. and time cant heal this damage anymore
Monday, July 31, 2006
12:10 AM

after reading someone's blog it cheered me up. cuz it was really darn funny. but not awhiile later onli.. sth happen. AGAIN. god, can u pls STOP all these JOKES in my life that i cant take.? i really.. that feeling really.. cant be describe. sux. haixz. wat have i done wrong lei.


sometimes i really think wat am i doing lo. in everything. the only thing i can discuss here is studies bah. recently i thinking alot. example of i din go back sch study. the reason. hmm. many ppl stil asking. and now my life. ppl schling wakes at between 5-6.30am. i go slp only between that period. and ppl dismiss at ard 12+ to 2. i wake at that period. imagine if i still sch now. hmm. forget it. think also no use. no mood in many things again. in the sense of the things i shud do. i got no mood. and thinking of things i shuden be doing bahz. haizx.
and other sections?. i dun feel like saying liaozx. think this life is not correct lor. i also dunno how to say here. rotting away isn't the way but im like wasting oxygen. haizx. sianzx la. saying out doesn't helps in anyway. i need to let out or sth bah. cuz.. hmmm. forget it.



i hope i can listen to u
but..
yrros
Please pardon this entry.

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
2:13 AM

yo. i'm back. juz finish talking on phn. felt better le. thx. haha. hmm. i muz say recently really very bored. want to find some things to do le. ppl can jio me out. i quite free. but.. now headache-ing on how to reject someone offer on asking me out. i really lousy at that. and.. i seldom reject de on celebration.. but.. hmmm.. dun say i bad. cuz if u all noe i saying who. i believe u all also same lor. haha. hmm. juz now wrote longer. but my com hang. then jiu all gone. sian diao. hmm. but nvm la. dun make me sound long winded. haa. today wake up that time alrdy half the day gone. then ben lai want go out de but in the end also nvr. hmm. then.. blah blah blah lor. haha. later.. not gg to slp yet bah. cant slp =x hmm. maybe watch show lor. nth to do liaoz. hmmm. that all. nnnniteeeees.




really obvious mehs?
hahaa.

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
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to start my entry. i want to say i really HATE ppl who dun appreciate others effort. i hate this alot. real lot.

angry.. juz bath out but it doesn't cool me down anyway. dun wana tok abt it here. arghh.





too many disapointments.

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Saturday, July 29, 2006
2:54 PM

juz woke up at 2+ din realise its saturday. its raining now.. hope to get into the rain. with my bball. that kinda long lost feeling.




i dun feel like talking.

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
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Friday, July 28, 2006
9:29 PM

i really dunno wat to say or do le
sometimes juz get so sick of it
its juz wrong be right and right to be wrong
but i want to be right only.
u noe that kinda of feeling?
juz to be happyy.
be my sunshine can?
..
but i think no one can haf its cake and eat it.
now, there's good and bad bah. haiz
misunderstandings shud always be cleared
and understanding is real essential.
but.. i really dun like to explain.
quietness.
-05
i'll carry u when u're tired.
i can gif u wat others cant
but rmb i haf my limits.
and
i'm only human

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
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Thursday, July 27, 2006
11:04 PM

my smile can kill. lol. i seldom till really very seldom smile. hmm. dun like mah. nth to smile abt. smiling look like idiot. =x lols. i mean me ok.

