently. die lah. haah



seriously thinking abt wat
shud be the next move.
u noe.


anyway tmr's 18

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Thursday, November 16, 2006
11:49 PM

wo jue ding to blog le lah!. feeling bored.
be prepared for a long long entry. haha.
if u're bored and looking for sth to read then read.. lol
cuz i nth to do.. game haven complete downloading. and i really dun wanna touch the book anymore. at least. for now i dun want. haha. in fact i feel like gg to slp. lols. tired la. late nights recently.

last week de exam still ok lehx. but suddenly i worrying. hmmm.. but this week de is really kns. motivation or sth run out la. and this week many happenings also. hmm. sianz la. today woke up 12+ gg 1.. suppose stay at home to study my history. cuz tmr exam. but no mood la. then study.. ehz... half?. tmr ssure die de le. can go there slp liao. and after that.. left monday only. i can relac many many bit liao. haiz. but!. after that not long muz work le. sianzx ah. so bored de. hmmm..

one month nvr blog. i also dunno say wat.. wipe the dust here only. this past month i think been slacking more than studying. haha. watching tv playing game. but days before the exam i did sit down and studied lahs.. sianx. dunno where to recap from. but ytd nite went primary sch gathering at one of my friend hse. for steamboat. quite nice to meet up la. the smart grp. JC students and a few in sp. they ben lai jiu smart de. haa. i tot i 9pm then go wif ml they already finish in the end they juz came back from giant. from buying. and the 1st thing i say is.. there will be 30 ppl tonight ah? i really peifu them. haha. they say they can finish the food. and they ask me where am i now?. i reply.... beside them la!. haha. they were asking i study where la. then i got sick and answering so many times then i announce to them. since they waiting for the soup to boil. hmm. then liddat la. dunno wat to add. some got change some dun have but same same la. joyce really too kind le lah!. hees. then i was shocked to be reminded that my pri chi teacher is gg 40. in my memories. at most 30 or 32. haiz. yuan lai thats ard 7 years ago liao. i really grow up liao. haha.
hmm. then i really dun rmb liao. most of the days i stay at home to study. but effect half half la. better than nth. hmm.. the nite before wl call me go buy ice cream frm them. purposely go buy from them. at 827. i find half day then realised yuan lai zhun zhun is there. but din tok much to them la. though very long nvr see them. hmmm. sianxz ah.
wat to say ne?.. hmm.. type very long le hor.. think other time then continue la.if i think of anything to say.. hmmm. sick ar. . my spine till now haven ok. but i think i noe wat wrong liao. sure need long time to recover liaoz. haiz. yawns. BORED!



its really not ending ?.

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
 11:49 PM

Its.ME.Alone
forget the world with me.
and be in mine





when i'm in love,
all i do is think about
ways to please her,
interesting places to go,
& things i can do to make her happy.

but when i'm not with her,
my thoughts are still always of her

It sounds absurd.
but even heroes have
the right to bleed.


SILENCE


the past.
NO INTRUDERS.

i'm sorry
even if i've changed.
cuz everthing's too late.





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