hmm. juz back from class and gonna write down the comments i got today. u see how bahzx. got 'praise'.. that my voice very nice. haha. *i aint laughing* why nice?. where?. diaozx. even my skin complexion. then.. oh. started with today my mood still ok then one of the class mate sitting in front of me was late. then she come ask me doing wat experiment. then i answer her lor and since i finish liao i jiu gib her my apparatus since there also no extra. stupid sch. haiz. then after that... THEY started toking to me. like.. wat's my name. last time study where. then ask me noe this person mah and that. hmm. then chat lor. as usual. they din dare to tok to me. and that girl say she got very shocked when i offered to lend her mine. she tot i today sth wrong. lolss. they say i like very quiet and serious de person. wun smile wun joke. i believe some ppl out there are peng-ing liao. hmm. i din smile mah. i juz remain very silence also. haha. then i tok to them i also soft soft de tok. cuz in the lab tok loud everybody will hear lor. for wat. then they ask i shy isit. then they started to say they like my voice and blah blah blah.. hahah.. then ask for my number. my number is easy? haha. i think cuz we all taking Os at yhss la. then they very happy to know me liddat. hah. hmm.. then they ask alot i reply little little. haha. then i lazy say le. they ask to see my ic photo cuz want see longer hair de. and say dun look like me. they say now i look JAPANESE. diaozx. shocked rite. jap boi. where got again. or my clothes today?. haha. or they is scare i angry hit ppl or diao with my killing small eyes then talking nonsense. haha. lastly. as u all can see we shud have interact quite alot but in conclusion. they still scare of me. diaoz. i dunnoe their names. cuz i din ask. haha. hmmm.. i'm not so scary wat. though many ppl tell me i'm dangerous. ... actually i very KIND de. friendly de ok. haha. i believe many ppl will agree also lor. those whu really noe me. =) haha. hmmm. dun want continue say this liao. so boring rite.

hmm. so.. now i thinking wat to do later. sianxz. maybe i try go do my maths. ytd i stop at 2b not 2a haha. but no difference la. hmm. brother went out lehx. i dun want go. i not stupid. later daddy say me arhs. hee. today also went play pool with brother and gf but juz started playing my mother jiu call me liaozx. diaozx. then we play two rounds jiu went back jurong do things lor. hmmm. like nth else to say liaoz. feeling hungry. maybe go find food. hmmm. end here can. nites...







explain also no use.
juz forget it ok.
hmmm
the heart has reasons
that reason know nth of.
rang wo zhao gu ni.
ok?

its.me.alone.
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okay. i'm not aslp once again late at night. hais. so i'm here.
recently get flare up easily. dunno why. i shouted at ah gong today. hmm. kinda bad. hmm. shud be very bad. but i dunno why either. i juz kept get unhappy or sth. apologies. hmm. my family bear most of my bad temper. and... i think i got the worst temper in the hse bah. they say so.. haiz.....

juz woke up at 11PM and cant get back to slp though i really tried hard lor. i guess i wont be slping again?. but..... haiz. wat ever.
fall aslp juz now coz i was trying to do my maths. how fast i took to fall aslp? <5mins. or 2 or 3? diaoz... paper 1 i do till qn 2a jiu slp liao. this explain how severely books are my slping pills. and it made me slpt from 7 to 11. 4 hrs. i'm a genius. in exam jiu cham liao. ha. hmm. sianzx la. ppl ard me also not happy. degrades me mood to another extend. haiz. so... hope everyone cheer up. and myself bah?. haiz. anyway my com having virus again or wat bah. damnit. so frustrated le still gib me problems. arghh.






nth.

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
11:56 PM

ha. now trying to edit and upload song. =) too free ... hmmm. juz now went class lor. bored as usual. haiz. but muz study liao. diaozx. haiz. tmr muz go down sch to help papa. so i planning waking up early to go old hse there eat breakfast. my old hse there got good food. i mean great food. hee. i better stop thinking cuz i very hungry now. haiz. no dinner for me lor. sianzx. nowaday me very ke lian abt food. haiz. but also cuz i lazy la. so cannot blame ppl also. hmmm. then now still cannot late late go out. so. starve bah. haiz. hmmm. muz slp early later. so as to wake up early. and my brother ask me wake him up at 7.30 he sending gf to sch bah. as if i can wake. hahah. hmm. tat all for now la. nth else. nite




maybe i not good enough for u bah
its been so long
but its not forgotten
but u dun remember..

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
 11:56 PM

hmm. mood came back a lil liao. com still giving me problems though. haizz.. hmmm. so. "today" got 2 occasion. one is 7thmonth. and the other is.. hmmm. ... 7th month means cannot go out late late come home or late late go out ler.. haiz. for 2 mths. so.. be guai xiao hai le. hopefuly. haha. anyway my brother still not home. he tmr sure get say de. haa. hmmm. nth to do now but cant slp. so watching tv and downloading movie. do planning for the future boredom. hmmmm. dunno wat else to say ehh. juz realise at nite really alot lizard. irritate me. see them everywhere. even invade my food. diao. made me nth to eat. hurhh... hmmm. so.. i gg my room to watch vcd liao. sianzx.. dunno wat time then i slping le.. nites everyone. take care too.


when sweet words became knives that cuts
pain is all thats felt. 05
u noe u're my everything
tell me if u love me
trustme.
i still dun understand
wat u want and me

its.me.alone.
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Monday, July 24, 2006
11:58 PM

SO PEK CHEK.

dunno is blogger lag or my com lag that it took half hour to sign me in. from got mood to no mood. arghh. now i got nth to say le. dun want say liaoz. pissed.

its.me.alone.
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
11:47 PM

if u think it ain't impt. then i think u're very wrong. very.



been writing very little nowadays because i deserted my com. really is nvr touch it at all. i also dunno why. haha. but also not go study lah.. =x hmm. recently.... slacking bah?. watching tv or wat lor. hmmm.. juz went to celebrate otah bday. hmm... then liddat lor. haha. 'play' bball.. very long nv play bball le. and i shoot 10 ball.. MAYBE 1 will go in. diaozx. so jia lat rite. is bball play me. haa. haiz. dun jio me bball liao. jio me pool. lols. but... i still gg play bball. see when. to at least dun so jia lat. soo.... anyone?. msg me. haha. sianzx ah. days pass quite slow sometime also. dunno do wat.. hmm. tonight maybe TRY to slp early. but... i seem more active at night then day. hee. but.. i will need to study VERY SOON liao. can jio me study also. but i think most likely i will end up playing so mentally prepare ok. hmm. bored la. take care everyone!. nites~






udontknowthendunassume

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Thursday, July 20, 2006
4:11 PM

yawnzz. basically. my time concept for these few days is very bad. in the sense that i overturn day and night. haha.. so after blogging i gg to slp. hehe. got nth to write lei. here juz to show ppl i stilll ok. dun worryy. =)

its.me.alone.
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
1:03 AM

hmm. time for me to update i guess. now blogging with my dunno why burning left eye and hot red ears.. hmmm.. i typing wit my fingers. =) but its irritating me.
basically got nth to write. juz MIA for the pass few days to take a break or sth. hais. oh. i sent my aunt to airport ytd nite. she's off to japan. bei hai dao. then tokyo. so good rite. hope she get me sth when she comes back. and she get decid on sth i WILL like. i dun want tigger stuff but premonition it might be sth related when she go tokyo. diao... get me ultraman instead. hahaha..still abt the same wat. lol.. and esp if my cousin and his wife also wanna get me sth. think before you all buy pls. or it will be deserted by me. history repeat. haha. hmm. juz found out i ps alot ppl recently. =x dunno why either. mood not there bah. lol. see how. stop complaining that long time no see me. i can show u my photos. haha. hmmm. if i not lazy tmr morn/afternoon(watever time i wake up) maybe i go haircut. cuz its getting real long and annoying?. dunno lei. but really. lazy. haha. image?. dun care la. still look like human jiu hao. but the hair is getting ma fan. i dun want let aunties cut lehs. no creativity. lol. haiz. abit fan onli lor.. haa. sianzz. nth to say le. end here. nitees

its.me.alone.
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Friday, July 14, 2006
9:49 PM

u say u dun see that i care
u say u cant see my effort
u say im not serious
u say everything i hate to hear
and nth that showed me love.


life's getting hard..
is there anywhere for me? where i can juz be me.. i need...



no ones standing for me..
stooded up..
runawayypls....
hais

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
11:17 PM

haha. i juz reached home. very lazy to talk abt my routine la. so sian. hmmm. very tired the whole day but din get to rest at all. eyes keep want shut then i force it open. hahha. but..... i'm not gg to slp early tonight. dun care. i want play my game. hee.. thats all lah. tmr then say. nites everyoneeeee!

its.me.alone.
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
11:31 PM

hmm. sian-ed. mouth pain. and my back also pain. haiz. dunno wat to say lehx. rotted at home today. tmr then go out. haiz. realised that neglected mani things again. cant be perfect. but sths can be within my control yet i din put the effort. hmm. *stops thinking* ok. nth to say abt today. plain boring. hais. think now go bath 1st then think of wat to do. whether to go slp or chiong my game. hmmmm.






fanfangxiangdezhong
nigeidemeng
yingyingzuotong

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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
11:47 PM

yawnz.. real tired and lazy this two days. hee.. but here to update anyway..

10.07.06
i only rmb i was busy for the whole day. and i mean whole day. from 10am to 10pm. and i slpt AMAZINGLY early. to me it was. 12.30am. haha. and yet forgot to send msg to my dearest fren. too tired le only thinking of SLEEP!. haha.

11.07.06 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Crystal aka yy aka brother!
1st time i say happy birthday to her is 6 yrs back lehx. and i think i every year also got say lor. haha.

today i was again woke by sister early in the morning 5+. ytd also. but i cant slp back afterthat. stupid rite. haiz. then i wake up play com lor. but also sianed. everyone whu saw me was soo shock to see me awake so early. then bored. haiz. my brother bought me breakfast then i watched initial d. nth to watch liao. then at 9+ or 10 i think.. i go my parent room lie then i fall aslp.. haha. nice slp. i slp till 2+ i think. heez. then my brother came home with his gf. and disturb me. haha. then they went in room to watch their movie. and i had a pathetic lunch. my brother steals my food!. hmm. but after that my brother go out fetch mama and sister then me jiu pei bro gf watch scarymovie2. damn lame. nc16? or m18? haha. i totally forgot i have lessons today. but my bro rmb. so miracle. lol. so i went studying after that lor. bored as usual. haiz. then came back le now. so hungry la. no dinner.. ke lian me. i think i wait for breakfast tmr morning liaoz cuz i lazy to go out or cook now. hehe.. thats all bah. nth to say. gg to bath now then go find my bed le. =) nites!






oyauac
ummnm
bnnl

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
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Monday, July 10, 2006
12:43 AM

08.09.06- long long story..
ytd morn pei my mum go orchard nokia then after that went loyang then went back orchard again to eat.. diaozx. then it made me late in meeting ml and otah at bugis. haha. suppose to met at 3.15 but i 3.45 then set off from orchard. hmm. then we went looking for sharon's present. but as u all noe. i got no concept of wat to buy for a girlie girll. so i juz anything. then nod nod nia. haa. most of the time me and otah juz chat away cuz we two too long no meet and chat le!. then after walking around again and again. manlin bought finish liao. haha. but we still muz go her workplace collect cake. so.. travelled to cityhall before proceeding to batok. i went so many places rite. me and otah is still chatting. leaving ml with a suspicious face. lol. then meet lz and lacillia at redhill mrt. and conclusion for the day is: that day at bbq lacillia is behaving k. and ytd saw her. she is so super crazy but cute. lol. we took a long long journey to walk to bb140 lor. and lac keep giving out the jelly she buy at batok. her actions so funny la. anyhow throw litter. hahah. then.. i very lazy liao. all shortcut say ok. then we reach there buy water cuz the jelly making me thristy. then they play bball lor. and found out abt someone whu is so bastard. next time in class i think i wun gif her good face see liao. be until liddat sia. haiyo.. then we chit chat away.. hmm.. then sharon taking so long to come sia. haha. i keep nagging and i almost left lor. she reach ard 8+ with wh them.. then i realised i there then she will suspect celebrating for her le mahz. but then bo bian. realise it too late. lol. then me left quite soon after that.. cuz i still need go buy the ffax machine de film. hmmm. then reach home le jiu very tired want slp early de but in the end also watch tv til 2 then i faster go slp.




today. 09.07.06- happy birthday to tong you.
morning my mother din buy breakfast for me. so bad rite. she bought mac for my sister lehx. cuz she tot i will wake up very late. haiz. but she also got call my hp in the morning la. when i ardy woke up but i tot she looking for sister mah. so i only ask sister to call back. whu noes sia. haha. but she keep want bu chang me la. so she say she acc me go jp eat lors. so good rite. hehe. then i pei her go popular but her things alsoo. but then!.. tmr i also muz go popular. diao. to buy my maths. hehehe. then... after that not long i jiu go home le bah. got walk walk awhie. then i siah her go ts. she want de but everytime gey gey one. so funny. then reach home jiu help papa do thing. hmm. then everything as usual lor. until 8 i fell aslp but 9+ woke up. then watch tv lor. sianxz. waited for daddy to come back. hmmm. then... play com. till now lor. hmm.. later world cup! whu win?. 2 goals? france?. hehe. lets wait and see..







everything u did is so disapointing.
dun even have the basic "requirements"
the biggest mistake and regret u will have
is to take things for granted or
acted like u hackcare or dun bothered.
so wrong. and it really pissed me off
over and over again.
had enough ok.
or at least apologise
though its useless to me but
it MIGHT made things better.
i dunnit to give in to u.
i dun have to. cuz its not my fault.
think abt it.
take it or leave it

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
 12:43 AM

Saturday, July 08, 2006
2:29 AM

haiz. dunno wat to say. reach home at 12+am then came online then nth to do. but still until now lor. tired but dun feel like slping. haiz. today woke at 10.45 then 11 jiu leave hse le then ard 6.40 i reach home but before 7 i left again. li hai mah?. the only thing i did in that half hour at home is bathing. dots. haiz. dunno wat to say la. no mood. hmm. tmr muz wake early to go out with brother and meeting manlin in the noon. will be worned out again for sure. haiz. sick....




leavemealone

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
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Friday, July 07, 2006
2:11 AM

Listening: ai ni deng yu ai zi ji


hmm. ok la. now feeling better le so juz come here blog before i go bath and slp. hehe. its 2 am now.. hmm. ytd de details i forgot le. hmmm.. went queensway with brother then we went checkup with mother. then nite went bedok i nvr go. then i forgot la. haha. slpt at 5 ytd! 5am. cuz. cant slp. lol. siao liao la. hmm.

then today i woke up at 10? cuz muz pei ah gong go check up. i visit the hospital so much. haiz. then met aunt. haiyo. as usual, she comment on my hair + clothes. haha. then went orchard mariott eat dim sum. then pei her go imm. so tired. haha. then reach home at around 5 plus. counted early u noe. cuz ah gong sian sian then me got lesson mah. haha. or else she superwoman can shop 10am to 10pm de. last time i small that time jiu shi liddat. at taka whole day or sth de. hahaha. but when grow up liao. my legs break. hand also break. walk whole day. carry so heavy. haha. then she still keep want buy thing for me der. but most of the time. i no like she like. she no like i like. so she also half gave up le. hahaha..
then went sch there eat. then lesson lor. then sian!. no mood to study juz now. wasn't really there. haha. then i realised that chem teaccher always like to ask me de. for those impt question. haha. sian la. then.. reach home then on com install the mircosoft office. so ma fan. haiz. then com internet stil break down. haiyo. then.. haah. its geting bored. too much infomation.. stop here la.

tmr that moe go early dismiss hai me muz go down queenstown lor. then see everyone again. haiz. then noon going somewhere. =) haha. somehow. i no confidence in myself. how how how. lol. see how it goes bah. jia you. hehe. nite might be going out also. no strength le la..


then the rest of the week will be one word. BUSY! i think so bah. most likely. my time very little ah. haha. but if i can maybe sunday will stay at home. i dun care! i want rest lah.. haa. okkk.. nites everyone!!




wo yi zhi dou xiang
dui ni shuo

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
 2:11 AM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006
9:59 PM

stressed! haiz.






bury the hatchet?
haii

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
 9:59 PM

Your Career Type: Realistic

You are practical and mechanical.
Your talents lie in working with tools, mechanical or electrical drawings, machines, or animals.

You would make an excellent:

Carpenter - Diesel Mechanic - Electrician
Farmer - Fire Fighter - Flight Engineer
Forester - Locksmith - Locomotive Engineer
Pilot - Police Officer - Truck Driver

The worst career options for your are social careers, like social worker or teacher.
hahaha.. i can be firefighter!!! yay!

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
 2:21 AM

listening to: zhao mi
rahhhhhhhssssss. seem so awake lor. haiz. couldn't get myself to lie down in bed. and need print the doc in brother lappie but dun thk he be back home. or at least 4am then he come back. im not going to wait.. haha.. and i kept thinking its wednesday nite now. dunno why. lol.


let's talk abt today. so slack at home for the whole noon. then at ard 5 i suddenly feel like slping. haha. so went slp. but.. my mum came back. and started.... talk talk talk ask ask ask. so. cant slp again. haiz. ke lian. then sit at living room watch holland v. then 6.30 go bath then go sch. class as usual boring. haha. then there this girl so funny. i in the class so long and she found out that i girl some time ago le yet today i hear her telling another bung( suppose to be whisper? i heard it anyway. lol) that i look like boy. the thing is. she nvr say the bung look like guy. and the bung was forced to agree with her abt me. lol. the face of the bung was so.. -_-" hahaha. she keep look at me lah. tsk. lol. then i very guai de listen to lessons. so sian lor. then went home play com. chat chat. then ate my dinner at ard 12?. ben lai dun want eat de. mama keep naggin. bth. haha.. then.... wanted to watch tv but no show lehs. so lousy. haha. luckily now got show watch le. hehe. but i also not really paying attention to it. later got match wor. germany vs italy?. whu will win lehs?. haha. germany better la. i like the shirt. lol. tmr if i can wake early jiu meet my mam eat breakfast bah. but. unlikely. lol! but then still gotta go down to pei her in the noon anyway. oh ya. today was busy recieving faxES for my daddy. so ma fan. but... its money u noe. dun reject. haha. thats all lah. so long de entry. very boring one. hehe. nites. though i not gg to slp yets. became a habit. haiz. help anyone?



i dun understand why. but it dunnit to be in this way.


ni chu zou
wo bu wen li you
yinianqian
hais

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
12:07 PM

Listening: Wa Jie
shi jian ba jing tou dai zou


yawnz. morning 7+ jiu kept get wken by ah gong. awhile ask me fax machine awhile his hp then keep ka jiao me. then he went out at 8+. then mum came back. and ka jiao me again!. they two right leg out then left leg in. but i ignore ignore ignored. haa. slpt back at9? then woke up again now and cant slp back=( .. haiz. nobody at home sia. no breakfast! nvm lor. hmm. update for ytd.. ermm.. ytd woke up at wat time i forgot le then afternoon went jp with sister?. she no sch mah. then keep pestering me. then walk walk lor. want call brother go arena play pool de. but he busy also la. got soo many probem with his project. i did my part le. dun help him liao. haha.. further down these few days will be busy again le?. later before i go sch i think i muz go m1 to register for ah gong 1st. then wed and thurs muz go down hospital then friday if i not wrong the moe want see all teachers then me muz go down to dad's sch help out. haiz. then nite activities not confirm yet. hmmmm.. sianzx lah. thurs muz see aunt. jia lat liao lor. hmmm. think also maybe to work real soon liaozzzz. dunno when yet juz soon. haha. that's all bah. go play game le.



4yrslater.
changes
now
wirst?
somehow..

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
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Monday, July 03, 2006
2:06 AM

be ppl cannot too niao u noe. haha..


so... reach home at 12 plus. juz now went praying then went geylang eat.. took so long again la. haha. ytd din slp lor. and cant slp. i went bed early k. i think at 12? but then till ard 3+ then slp again?. die la. now also 2am le. i still haven slp. haiz. today woke up at 12.30.. forced to wake up cuz helping dad at 12.45.. then very tired.. my bro gf brought me her sims 2 to play. the real one not pirated de worrrrs. but.... i muz headache whether can crack the file now. not going to do it now. lazy. haha. then after that jiu busy busy went out awhile in the noon to buy things then back then ate dinner then went out! then back home then. HERE. lame la. haiz. sianz nor. abt wantt to slp le. haha. hmm.. tmr.. dunno gg out not. still deciding. and i kip thinking its only saturday today la. dunno why. lol. hmmm i think that all for today bah. cuz i dunno wat to write le. =x goodnite everyone!




hmm hmm hmm
meowmeowmeowleshui

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
2:02 PM

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Very High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

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Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating

You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things.
You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines.

You should major in:

Marketing
Psychology
Desgin
Cognitive Science
Economics
Photography

its.me.alone.
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 2:02 PM

Saturday, July 01, 2006
8:27 PM

yawnz. tired.. hmm.. blog sth serious today bahz. ermm.. i mean more like a blog entry de things.

busy recently. but good thing?. cuz reverting.? muz be definite this time.. hmmm busy with many things la. lazy say.. hmm.
juz busied with some dunno wat things and filming for brother which cost me late nights. haha. still ok la. it did help me in some ways u noe. to me.. its reminds me of many.. its good to be bad?. hmmm.. so everyday slp earliest at 3 lor. like cant slp early le.. at night very energetic... hmmm

so ytd was busy.. basically din slp for the nite before then morn woke up early at ard 5+ to do things then do filming again then slp slp awhile. awhile. then noon went check up with my handsome ah gong. hahaha.. wait so long lor. from 3+ wait till 5+.. diaoz. then meet my dad eat dinner at near bukit merah then go home.. slpt for an hour?. too tired le.. then forced to wake and wait my daddy come back to celebrate sister bday then after that jiu go out again with brother and frens?. go loyang temple pray 1st.. but which unexpectedly toook so that long until 2+ then ruinnnnnn the otherr plans. so nvm lor. earlier go home. guai mah.. haha. germany and agentina 1-1! waste sia.. haha. hmm. then.. then reach home le bath liao jiu slp.. but..

today 9+ liddat wake bah?. or 10? i dunno either.. cuz very slpy. haven slp enough.. haha.. then meeting secretary at 10.35? but got thing to busy again. then i 12 then reach. =x paiseh ah.. haha.. wwent lot1 play pool with secretary, accountant?, "korkor".. then blah blah blah.. lols. until 4+? then went je afterthat and help mama buy things.. today quite early jiu go home le. then took the bus which bus uncle quarrelled with another bus uncle. and STOP the bus. waste my time. haiz. then reach home.. eat dinner. bath. then now at here lor. hmm.. then i think later want go orh orh 1st. night then wake up do things bahzx.


thats abt all bah. LONG ENTRY. but more meaniiful. lol.
and above shows me that i'm deprived of slp badly. haha








evolution*
old me? new me?
just me ok.
think thru

its.me.alone.
 wrote at
 8:27 PM

Its.ME.Alone
forget the world with me.
and be in mine





when i'm in love,
all i do is think about
ways to please her,
interesting places to go,
& things i can do to make her happy.

but when i'm not with her,
my thoughts are still always of her

It sounds absurd.
but even heroes have
the right to bleed.


SILENCE


the past.
NO INTRUDERS.

i'm sorry
even if i've changed.
cuz everthing's too late.





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